This is the last chapter of this story. Olivia and Amanda's journey continues with a sequel called "Manifesting the Abundance of Life". So, if you like this story, feel free to read the sequel! THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE REVIEW, FOLLOWS, AND FAVORITES!
SMUT WARNING.
Olivia's mouth crashed down onto Amanda's.
They were on Olivia's couch, nude, and having some much needed "us" time. It had been a long day and as soon as they stepped inside the brunette's apartment, Olivia had been on Amanda needing release. She needed to feel Amanda.
Olivia was on top kissing, groping, and touching the younger woman. Things had gotten hot and heavy fast.
The older woman had Amanda trapped beneath her thighs, she was grinding her center onto Amanda while leaning down and kissing her neck.
The blonde reached down with both hands and grabbed Olivia's ass, giving it a hard squeeze. Olivia smiled into Amanda's neck, loving her boldness and continued sucking at her skin.
"Mmhmm…" Amanda moaned as her eyes shut, enjoying the rocking of her girlfriend's hips.
This continued for at least another two minutes, both of them enjoyed the foreplay.
Olivia finally stopped making her mark on Amanda's neck and whispered "What do you want?"
The brunette smiled when she leaned up and saw Amanda turning a light shade of pink. It was true, Amanda had come out of her shell a lot, but there would always be some shyness to her. It was just her personality.
Amanda giggled and bit her lip, keeping her eyes closed.
Olivia sat up, slowing the movements of her hips. She cupped Amanda's breasts, one in each hand as she fondled them, grabbing and rubbing before pinching the younger woman's nipples. Amanda grabbed Olivia's thighs, her fingers digging into them. She loved Olivia's thighs. Aside from her girlfriend's breasts, Olivia's thighs and ass were her favorite. The perfect amount of thickness.
"Fuuuuck…" Amanda whispered as she turned her head sideways, her eyes still shut tight. She was throbbing.
"Baby…" Olivia whispered in a seductive voice, "Tell me what you want…" as she slightly started rocking again. She had used her bedroom voice.
The older woman dropped her right hand from Amanda's breast and grabbed her face to turn it towards her. As soon as Amanda opened her eyes, Olivia swooped down for a heated kiss. Their tongues swirled together.
She wanted to please Amanda, she wanted to feel her cum.
Olivia remained in close proximity, laying kisses on Amanda's left collar bone.
"You know what I want…" Amanda whispered to her.
Olivia sat up and stared down Amanda. There was so much lust in Olivia's eyes, so much compassion and desire. The gaze that Olivia had into the blonde's eyes was unreal.
"I want to hear you say it…" Olivia whispered seductively and the sound of her voice shot straight to Amanda's center.
The younger woman bit her lip but Olivia wasn't backing down. She wasn't going to move until Amanda verbalized her wishes.
Olivia was sitting higher on Amanda's hips now and the blonde could feel Olivia's wetness from her arousal beginning to seep onto Amanda's skin.
"Your tongue…." Amanda stated. "I want… your tongue…" Her face was pink again but her eyes stayed connected with Olivia, who was now looking at Amanda like it had been the sexiest thing she'd ever heard.
"Your wish," Olivia said as she scooted down her girlfriend's body and began laying kisses on her stomach, "is my command…"
"Oh, God…" Amanda moaned as Olivia made her way down to the blonde's center. She kissed the inside of Amanda's left thigh, then planted soft kisses on top of the younger woman's light patch of hair.
"I'll never get tired of this," Olivia promised her before her tongue began tracing the outside of Amanda's opening.
Amanda had heard her, but she was too engulfed in a state of pleasure to respond. Her legs automatically spread wider for Olivia and her eyes were shut tight. If she were to glance down and see the brunette between her legs, she was positive she'd cum instantly. Her hands were fisted in the couch material.
"Mmmm…" Amanda whimpered. It was truly music to Olivia's ears. She put her arms under Amanda's thigh's and grabbed the woman's upper legs, pulling her closer in one swift movement. Then she began plunging her tongue inside Amanda, slowly at first but gradually she sped up.
Olivia used her hands to reach around and spread Amanda's center wider to give her better access.
"Oliviaaa…" Amanda moaned as Olivia kept up her pace. Olivia had her ass in the air to accommodate their close position on the couch. Amanda had one leg propped up against the back of the couch and the other one dangling off the side.
The younger woman was close to exploding, Olivia could tell. She quickened the pace and instantly, she felt Amanda's hand weave through her hair. The blonde grabbed a handful of Olivia's hair, yanking her head hard, pressing her face into her core as she began to grind her hips into the brunette's mouth.
"Oh," Amanda panted and pulled Olivia's hair harder. It was instinct and she barely registered how hard she was pulling. Olivia didn't mind though, it was hot and she was into it.
"Oh God…I'm gonna… I'm… fuck, ah! AH!" Amanda shouted as she came and she came hard. Her entire body shook and then went rigid. It was powerful, possibly the most powerful orgasm she'd had since she'd been with Olivia.
Olivia continued her work as the younger woman rode out her orgasm and Amanda finally looked down, seeing the deathly tight grasp she had on Olivia's hair.
Amanda gasped. "Shit!" she said, alarmed all of the sudden, worried that she'd hurt Olivia or freaked her out.
Olivia quickly crawled her way up Amanda's body.
"God, did I hurt you? Oh, God!" Amanda exclaimed, looking at her lover all wide-eyed.
"Not now…" Olivia stated firmly, not wanting to talk. "I need to get off, give me your hand."
Amanda was still slightly in shock at what she'd done to her lover. "Your hand!" Olivia rushed her. She needed her release now.
Olivia was now directly on top of Amanda and face-to-face with her. Amanda held up her left hand. Olivia took it in her right hand and brought it to her drenched center. The brunette cupped her center with Amanda's hand, then cupped Amanda's hand with her own. She quickly inserted Amanda's pointer finger, middle finger, and ring finger into herself and began rocking back and forth on top of the woman.
Amanda watched in amazement as the woman on top of her took charge, directing her movements so quickly.
"Ahh… yessss" Olivia hissed as she sped up her rhythm. She's been ready to blow as soon as Amanda had cum.
"Uh," She grunted as she pushed Amanda's fingers harder into her and sped up her pace.
"Curl your fingers…. Amanda, I need you to curl your fingers!" She told Amanda while panting. Of course, Amanda did as she was told immediately and that's all it took for Olivia to go tumbling over the edge.
"Yes… yes! AH!" Olivia yelled as she came undone. Her eyes rolled back in her head and then slammed shut. Her mouth came open in an "O" shape as her body shook and convulsed.
Olivia's rocking into Amanda's hand slowed down as her orgasm finally came to a halt.
She was out of breath now. "Shit…" she whispered, and small beads of sweat had formed on her forehead. The brunette removed Amanda's hand from her center. Olivia felt around on the ground beside the couch for a shirt, either hers or Amanda's, she didn't care which. When her hand came into contact with clothing, she grabbed it and gently wiped her juices from Amanda's hand and then wiped her own hands.
Olivia let her body go limp on top of Amanda's but she made sure to brace her forearms on the couch beside Amanda's head to prevent all of her weight from crushing her girlfriend. Finally, she rested her forehead on Amanda's left shoulder as she began to finally catch her breath. Olivia weaved their legs, putting one of Amanda's between her own.
After a few seconds, she felt Amanda's fingers weave through her hair again but this time it was a gentle and soft touch.
Amanda licked her lips before she spoke. "Did I hurt you?" The blonde whispered and Olivia could hear fear etched in the woman's voice.
Olivia turned her head towards Amanda's neck. "No, baby…" she promised her and gave her a loving kiss on the neck.
"I'm sorry. I didn't… I didn't realize I was being so rough…" Amanda stated in another whisper.
"Hey…" Olivia called to her, leaning up and making eye contact with her. "You didn't hurt me… I liked it and I look forward to you doing it again." Olivia smiled. "Maybe next time, I'll put my hair in a ponytail for you to hold onto…" the older woman told her lightly, with a hint of seduction in her tone. "It was hot…" and she leaned down to peck Amanda's lips.
They laid in silence for a few more minutes. Olivia had shifted to where she was laying into Amanda's side, so most of her weight was put on the couch underneath them. She's also grabbed a blanket from the chair behind them because she still had no desire to put on clothes currently. Olivia's head rested on the younger woman's chest while her arms were secured around the woman's tiny waist.
Amanda was rubbing Olivia's arm gently, keeping them both content.
"You taking control of my hand like that…" Amanda started off and Olivia looked up at her. "It was fucking hot…" The brunette smiled and hugged Amanda tightly.
"We can't wait that long again…" Olivia said, talking about their sex life.
"I know…" Amanda huffed. "Work got busy and we lost track of this… we can't do that." She agreed.
Pillow talk between the two of them ranged to a variety of things. It always depended what was going on at the moment and what their emotions were afterwards.
"How did your sponsor take the break-up?" Olivia asked quietly and she couldn't help but feel slightly jealous and protective over Amanda. She was glad the younger woman had decided to drop her sponsor. He had a crush on Amanda and he wasn't supposed to be a 'he' at all anyways, it was against the rules. He was no good for her and it was something that Olivia had worried about constantly. Not that she worried about Amanda cheating, but that this sponsor guy might try to take things to the next level, that he was in AA and might not take "no" for an answer too well if he was drinking.
Olivia had done some detective work, she knew who he was and that he fell off the wagon more than he stayed on.
The blonde rolled her eyes. "It wasn't a break-up, Liv." Olivia smiled, she knew that of course. "He wasn't happy… said I'd end up relapsing without him…" Amanda trailed off.
"You won't…" Olivia stated the obvious. "And if you did, it wouldn't be because of him…" If Amanda were to relapse, it would have nothing to do with him and he also hadn't been the one keeping her straight either so technically, he was barely in the equation at all.
"I know…" Amanda whispered, scooting down on the couch to change their position to where she was now the one laying on Olivia's chest, laying on Olivia's right side.
Olivia figured her girlfriend must be feeling vulnerable so she hugged her tightly and kissed her forehead. However, Olivia noticed Amanda hadn't pulled the blanket back over them, it rested at Olivia's hips, and Amanda's right hand hadn't stilled at her waist. It had begun to creep up her body until the blonde was firmly grasping her left breast and in a turn of events, Amanda took Olivia's right nipple into her mouth.
The brunette took a deep intake of breath. "Ohhh…" she moaned slowly, closing her eyes and unconsciously moving her torso to push her breast further into Amanda's mouth.
The blonde grazed Olivia's nipple with her teeth as she lightly bit down while still sucking. Her right hand continued to kneed Olivia's left breast.
Olivia swallowed and slowly slipped her left hand under the blanket and began slowly rubbing her clit in a circular motion. Amanda's eyes lit up. Olivia was playing with herself and this was a site the blonde had yet to see.
The younger woman stopped her movements with her right hand and lips just long enough to lean up and push the blanket to Olivia's knees. Amanda saw Olivia's hand moving back and forth and she was instantly aroused, instantly wet again.
Olivia kept her eyes closed and focused on her movements but she'd felt Amanda move and she'd felt the rush of air hit her pelvis. She knew Amanda had moved the blanket down. A smile grazed her mouth and she bit her lips, knowing Amanda was watching her made her even more aroused.
Amanda quickly latched onto Olivia's nipple once more, her tongue swirling and her other hand had gone back to touching and pinching the brunette's other nipple.
"Uhhhh…" Olivia let out and it was a beautiful sound of her arousal. Amanda continued her motions with her mouth, but moved her head back and forth between looking at Olivia's face and looking between her legs.
"Baby… I need you to bite my nipple… harder…" Olivia panted to Amanda, and the older woman wrapped her right arm around Amanda's back, going under her arm and grabbing a handful of Amanda's breast, squeezing. Amanda moaned and complied instantly.
"Yes…" Olivia hissed as she felt the pain and arousal coming from her right nipple where Amanda's lips were locked.
"That's it… yes… I'm about to cum… bite down harder, Amanda." Olivia panted frantically, now speeding up her hand to where she was shaking them both with her fast movements as she rubbed to clit to the point of orgasm.
"Yes… ah! AH! FUCK!" Olivia yelled as she came hard. She bucked her hips as she rode out her orgasm. It lasted longer than her first and she was in ecstasy as her eyes bunched up, shutting tight.
Amanda released her movements on both of Olivia's breast as the she came down from her high. The blonde looked at the nipple she had been biting down on. It was angry and red. Then she spotted a small red spot on one of the teeth marks. She'd made Olivia bleed. Amanda dipped her head down once more and licked the small spot of blood up. It was tiny really, almost not visible but it would have caused a lot to draw blood and Olivia hadn't stopped her.
Olivia opened her eyes and looked down at her chest to see what Amanda was doing with her now sensitive nipple. She saw what had happened and she just pulled Amanda closer to her, sitting up briefly to pull the covers back up.
Amanda was perched up on her left arm so she could look at Olivia.
"You like the pain," she observed, looking at the older woman with a calm face. But Olivia's face wasn't calm, Amanda had seen a flash of panic in the woman's eyes but it was only for a moment and she had hidden it well.
"I'll never hurt you, Amanda. I swear." Olivia breathed out in a whisper, looking to Amanda.
The blonde cocked her head even more to the side. "Olivia Benson has a kink…" Amanda commented with a small smile.
"I mean it. I never want to hurt you… I'll never do that or… make you bleed." Olivia swore to her. "I don't get off on your pain or inflicting pain… I swear to God I don't." She reassured her.
Amanda cupped the brunette's cheek with her right hand and leaned down for a kiss. It was soft and sweet. When she pulled away from Olivia's face, her hand remained on the other woman's cheek.
"I understand… I believe you…" Amanda told her honestly. "Don't be afraid to share things with me like this. I care about you, that's not going to change because of some kink you have in bed. Don't be ashamed… it's okay." The blonde brought her forehead to Olivia's and Olivia closed her eyes tightly, like she was pained that Amanda had seen this side of her.
"It's okay…" Amanda repeated but in a whisper this time.
They both pulled back but Amanda stayed propped up and looking at her girlfriend.
"I don't know why… and it doesn't happen often, it will be a very rare thing, or it never has to happen again…" Olivia told her quietly. "I'm not into S&M or anything like that, I promise." The older woman was really going overboard. She was starting to ramble. "I'll never hurt you," she stared into Amanda's eyes and it was like staring into her soul. "I need you to know that. I promise baby, I will never, ever hurt you."
"I trust you, Olivia." Amanda told her and engulfed her in a hug. Their bodies were pressed firmly against each other and Olivia held Amanda tightly, wrapping her arms around the younger woman's shoulders and putting a hand on the back of her blonde hair.
Amanda pulled back long enough for them to kiss once more. They were both laying on their sides now, facing each other and in close proximity.
"I don't mind doing it to you, as long as it's what you want…" Amanda whispered to her. "It has to be what you want, you have to enjoy it…" she told her honestly.
Olivia swallowed. "Okay…" she told Amanda in an unsure whisper.
Amanda didn't feel the need to voice that she'd never want it done to her. She was still a rape survivor and she wasn't sure she'd ever want pain inflicted on her willingly but she was more than happy to spice up their bedroom life if it was what Olivia wanted to do from time-to-time.
"How did I get so lucky?" Olivia asked her, giving the younger woman a loving smile.
"I'm the lucky one." Amanda replied and they kissed once more.
"Manifesting the Abundance of Life". It's the sequel and it takes place as the "Lewis" era begins.
Thanks to all of you who have given me feedback and helped with this story. This was my first real fanfiction story to write, as I'm sure you can tell by the bad writing in the beginning and how it increasingly got better… This story took place over a four plus year time span with about a two year or so gap. I was encouraged to continue it by random reviews even after the story was four years old. I truly hope everyone has enjoyed it. It's been a wild ride.