I let tears fall as the only man I have ever loved got the train. I walked up to the window and he held his hand out.

"I'll miss you Steve." I whispered. The grip on my hand got tighter. I kissed his hand and then stared into his baby blue eyes.

"I love you Missy." He said, smiling. I grin at the nickname and look down at teh ground.

"Write me every chance you get." I pleaded. Steve nodded, staring at me.

"As long as you write back." He pleaded back.

i let out a laugh. "they'll be a few pages long." I said. Teh look in his eyes were pure joy.

"Wonderful, more for me to read with your voice floating through my mind." i let out a soft chuckle and then sighed.

"I'm gonna miss you Steve, you mean the world to me."

I felt him move, the train move. His hand was pulled from mine. He blew me a kiss and the train headed to god knows where. I blew him a kiss back, before leaving the station.

when I picked up my cell phone, I was that S.H.I.E.L.D was calling me. "What now?" I asked.

"Missy, we found him." The phone dropped from my hand and I was out of bed, putting on some clothes.

"Coulsen, where are you?" I asked, the pleading tone coming through.

"Outside your door." He said. I grabbed some converse and was out the door, only getting in the car when Coulsen unlocked it. I slid in and put on my shoes.

"Are you excited?" I asked him, smirking at the obvious expression on his face. he grinned at me and I giggled. "Oh how I miss him."

"It won't be long before we have him out of the ice Missy." I smiled at the man and looked out the window.

"So why did you call me? S.H.I.E.L.D doesn't exactly like me." I mutter.

"Well, this is the love of both of our lives, so I thought 'why not?'." I laugh at this. A few minutes of silence and we were at the hanger where his body was being thawed.

My breath stopped as I saw his face through the ice. His handsome face. I saw him all done up in his suit and I smiled at it. He honestly didn't like it very much, he really only liked the shield. I could see that there was a good few feet if cie left around him and I literally sat down on teh floor right then. Coulsen did the same.

"You know, He hated the costume he had to wear." I said to him.

"He did?" Coulsen was confused.

"Yeah, he felt that even though he was supposed to end the war, he should be a regular soldier, he felt it wasn't fair to those who had passed that he was getting at the glory." My eyes misted at teh thought. I had remembered to keep everyone of his letters, and the small things he had sent me from each location he had been at. They were up in my closet.

"I can see his point." Coulsen said, looking at the man in the ice with new adoration.

"I shouldn't have told you that." I said.

"Why not?" He asked.

"I think you just fangasmed." I muttered.

Steve's eyes opened only when he heard my voice. They fixed on me and he smiled.

"Hey there big guy." I smiled dow at him.

"Am I in heaven?" He asked. His blue eyes wandered my figure.

"Nope, just in the 21st century buddy." I said.

"We were supposed to break it gently." Someone shouted.

"yeah sure." I muttered, looking back into Steve's eyes.

"I missed you so much!" I said, hugging his wet body. His arms found their way across my back and I was pulled to him.

"I love you Missy."

"I love you too Steve." I heard sniffling and I promptly turned around.

"Really Coulsen? Seriously?" I asked.

"I can't help it!"