Well I have a one-shot here.
When A Star Screams
Summary: Sometimes there's only so much that one being can handle...
A/N: I hope you guys like it ^^
Starscream sat on his berth as he nursed the wounds he had obtained form a previous battle. He had gotten away with only minor injuries such as chipped armoring and slightly punctured energon lines in his arm. He carefully 'licked his wounds' as so many has said to him. Glaring Starscream glared to the floor beneath his pedes.
Everyone got the impression that he was a power hungry coward. They say he would rather run away than face any bot in a hand to hand combat. None of them knew. They knew nothing about him. If they asked they would find out that he was mean to be a scientist not a fighter. He gave up on proving them wrong and actually acted how they wanted him to be. What they wanted to see. Starscream has heard them all. The insults, the mocking, he's heard them all. Even before all this war nonsense. He only had his trine. But they two would soon think of him just like everyone else. He knows it's not right to be so negative but how could he think positive if everything that gets thrown his way is meant to hurt him? He had a friend back when he was a scientist, but that friend soon abandoned him.
"Starscream..." He looked up from the ground and glared at the drone that was at his door.
"What?"
"Megatron seeks your audience." That's all the drone said before leaving. Starscream growled lowly before rising from his berth and walking out of his quarters.
"Starscream..." The way he said his name, he was just like everyone else. Starscream kept a hard face as he lowered is gaze to the ground and bowed.
"Yes, Lord Megatron..." Oh how it hurt to say those words. Those very words that haunt his spark. He saw Megatron's pedes in front of him and a clawed servo grab his helm, claws digging into his helm. Starscream would have yelped or say anything to show how much discomfort it caused him but not this time. Starscream offlined his vocal processor and offlined his sensors.
"I hear that you are keeping things from me, Starscream..." Starscream's engines growled in anger as he glared up at his so-called leader. He onlined his vocal processor before saying,
"Things that I keep from you have nothing to do with you." Starscream spat and was thrown into a wall. Starscream just kneeled on the ground as Megatron approached.
"I must know for you could be keeping something to yourself." Megatron growled out as he took a hold of his helm once more. Starscream flinched lightly as claws dug into his helm once more only much more intentional.
"I have nothing of importance..." Starscream growled out and was dropped to the ground as he was kicked right in the cockpit. The glass cracked as metal gave a groan for bending so quickly. Starscream pushed himself up on his servos and watched as energon dripped out of his mouth unit.
"You have one solar cycle to come forth with this precious information, you may try and run but I shall find you and if you don't come and present Your offlining will be slow and painful." Megatron said as he dismissed him. Starscream rose to his feet swiftly and walked out of the room.
'I've had it! These accusations! The lies! The mocking! Everything! I'm done!' Starscream said as he felt the years of lies and mocking resurfacing. Ever since he was sparked to life it seemed as everyone in the universe was against him. He left base and took off into the skies. He knew more than anyone else. He knew so much that no one gave him credit for. Sure Soundwave has his ability to hack satellites and all but Starscream knew of everything! He knew everyone's weakness'. He knew them inside out. He knew the Autobots as well. He knew just where their base was but he didn't want Meatron to rule. At the beginning of this war Megatron had a good cause but he was the one that became a power hungry psychopath! Starscream knew exactly why the cause had started and liked it. But now every time he goes into recharge he wonders if the others also forgot about the reason the cause was made?
"No they don't..the reason they follow Megatron because they are promised power...power that could be the death o them..." Starscream flew over the Autobot base and heard the alarms blare to life and faint orders being shouted. He vented as he flew to a cliff and landed on the edge. He sat down at the edge and looked down at the waters below. He remembered all the insults and mocks once more and felt his spark clench tightly. He gasped as he placed a servo over where his spark was. He felt his optics stutter then he did something he never knew he could ever EVER do...he cried. The coolant seeped out of his optics at a fast rate. He kept his gaze to the viciousness of the waves below. He had contemplated on simply leaving everything behind. He tried but Megatron found him and punished him. Starscream could call himself lucky yo even crawl away form that. Crawl!
"Halt Decepticon!" Starscream simply turned his head slightly and watched as the Autobots came into view. They even had thought about him. The thought I was a cruel despicable Decepticon. Good for one thing, deception. He let the coolant leak form his eyes not caring if they thought this was a form of misleading them He has finally reached a point where he couldn't care what anyone thought. The Autobot, Ironhide had said something but he wasn't listening for he was thinking.
If he didn't care what other's thought, he glanced to his insignia on his chest along as the one's on his shoulders. A warning shot went off next to him but he didn't flinch at all. If he didn't care what others thought and no one cared for him... Why does he still play sides? Starscream reached his clawed servo to the insignia up to his shoulder and offlined his optics as he dug his claws into the insignia and continued to rip it off. The others looked at him confused and shocked as he proceeded to rip the other one on his other shoulder and finally ripped the final one from his chest. He took all three peices of scrap and rose to his pedes. He turned to Optimus.
"Give these to Megatron next time you see him. And tell him I'm done..." Was all Starscream said as he threw the crap metal to Optimus' pedes and took off into the skies.
Yeah. When Starscream says he's had enough crap. ^^ I so feel bad for Starscream..He would have been an awesome scientist! And papa..TT^TT