I'm Sorry

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~ I guess I was lucky to survive that long ~

As I entered the bus I saw people I knew; Hutch, Garth and Candu. Back in year 7; we were all best mates and now they hate my guts.

While I was in the bus I was thinking of what my day would consist off; the usual shit; Go to class, avoid the bullies; go home and relax

~ First Period ~

It was Maths, Mr Tony was teaching us Expansion and Factorization, not like we would ever use it. I sat there, doing my work, completing my work. Garth sat behind me, crunching paper and throwing them at my back. Then it got a bit worse; he started to throw rubbers at me and then the objects he threw got harder and harder up to the point where he threw a stapler. It hit me in the head and I fell unconscious.

~ Period 3 ~

I woke up in the sick bay, the nurse was frantically was trying to keep up with me and a sick student who kept groaning in pain.

"Oh dear! Are you okay?" asked the Nurse

"Yeah, I think" I replied

"I think you should go to class now, I have been informed that you must go to class now, I'm sorry" she replied

"That's fine, thanks Mrs Eve" I said as I walked out of class

I've thought of methods to release steam like this crap I go through. I took up several defense classes to blow off steam, I boxed for a year but it wasn't working. I went to a gun range to blow of steam, that lasted 2 years but it eventually wasn't working and then I took up art: that lasted 6 months. I had therapy but that never worked so I took up cutting; wasn't very conventional or healthy but it was the only thing that was working.

~ Period 5 ~

It was English. A subject that I actually enjoyed. The only thing is that we have an assignment which you work in partners to figure out Shakespearean language meant. Sadly, my partner was the one and only...Garth.

During the whole period, he was chatting up all the girls and making fun of me while I did the assignment. I finished. He started to call me names and push me around when the teacher wasn't looking. At the end of it I stood up and yelled;

"Stop it you asshole! That's all you do! You are so pathetic! You have been doing this for the last year and it hasn't gotten you anywhere!"

"Shut up asswipe" Garth responded

"OUTSIDE GARTH" Yelled Mr M

As Garth walked outside, he turned around and punched me in the face.

~ Home ~

I got home and cried, I hated my life. I was abused by my mum. My dad was out of the picture my whole life. My mum yelled at me every night for being useless.

~ A year Later ~

Same thing was happening. I was still getting bullied. I had no friends, I usually sat by myself at lunch time, listening to music.

~ 2 Years later ~

I was walking home. I was climbing the stairs to my house when Garth came up to me, spun me around and punched me in the face. I fell down the stairs.

~ That Night ~

I was standing by my sun room. It was next to my room, we had a double story house so it was on the 2nd Story. I opened the window and climbed out. I though of what has happened to me. I logged on to my Facebook and typed;

"Thanks for the worse years of my life, Goodbye"

I stood there for a minute, got heaps of messages. One from Garth

"Dude, Don't do something you'll regret"

I typed:

"You caused this"

Mum entered the room and started screaming. Telling me not to. I looked at her and Jumped.

I landed on the concrete. I felt all my bones break. I felt at peace, no more pain.

"I'm Sorry" Garth texted back

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