UNFORGIVABLE BETRAYAL
THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION! I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS, THEY BELONG TO EL JAMES. THE STORY LINE DETAILS BELONG TO ME. Sorry for the delay and such a short chapter.
(Christian POV)
Chapter 29
I wake up in a daze and cursing this great dream I am having of Ana coming to an end. Suddenly everything that is occurring hits me like a ton of bricks. I feel that I am holding hands with someone and I open my eyes to see my mother with such sorrow in her eyes. I start to panic thinking the worse.
"Shhh… calm down darling… Ana is still in surgery." Grace says as she holds my hand tighter.
I want to bark orders on her condition, but I know it would be pointless and honestly I am afraid of breaking down again. The thought of losing Ana is unbearable to even think about. I finally realize my whole family is there along with Kate. I notice security everywhere, but sometimes I wonder what is the fucking point, if this shit happens still. I want to know how she passed security, but I know it is being taking care of already. I find myself trying to stay strong, but fuck it's too hard. I am so pissed with this situation I just want to beat the hell out of that bitch, even if she is already dead. I feel my mom squeeze my hand and looks up to the doctor coming in the waiting room. I get up so quickly that I startle my mom.
"How is my wife?" I ask before he says a word.
"Mr. Grey, Ana is stable now. We were able to stop the bleeding. Your wife is fighter and I happy to say I don't see any permanent damage. I am sorry to imform you that your wife did lose your child, but with your wife's strong will she didn't lose the other one. Your wife was pregnant with twins. You can see her once they set her up in her room." The doctor says as he pats my back and walks away with me looking stunned.
Every emotion is running through my system… the sadness of losing our child, but overjoyed of still having one. I am speechless. I feel my mom hug me and I snap out of it and hug her back.
"This is a blessing, don't let the sadness overshadow that Christian. Ana will be okay and so will you. Go see your wife and child… they need you." My mom says as she hugs me harder.
I only nod and take a deep breath as I wipe her tears. Everyone gives me a hug as if they know I need the encouragement and I slightly smile as Kate looks at me silently telling me everything will be okay. As I walk into her room I make it so quickly just needing to feel her touch. I hold her hand and kiss it with such love. I so desperately want to kiss our child but I am afraid to hurt her. I bow my head and I kiss her hand and just let the tears flow. I hear both heart beats and realized how blessed I am. I smile as I feel Ana touching my hair and I don't want to wake up and I realize this feels to real to be a dream and I open my eyes quickly. I smile as I see Ana stroking my hair and just looking at me with such love.
"How can someone always be so damn good looking?" Ana says with a smirk.
"Baby, how are you feeling? Do you need some more medication….anything?" I ask wishing to take all her pain away.
"I am okay for now Christian. Is that what I think it is?" Ana asks with a surprise and worried look.
I feel the guilt on why she is worried and I try to hide the guilt and I feel Ana squeeze my hand for me to go on.
"We are blessed with a child Ana. But I hate to tell you this now, but we lost one." I say with such sadness.
The look in her eyes is heart breaking, but I can see her remaining strong for my behalf as always. I feel her squeeze my hand and just close her eyes as the tears start running down and I just hold her as best I as can without hurting her. We mourn for the child we will never meet, but rejoice in a sense that we are blessed with this child inside her.