I do not own Naruto.

Warnings: future lemons, explore dark themes like mental disorders, school shootings and drug use.

Naruto was walking home from school the day he met Sasuke Uchiha. It was an unnaturally hot day and he felt as if his blood would begin to boil soon. It had been a bad day at school. He had a black eye to prove it. He cornered him in the bathroom and hit him while screeching wordless noise at him. They were always so noisy. They were nothing but useless, hollow human beings.

They all deserved to die.

He kicked a tin can that had been lying on the sidewalk. The other boys had punched him in the stomach until blood trickled over his lips then they had gotten scared and ran away. They may be pathetic and worthless but they weren't murderers. They weren't brave enough to be murderers.

He could do it, Naruto thought. They made him want to do it. All he needed was to take a gun to school and kill them all. He ran a hand through his blonde hair. When he got to the orphanage, the other children would just make fun of his black eye and call him weak. There was no escape from the taunts and mockery. For some reason he never understood, everyone naturally hated him and, after a while, he hated them all.

There was only one other person that Naruto saw any shred of decency in. He was the only person in the whole world that Naruto had never thought about setting on fire while they slept. Although they had never spoken, Naruto felt like he knew Sasuke Uchiha.

The other boy was quiet. Even though he tried to desperately to fade into the background, there was something in him that made him stand out. Either, it was his incredible beauty or outstanding intelligence. It didn't really matter; Naruto had had a crush on him for years.

Sasuke would never notice him though. Sometimes, Naruto played the fool just to get his attention. He broke rules, he got in trouble, all so Sasuke would notice. In Naruto's mind it didn't matter if the world ignored him as long as Sasuke noticed him.

Something hit him on the back of his head. He stopped abruptly and turned around, expecting to see the bullies back to torture him again but instead he saw Sasuke. He was standing there with anger on his face. Naruto's heart dropped. He didn't think he would be able to bear it if Sasuke hated him too.

"You're a fool," Sasuke said and suddenly, Naruto wanted to die.

Sasuke shook his head, "Why didn't you fight back?"

"What?" Naruto asked.

"You should've fought back, when those stupid boys were hitting you. When someone hits you, you should hit them back."

Naruto couldn't comprehend what Sasuke was doing. Sasuke had never spoken to him. Why now? How had he even known that he had been beaten up by those boys?

"Come with me," Sasuke said and turned around sharply. Naruto paused for a moment then followed him, jogging to catch up. Sasuke didn't speak. His hands were deep in his pockets and he walked with his back slouched. Naruto caught up with him and looked at his perfect profile, from his dark eyes to the subtle bridge of his thinly shaped nose. He looked like he'd been chiselled out of white marble while Naruto looked like a lump of dough, or that's what he believed at least.

They walked in silence. Naruto desperately wanted to break the awkwardness that Sasuke didn't even seem to notice.

They walked for a long time in the opposite direction from the orphanage where Naruto lived. There was a curfew. He would probably get into big trouble if he was late but Naruto didn't care. He didn't even think about it.

They got to a street with a lot of rundown houses. It was in the abandoned part of Konaha where a lot of business had already left because there was no one there who had money. The people who remained were as run-down as the houses.

"Where are you taking me?" Naruto asked.

"You'll see."

Naruto glanced at Sasuke suspiciously. As much as he was infatuated with Sasuke, he couldn't help but expect a trap. He had been bullied too much in his life to be trusting of anyone.

But when Sasuke led him to an abandoned house that was falling apart, Naruto wasn't sure what to expect anymore. Sasuke took off his school jersey and wrap it around his fist then punched through the window and opened the door from the inside. They walked inside. The wallpaper was yellowing, ancient and peeling off the walls. Somewhere a faucet leaked and there was a strange brown stain stretching along the ceiling like a rotten spider web.

"Seriously, Sasuke, what are we doing here?" Naruto asked, stopping in the doorway.

Sasuke turned to him and smiled. It was the first time Naruto had ever seen the surly boy smile. The effect was breath-taking. Sasuke opened a cupboard and handed Naruto a baseball bat. He took it cautiously, staring at the object as if it was completely foreign to him.

"You act like you've been here before," Naruto said.

"I have."

Naruto twirled the bat in his hands, "What are we doing here?"

"This," Sasuke said curtly and suddenly, slammed his bat through the nearest window, shattering the glass.

Naruto jumped out of his skin, "What the fuck are you doing?" He yelled.

Sasuke grinned, almost breathless from a slight adrenaline rush, "This neighbourhood is full of abandoned houses."

"So you come here and trash houses?" Naruto asked incredulously.

"Pretty much."

"Are you fucking insane?"

Sasuke shrugged, "My therapist says I have anger issues. And mommy issues. And daddy issues. And my brother massacred my entire family when I was seven issues."

Naruto stared. He honestly wasn't sure wherever Sasuke was lying or not. He said everything with a straight face. There was no hint of emotion in his dark eyes except for the strange euphoria caused by shattering the window.

"Are you going to join me?" Sasuke asked.

"What? No. It's illegal," Naruto snapped.

"Yeah, but it's as fun as fucking," Sasuke grinned again, that demonic and deadly handsome smile of his.

Then it was like he evaporated from the spot. He moved so elegantly that at first Naruto believed he was dancing. He smashed the light fitting hanging from the roof. It swung wildly, emitting shot sparks that flickered and died in their descent. He kicked a door off its hinges and hit every window that he passed until the air was filled with the music by shattering glass. Naruto watched him, feeling oddly mesmerized.

"Fuck it," He said and followed Sasuke. He hit the wall till it cracked, he hit another light fitting, and he kicked the wooden bannister of the stairs till it splintered and tore the wall paper from the wall with a loud tearing sound. He slowly began to feel all his rage, all his murderous intent, flow into the house he was destroying. It felt so good to let it all out. Sasuke had been right.

He could hear Sasuke laughing. If it was anyone else besides Naruto, all they would've heard was the demented laughter of a psychotic teenage boy but Naruto could hear it. He could hear the pure joy in Sasuke's laugh.

When the house was nothing but shatterd windows and kicked in doors, they found themselves in the attic. Sasuke lay down in a beam of sunlight with dust swirling around in it like minimalistic fairies. He smiled softly, his eyes closed.

Without opening his eyes, Sasuke said, "Lay down next to me."

Naruto didn't think about it. He simply obeyed Sasuke. He lay on his side so he could watch Sasuke's chest rise and fall with his breathing.

It was silent for a while. Sasuke seemed to thrive in the silence but Naruto just felt awkward. He wished they would talk about but he couldn't think of anything to say.

He reached over and stroked Sasuke's cheek with the back of his knuckles. He never knew what came over him and he regretted it almost as soon as his skin came in contact with Sasuke's.
Sasuke's eyes snapped opened and he grabbed Naruto's hand. To his surprise, Sasuke held Naruto's hand against his cheek then moved his lips to kiss Naruto's knuckles.

Suddenly, Sasuke was on top of him, making a cage with his arms. Sasuke leaned closer to Naruto's lips but barely touched them.

"I've never done this before," Sasuke admitted in a hushed whisper, allowing his warm breath to wash over Naruto's face.

"Kissed a boy?" Naruto answered just as softly.

Sasuke shook his head, "I've never kissed anyone."

Naruto found that hard to believe. Girls were constantly chasing after the elusive Sasuke Uchiha, although he never seemed to care. Even Naruto had kissed someone, a girl and that was when he had realised that he was truly gay.

Sasuke slowly stroked Naruto's jawline with his fingertips, "Do you think I'm a freak?"

Somehow, Naruto knew that Sasuke was not talking about never having been kissed. For all his notoriety, Sasuke was bullied just as much as Naruto was.

"No," Naruto whispered, "I think you're brilliant."

Sasuke smiled and kissed him. He was clumsy at first then he found his feet. He ran his hands up and down Naruto's sides. Whenever Sasuke touched a piece of naked flesh, Naruto wanted to shiver. It was hot and cold at the same time. Sasuke burnt like ice. Naruto ran his fingers through Sasuke's hair, something that he had always wanted to do.

Sasuke drew back, "I noticed."

Naruto cocked his head to one side and frowned, "Noticed what?"

"How you looked at me. It's different from those pathetic fangirls."

Naruto blushed, "I'm sorry."

"No, I loved it. I saw it in your eyes. I saw the devotion, the obsession, the adoration," Sasuke tucked a stray lock of hair behind Naruto's ear, "I even saw the love."

Sasuke shifted so he could lay his head on Naruto's chest.

"That's why I brought you here," he said, "I wanted to see if you were as angry as me. I wanted to see your rage. I thought you might show it when those people bullied you but you didn't. why didn't you hit them back?"

Naruto clenched his fists and said, "If I started hitting them back, I wouldn't stop until they were dead and falling apart in my hands."

Naruto didn't have to see Sasuke's smile to know that it was there.

Sasuke sat up, climbing off of Naruto. They sat opposite each other, with their legs crossed.

"This world is nothing. People are a waste of space," Naruto said.

"And me?" Sasuke said.

Naruto gathered up Sasuke's hands in his own, "Not you and me. We're different. We're special."

"What makes us different?"

Naruto pressed his forehead against Sasuke's and looked into his dark eyes, "Because we can see it. We can see the darkness. We can see what humanity is doing to the planet. They're a filthy plague, every single one of them.
"What do we do?" Sasuke asked.

"Kill them all."

A/N: One day I will write a nice fluffy fic BUT IT IS NOT THAT DAY. Hope you enjoy, please review.