A/N: Yo! This is me Lolo~~ nice to meet ya all, this is my new story : hope you like it all and enjoy reading it and review for me!
English not my main language, I'm Arabian ^^ so forgive my mistakes.
this story update weekly just if something happen, this story would be early or late updated so … enough with me I will leave now ~~
Summary: We were madly in love, I loved him and he loved me just the same. We would laugh, joke, smile, tease, waste time, hug and kiss… till that day, I regret letting him go.. all because of a stupid little-! He forgets about my existence… he forget about all the time we spend together… his warm heart turned to ice cold one…
I DON'T OWN FT !
Chapter one:
It was a fine day, nothing wrong, nothing out of place, just a normal day like always… at least for now…
Lucy woke up in her bed and rubbed her eyes while yawning cutely, she looked at the clock that was on her nightstand beside her bed and found out it was 6:45, she has to get up soon or she would be late for school and a certain pink haired guy too.
She opened the window above her bed and a hit of morning breeze made her hair flying, so refreshing. Just another normal day for her.
"Natsu!" she called for her boyfriend and waited for a moment then, the window that was on the opposite of hers opened to show a sleepy figure.
He rubbed his eyes and yawned then rested his head on the window's frame.
"Do you really have to wake me up that early?" he asked her sleepily and she giggled.
"Natsu, you are so cute" she said and he raised his head to look at her.
"I don't like 'cute' 'hot' would fit better" he said and stood up, Lucy blushed as she saw her boyfriend's bare, toned chest, she immediately turned her face, "Natsu! Put some clothes!" she shout at him and he chuckled. He reached a hand and patted her head kindly, "Now that what they call cute" he teased her, "C'mon Luce, we have been dating for more than year and you still blush, you don't have to be that shy" he said and Lucy turned to look at him again, "I can't help it that my lover is a hot handsome guy" she said dreamily, he grinned "Love ya' Luce" he said looking deep in her eyes.
"I know, and love you more" she smiled at him.
Then he turned to walk away, "going to change my clothes"
"Don't be late for breakfast!" she said and closed her window.
She went to change her PJ and took a morning bath then went to the kitchen to make breakfast for both of them.
Lucy's P.O.V.
It has been year and two months since Natsu confess to me, I still remember that day with it very boring details like it just happened yesterday.
That day was one of my dreams that I found my prince charming, you can't believe how much I love him *blush*
Me and Natsu somehow, alike. Natsu's parents broke up five years ago and left him; they were both rich and have wealth and fame. His mother went to Italy, his father married another woman and he hadn't got any news about them lately, probably he would tell me if he did.
And about me… my mother died when I was little, my father left me and chose work and money instead of me…
So as you know, both of us has no families but we have pets.
Natsu has a cat called Happy, and I have a little harmless, white dog called Plue.
And a funny thing that our room is so close, that I can see Natsu from my window and talk with him. Well, that is how we first met *smile*.
I heard a knock on the door and went to open it, it is Natsu of course.
Normal P.O.V.
Natsu get in and closed the door behind him, he walked to Lucy and kissed her, and she blushed but accepted it nonetheless.
"oh, just a morning kiss" he teased her as he walked for the table were both their breakfast placed.
They chatted and eat their food than get out to the school. They walked hand in hand, smiling for each other. Simply, you can see love aura around them.
Natsu walked Lucy to her class; they stood in front of the door. Natsu kissed her then hugged her tightly.
"I will miss ya so much" he said looking at her pouting, Lucy smiled warmly at him as she held his hand in hers.
"C'mon guys, you are just one class apart" a girl with wavy brown hair teased with evil smirk on her face
"Cana!" Lucy said surprised and blushed, "morning" she grinned, "good morning Lucy, Natsu" Erza greeted both of them.
"Good morning, Lu-chan" now arrived the newly couple, Levy and Gajeel, "Mornin'." Said a grinning Gajeel.
Soon after Grey came with his stalker Juvia or I should say that girl has a crush on him
"Gray! Clothes!" said Erza angrily, "damn! When did I take it off!" he went running to search for his now lost clothes.
"Since you left home" said Juvia as she went running after him.
"Okay, the bell will ring soon" said Erza walking to her class.
Natsu, Grey, Juvia, Lisanna and Erza in one class. Lucy, Levy, Gajeel, Jellal and Cana in the next one.
The time passed fast and the school soon ended. Lucy was standing by the school gate waiting for Natsu. It was already 5:30 already and Natsu is late. She looked up and looked at the cloud that started to gather, it is gonna rain, and all already left and she was the only one left. She chose to go to his class to search for him.
With Natsu:
"Natsu, can I have a talk?" asked Lisanna shyly. Natsu was about to get out but turned to look at her. The class was already empty and only the both them in there.
"Sure, just hurry up, Lucy is waiting" he said and Lisanna looked annoyed for a second but smiled again.
"I-I … want to tell you something…" she mumbled shyly while blushing.
"Then say it already" he replied hurriedly.
"Natsu…I-I … lov…" she whispered not able to say it loud. Then she thought that if she can't say it, she can show it!
She walked to Natsu and stood dangerously close to him, she wrapped her arms around his neck and bulled him for a kiss.
Natsu's eyes widened, he was frozen for a second, he raised his hand to push her away that is when…
"What took you so long N-Na…tsu?" Lucy stood stunned by the class entrance. Natsu pushed Lisanna away and turned to Lucy with really worried face or fear I guess.
Lucy's eyes started to water and soon the tears were failing.
"Luce… it is not what you think-"
"Shut up Natsu!" she shouted in anger at him, her eyes glaring at him. She took a step back and went running.
Natsu turned to look at Lisanna with cold, angry, heartless eyes.
"you have made a grave mistake, you are gonna' regret this" he said as he went running after Lucy.
Lucy got out of the school in the rain all wet, somehow it seems like the skies were crying for her, she was so angry yet so sad that she wanted to scream out her pain, she can feel her heart broke and shatter to a little tiny pieces.
"Lucy wait!" Natsu called for her but she has no attention of stopping.
She opened her apartment's door forcefully as she got in and throw her keys and bag on the floor.
"Lucy, let me talk!" he yelled at her as he get in.
"What listen huh? You must be kidding me!" she shouted at him as she took off her soaked socks and jacked and throw them on the sofa.
"It is a misunderstanding!" he yelled, "Misunderstanding you say?! You were kissing that bitch while I was waiting for you for more than hour!" she burst out, tears streaming down her face non-stopping.
"Just let me explain-"
"Don't want to listen!" she covered her ears with her hands shaking her head roughly.
"What…"
"What now?!" she yelled at him.
"You hate me that much…" he said with low calm voice. Lucy looked confused at him.
"You refuse to listen and let me explain… you refuse to believe that was all a misunderstanding… you refuse to hear the truth that can fix this problem and get us together again…" he complete talking, lowering his head, shadows casting on his eyes. "You simply don't want me…"
'No… no…'
"It was lies from the start…"
'No!'
"If you hate me that much then I may as well leave" he said turning to get out.
'No! Don't leave!' she wanted to say it loud but she couldn't, her voice betrayed her. She get down on her knees, tear drops on the floor, seeing his figure walking away, she can feel her heart tears apart. That feeling… strange, it is the same feeling when my mom left… the feeling of not coming back. Something is wrong! Something is gonna happen and it won't be good at all!
Lucy couldn't believe how a day would turn out that degree, all because of a stupid little fight, stupid Lisanna, stupid fate!
I feel so helpless, hopeless, useless… I feel so wrong inside, I want to scream, I want to shout! I want to die! I want to just disappear…
A life without Natsu is unbelievable! I can't imagine it!
Lucy got on her feet and start running after Natsu.
"Please! Be okay Natsu please!" she screamed while running bare feet not caring that it is already wounded from the rough streets.
She kept running and running till she saw a pink haired guy about to cross the street. She smiled in relief and started to walk slowly then…
Natsu got hit with a truck that send him flying, he collide on the street all covered in blood and so limp.
Lucy stood there in shock, time seems frozen for her, rain getting harder and harder, body is trembling, hands shaking, heart beats seems to get less and less, and she couldn't even breath. Her face was stunned her whole body was paralyzed.
Then suddenly she started to run really fast she accidently got on her knees hard that she felt some bone crack and a damn hurtful pain, blood dripping from her now terrible knees.
She didn't care, not at all. She just held Natsu on her lap, crying her tears out, screaming apologizes not caring about the people gathering around them.
"Natsu! I'm sorry! Really sorry… I apologize please… don't leave me alone Natsu please…" Lucy rested her head on his chest sobbing and crying, tears that don't seem to end soon.
"Natsu… I can't imagine a world without you… Natsu I swear if you leave me I will kill myself, so please… don't walk away from me I'm really sorry…." she mumbled sorrowfully between sobs.
She turned to the people who were staring at them and glared at them angrily, "some fucking person go call help already!" she shouted at them. Suddenly she felt a light touch on her cheek, turning to Natsu, she saw him barely opening his eyes, smiling weakly at her.
"Luce…" he whispered painfully, "Luce… I want you to know that… I would never cheat on you… Luce I'm madly in love with you… Luce… I was burn to make you happy… so please…"he breathed hardly, coughing blood, "Natsu!" Lucy cried out.
"Luce… smile for me, and don't ever think that this was your fault…" the he smiled warmly at her, "I'm so happy… that I will die in your arms…" with that his voice disappeared and his hand fall limp.
"NO! Natsu!" Lucy screamed loud tears falling harder and harder that if it was possible.
"Don't leave me… there is a lot of beasts outside who will protect me? There is a lot of study… who will teach me..? There is a lot of free time, who will fill it for me? Who will hug, embrace me? Who will kiss me teasingly? DAMN Natsu! For god's sake who will say I love you to me anymore!?" she buried her face in his chest as her world went all blank and black.
That day changed everything… my life turned complete opposite, my dear Natsu… my one and only prince, my angel… my guardian… my boyfriend… my mate… my lover.
The warm Natsu turned to an ice cold person.
End chapter 1 so what do you think? Like it? Hate it? Mind to tell me :D ?
well, that supposed to be 2 chapters but, doesn't matter. Really that was hard to write and so sad~~! *crying* will I have to leave it is already past midnight - - well 1 am = =
So till next time~~ JA~NE!
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