A/N: This is first Kickin' It fanfic. And if you dont know, my other 2 stories have been canceled. (Sorry, lost inspiration). Hope you like this chapter ;)

Disclaimer; I don't own Kickin' It. But I wish I did cause then Jack and Kim would be together already :D

Chapter 1; Beast Inside

Kim's POV

I'm looking out the window, to see that it's dark. It's late at night. My eyes are all red from the tears that I have been crying. I was in my room. Thinking about what my life could have been. It sucks. I feel like I have friends to turn to but I just...don't. Have you ever been out casted? Well, that's how I feel right now.

I have been enduring this for too long. My life sucks. Whenever I'm around my friends, I have a fake smile and try to be happy, but inside, I'm just depressed.

This feeling I've had, it's been going on for 2 years. I had to endure 2 years of loneliness. I have never told anyone this, not even my best friend Jack. I feel bad for keeping this from him, to me this is best decision for now.

My head tilts to the side, leaning against the wall.

Nobody cares, Kim... a voice said to me. All you are is a loser. Your nothing...

'No!' I thought. My hand quickly formed a fist. Then, my fist headed to the wall. I feel the pain from the knuckles as my hand came off the wall. More tears start to down. I place my hands on head.

"My life sucks..." I said to myself. I began to cry a bit harder.

'I can't be helped.' I thought. Then, I quickly got up. I was looking for something. A pin. My eyes search around for a pin. I spotted one. I ran back to my room. With the pin in the hands, I glide the sharp pin across my wrist. Blood comes out of the wound I made.

A cloth was next to me, so I picked it up and wrapped it around my wrist. I feel more tears come on. Right now, I'm hurt and angry. I wipe the tears with my hand. Then, I just fell asleep.

I wake up next to my phone. Someone texted me.

'Hey Kim ;)' it read. I texted him back.

'Hi :D' I said.

I start to get ready for school. When I got dressed, I ran quickly downstairs. That's when I got another text from Jack.

'What r u doing?'

I replied. 'Nothin :) just going to eat i guess. how bout u?'

I grabbed a bowl and a spoon. I started to pour cereal in a bowl. My phone started to vibrate.

'same :D i'll meet u at school. kay?'

I texted him back. 'sure. see u then.'

I went into the fridge and found milk. I took it and poured it into my cereal. I grabbed my spoon and ate my cereal. When I was eating, I was thinking about what happened last night.

FLASHBACK.

I ran back to my room. With the pin in the hands, I glide the sharp pin across my wrist. Blood comes out of the wound I made.

A cloth was next to me, so I picked it up and wrapped it around my wrist. I feel more tears come on. Right now, I'm hurt and angry. I wipe the tears with my hand. Then, I just fell asleep.

END OF FLASHBACK.

I look at my wrist. There was a scar there. I ran upstairs and grabbed my purple sweater. I put it on, and it covered up the scar. When I was finished, I grabbed my phone and all my stuff for school. I take a deep breathe and try to put a smile on my face. I walk out the door and start to walk to school.

My earphones where in my ears when I walked into the school. I kept walking all the way to my locker. I started to hum to the song called Demons by Imagine Dragons.

When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood's run stale

That reminds me of yesterday. I lift my sweater sleeve to see the mark left on my wrist.

I want to hide the truth
I want to shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

I took a deep breath and covered my scar with my sleeve.

When the curtain's call
Is the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made

Don't want to let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't want to hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save their light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

To me, that song describes me and my life. Sometimes, I feel like hurting myself takes away all the pain I feel right now. I open my locker and drop off some stuff. Then, I felt a sudden tap on my shoulder. It was Jack. I smile at him.

"Hey Kim." Jack said.

"Hi." I gave him a grin. We kept talking until 5 minutes before the bell rang. I quickly ran to class. I had english. One of my least favorite subjects. I took a seat next to one of my friends, Jerry.

Jerry gave me a smile. I give him a grin then looked down at my binder.

"Students...Students!" Mrs. Morgan was trying to get our attention and it wasn't working.

Then she yelled. "STUDENTS...take your seats." Everyone did what she said to do.

"Today, you guys are going to write 1000 word essay." She said nicely. "You can write it about anything you want, your hobbies, your interests, anything. If you finish today, review it, then give it to me."

Jerry and I got to work. We worked hard until...

A/N: Sorry for the cliffhanger(if it is one xD) I will try to get to the second chapter when I can. Dont be afraid to express your opinion(dont be harsh or anything, kay?) And leave your suggestions too. Until the chapter!

Bye ;)

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