So a lot of this is just dialog from Glee season 4's 'The break up' but it will have its own plot line, and will move in a different direction.
Chapter 1
Rachel
"I just needed time to think" Finn says looking away.
"You had four months! I hated you for what you did to me at that train station" I say pacing towards him anger filling me.
"Just trying to help" Finn says quietly.
"I hated you" I say. Finn just looks at me hurt as we stand there in silence.
"But when I got to New York I thought how much you love me, and how hard that must have been for you, and I thought" this is what a man looks like" I say emphasising my point with my hands, as Finn stands there, hurt, statue like.
"This is how a man loves" I add.
"But you not telling me where you were for four months, and sneaking out at sunrise, without saying goodbye. That's not being a man Finn" I say as Finn walks away from me so I couldn't see his reaction.
"I'm trying to give you your freedom!" Finn says turning around anger in his voice.
"I don't need you to give me my freedom! I am a grown women, I don't need you to hide from me, to keep me from doing what is right for me" I say.
"Like that Brody guy?" Finn says jealousy in his voice.
"I didn't do Brody okay?" I say disgust clear in my voice.
"and don't you think I would have preferred to be with you" I say pointing to Finn.
"Didn't you say he was on Broadway right? He has like 3% body fat. Who am I? I barely even graduated high school! My life has absolutely no direction" Finn says turning around, hurt filling his voice.
"Don't you get it? No matter how rich and famous, I get or successful I become. When it comes to you, I'm always going to be that moon eyed girl who freaked you out at our first glee rehearsal" I say walking towards Finn.
"You were the first boy who made me feel loved and sexy and visible" I say tears streaming down my face.
"You are my first love" I say remembering some of our times together.
"And I want more than anything for you to be my last" I say tears continuing down my face.
"But I can't do this anymore" I say shaking my head.
"At least not now" I say, Finn looks at me hurt.
We're done" I say. The words felt alien on my tongue. Finn looks at me hurt as I begin to walk out of the room. "Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won" Finn sings walking towards me, I turn around tears streaming down my face. "So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care" Finn sings moving towards centre stage, I follow close behind him.
"You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when, my heart was blinded by you" Finn sings his voice improved since nationals. "I've kissed your lips and held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you" Finn sings pointing at me.
"Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me" Finn sings as I join in. A tear falls down Finn's cheek, he never cried, but I guess that's because he's a man. So it was kind of cute. "I am a dreamer and when I wake, you can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, remember us and all we used to be" Finn sings pacing the stage. "I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you" Finn and I chorus looking deep into each other's eyes. The song fitting beautifully what message Finn wants to get across, and well I joined in because well I love singing, and I need to just sing again, no strings attached, not being judged by voice, just singing my heart out. I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, and I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you" Finn sings so much hurt in his voice; I never wanted to see Finn hurt, especially not because of me.
"Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me" Finn sings another tear falling down his face. "I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow" Finn sings. A tear falls down my cheek.
"Goodbye my lover" Finn says giving me a bunch of red tulips and walking off.
So what did you think? I absolutely had to write something about 'The Break up' I mean it was so sad! I cried! Anyway please review? Another chapter is on the way, so expect that tomorrow maybe?