Ok, I read a sad fic, and decided to make one, i am a die-hard Hetalia fan, so I made another one.

warning: AU fic-ish, USUK/UKJP(Asa-Kiku), remeberings of yaoi-ness

one-shot!

Setting- after the Anglo-japanese alliance.

none of these facts r true,

i own nothing, if i did, APH woud be yaoi, and season 5 would be out!

listen 2 Skylar Gray's(Grey?) 'I Need A Doctor' but female only... but,

here enjoy.

I rise out of bed. My eyes wander, and I endup staring at the other side of my bed. Where Arthur, my old lover used to lay. I thought he loved me. I think about him often, and when I do, my face turns red, it becomes hard to breathe, tears slip past my eyelids, and glide down my cheek-bones, and fall in my hands.

I miss him so.

It feels just like yesterday, he was whispering sweet nothings in my ears, and carressing my body. His skilled fingers and hands all over my body. Making me feel like, we were the only two people in the world, making me feel Important. I look at the frame next to my bed. It holds a picture of us, and a note, he left me with, I've never read it, and I'm sure I don't plan to.

I miss him so..

If someone was in the room, they would see the dried blood on my wrist and sheets. I have to change them now, and wash my wrist. I lift myself off the bed, on to the floor. I pull off the sheets, and stuff them in the washer. I go over to the sink, and wash the dried blood off my wrists. I wrap a bandage over my wrist, and pull my clothes on. I pull my jacket's sleeve over my wrist.

I miss him so...

I look at the clock. I forgot. I have to meet some friends today before the world conference. I feel like I'm going to miss it though. I pull my shoes on, and go to, the front of my home. Sometimes I wonder if he misses me. But... I'm sure his new lover will keep him happy so. Arth- I mean England will be fine. I always think about him. His luscious blond hair and green eyes.

I miss him so...

I get in my car, turn the engine on. I put on a mask and smile, no one sees behind the mask I wear... I turn on the radio. A song plays.

I'm about to lose my mind, you've been gone for so long.

I'm running out of time.

I need a doctor, call me a doctor.

I need a doctor, doctor, to bring me back to liiiiiiiiife...

I miss him so...

With out me paying a attention, I get into a bad car crash, 'caused by the car behind me. My head bashes against the wheel, my skull cracking against it. I hear sirens in the distance. As I hear screams, of people screaming, that I'm a country and I'm important and stuff. I'm losing conciousness. I think one last thing before I lose conciousness,"Arthur... are you really happy, with America?" I wish I read that note... Just then... I see his face...

I miss him so...

"Arthur?" I whisper before I close my eyes...

I wake up in the hospital. I look at my surroundings, I see 4 people in the room behiind this blanket on my face. China, England, Italy, and Germany. All 4 are looking down, then 3 look up. China, Italy, and Germany leave. Just me and England. I stare at him, I call his name.

Nothing

I call his name, and remove the blanket from my face. He looks up, and his eyes become wide. He rushes to my bedside... and whispers something. I frown and cry, I put on a mask and smile, no one sees behind the mask I wear... "Arthur..." I whisper his name.

should i continue?

yes i knwz... itz short..

but pleeeeaaaaaaaase review! it makes me happy.

and so u can tell me, if u want me 2 continu!

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