Words I Couldn't Say

Author's Note: This is my first attempt at fanfiction. I love Rizzoli & Isles. I am going to dedicate this first story to my LLBFF sorry for the words I couldn't say RIP my love always. This story is titled after Rascal flats song Words I couldn't Say. Hope you enjoy

Disclaimer: I don't own Rizzoli and Isles just writing a story about them no copyright infringement intended. Don't own Rascal Flatts song either.

In a book, in a box, in the closet

In a line, in a song I once heard

In a moment on a front porch late one June

In a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon

Chapter 1: The Call

Jane: Jane was sitting at her desk trying to complete the last of her paperwork which she hated to do when her phone rang. She looks at the phone. "Dammit Frost I'll call you back I need to get out of here" Jane said as she went back to her paperwork.

The phone rings again and she finally picks up

Jane: "What is it Frost you know some of us are going on vacation I would like to get out of here in the next hour." What's up?"

Frost: "Hey Jane sorry to bother you but can you stay around for a bit I got a lead I want to follow up on. "Exclaimed Frost

Jane: "Yeah Frost I'll hang for a bit but I really just want to get out of here and get a beer and watch some TV"

Jane hung up feeling like this day would never end. With not too many people in the precinct that day her mind began to wonders back ten years ago when she was happy the day she meet Dr. Maura Isles.

10 years ago

"Hey Korsak when is this new ME going to get here. I am freezing my butt off here. Jane said as she looked disgusted for the ME having then wait.

Just as a new Black Mercedes drove up Jane turned just in time to see a very beautiful blonde who looked like she was a fashion model step out of the Mercedes. "Hey Janie looks like the new M.E. just arrived" Korsak said with a huge smile on his face. ' Allow me to introduce you to her Janie"" Dr. Maura Isles this is Detective Jane Rizzoli" "Nice to meet you detective I'm sure we will be working together quite a bit" she said with a warm smile. Jane extended her hand surprised that the M.E. hands were so soft. Jane thought to herself that she was so glad that the new M.E. was a woman. She was so tiered of being the only woman in the homicide department. Jane smiled knowing they would have a good working relationship.

Frost: "Jane …. Jane….. Hey Jane can you hear me"

Frost was concerned by the look on the detectives face. Jane finally answered Frost.

Jane: "Oh hey Frost I didn't hear you come in. Did the lead work out?"

Finally coming out of deep thought Jane got up to get closer to Frost and she what leads he had come up with when her phone rang. "Hold on a sec Frost let me see who this is' she huffed.

Jane: "Rizzoli"

Mrs. Isles: "Detective Rizzoli this is Constance Isles, Maura's Mother" as Jane's mouth flew open very surprised by her call. "Detective I know you are surprised by my call but I could not think of anyone else to call. I know how close you and Maura were and how sad she was when she moved back to New York. Listen I am not one for many words but Maura needs you now like she has never needed you before. I have made arrangements for the jet to pick up this afternoon. I know you are going on vacation and you have the time to take off. I need….. Maura needs you now please!" Constance said in a pleading voice she has never been one to beg but in this instance she felt she had no choice.

Jane could sense the urgency in Mrs. Isle's voice and had a strange feeling that this was not going to be an easy trip.

Jane: "Mrs. Isles I have not seen or talked to Maura in five years what makes you think she even wants to see me.

Mrs. Isles: Jane I don't know what happed between the two of you however none the less she needs you will you please come and I'll explain it all to you when you get here."

Jane: Ok Mrs. Isles I'll come but I really want to know what this is about.

Mrs. Isles: I promise as soon as you get here we will talk dear. The jet will be there at 6:00 p.m. please be ready.

Jane hung up and paced the floor for what seem like hours before she snapped out of it and rushed out of the precinct. Jane knew that her gut feeling had to have been right. Jane had been thinking of Maura everyday for the better part of a year. Maura was her first thought and last though on her mind before she went to bed and she knew that there had to be a reason that Maura was on the forefront of her mind.