Chapter 1

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Merlin's Diary
Chapter one: Eviction

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A male rushed into his shared chambers with a loud bang. The male was panting; his jet-black hair stuck to his pale face as he scrambled past the physician and into his room.
"Merlin?" It was Gaius the court physician.
Merlin ignored the elderly man and threw his clothes into a large leather bag.
"Merlin! What is going on?" Gaius hurried to the door of Merlin's room.
*"Go Leave!" Author screamed*
The young warlock hurriedly grabbed his necessary belongings and shoved them into his bag. The raven haired man flung the sack over his shoulder and embraced Gaius.
"Gaius… I'm sorry… I'm so sorry," and after looking at the old man for a split second the warlock absconded from his living quarter. However Merlin, trying to run through the dark wooden door as quickly as possible, caught the strap swinging from his bag on the door handle. A few of the manservant's possessions flew out of the sack. The running warlock ignored the few possessions and desperately flew out of the door.
*Merlin was in the King's room placing the royal ceremonial clothes onto the plush red bed. Arthur came in through his heavy door whilst stretching. "Merlin, it looks like you finally got the hang of not being an idiot."
Just as the King had complemented him, Merlin's feet tripped over the numerous clothes on the floor. Arthur rolled his eyes and sarcastically said, "I can't believe how smart you've become."
"Thanks Arthur, and looks like you learned how not be a prat," answered the manservant.
Arthur smirked and gave a 'haha-that's-funny' scoff.
Merlin got up to his feet and began picking up the various items of clothing while Arthur sat down at his dark, wooden desk. After a few minutes, Arthur broke the silence that had emerged.
"Oh god… The sorcerers are going wild… thanks to Dragoon the Great! Looks like he's starting a rebellion." Arthur scrunched his face and gave a disgusted look. "I used to think magic could have been given a chance… but not anymore, they're all evil."
Merlin tried his hardest to ignore the king's mercenary comments.
"The only thing Magic has done is hurt my family and me."
"You're wrong, magic has done some of the greatest things. Things beyond even your imagination… and besides Dragoon the Great isn't responsible for the uprising." Merlin quietly mumbled as he continued to complete his chores.
However Arthur heard every word muttered by his manservant. The King furrowed his brow and rose from his chair. "What did you say Merlin?"
The young Warlock widened his eyes in surprise and fear. Crap, crap, crap, he thought. "Nothing sire."
"Merlin," Arthur barked. "What do you know about magic?"
Should I tell him I was born with magic? Merlin furrowed his brows and stood up straight. Might as well… we have been together so such a long time… I doubt he'll get me beheaded. Merlin opened his mouth and took a deep breath. "Because I have magic."
Arthur opened his mouth, he walked over to Merlin and with a completely and utterly baffled expression asked "Are you sick? I should take you to Gaius" and laughed full-heartedly.
"Arthur I'm not joking. I have magic" Merlin pushed. "I have been in the shadows while you complained about how evil magic is! It hurts me when I have to kill my own kind because of your ignorance! Magic is not bad… only the people are!"
Arthur halted his laughter "What's wrong with you Merlin?" Arthur took a step back. And the young warlock muttered a spell under his breath and lifted a belt from the ground to show Arthur. "Y-you're putting on a show."
"Arthur stop denying it! I have magic…" Merlin was becoming frustrated.
Then it finally hit the King. He turned around and ran his hands through his blond hair. After taking a few steps towards his desk he turned around, eyes strained. "I TRUSTED YOU!"
Merlin placed his hand over his heart, it began to hurt.
"ALL THIS TIME!" Arthur's eyes became glossy as did Merlin's.
"Wait Arthur please let me explain." Merlin bit his lower lip and took a step forward.
"NO!" Merlin froze and Arthur walked up to Merlin and looked straight into his eyes. "Leave… never come back..."
"Ar-Arthur please listen!" Merlin could feel his heart shattering.
"GO! LEAVE!" Merlin jumped and ran to the door. "IF I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN… I WILL KILL YOU!" With that the manservant ran out of the room.
Arthur felt a tear drop from his eye. "I am only letting you live since you are my friend who I love as a brother."*
Later that evening Gaius entered Arthur's chamber and walked up to him. Arthur finished signing some paperwork. "Arthur… Merlin hasn't come back…"
"Gaius, don't talk about him in front of me." Arthur winced at the sound of his name.
"Why would you do anything like that? Why would you?" The court physician dropped his gaze to the ground before looking up again. "He was like your brother."
"Gaius… Stop… I don't want to lose another friend." Arthur closed his eyes and clenched his fists.
"I have known you ever since you were born… I loved you as my son but I loved Merlin as my son too. I am disappointed in you." The elderly man placed a well bounded book on Arthur's desk, turned and left the room.
Arthur opened the book and found Merlin's handwriting in it. His diary! Arthur furiously threw it under his bed.

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Merlin arrived to his village at midnight and knocked on Hunith's door. The warlock heard rustling and footsteps. When the door opened he embraced his mother. "Mother, I've missed you and I am truly sorry" Merlin looked into the eyes of his mother.
Hunith smiled with tears in her sleepy eyes. "My son… I've missed you too." Merlin kissed her cheek.
"Mother… if anyone comes to your door and asks for me… tell them I am dead" Merlin whispered in her ear. "I want to protect you… and this is the only way I can."
Hunith covered her trembling mouth and lowered her head and nodded. "I-I love you my son…" Merlin held her hands and kissed them. They embraced again and then Merlin rushed to the woods.
Hunith fell to her knees and sobbed.

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Merlin continued to walk through the dark forest, when he heard rustling. He jumped as he turned and came face to face with Kilgharrah.
"Great Dragon… what can I do for you?" Merlin smiled.
"Well young Dragon lord I was wondering if you would join me on a quest to settle the rebellions." The great dragon smirked.
"Anytime." The warlock smiled, he climbed unto Kilgharrah's back and felt the wind dance around him as if trying to comfort him.
He closed his eyes and began dreaming about the first time he'd came to Camelot.

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