UNFORGIVABLE BETRAYAL

This is a story about Christian overstepping is controlling ways while she is pregnant causing her to miscarry their child and him having to witness the domino effects on their life. Only time will tell if they can repair their marriage or this is the beginning of their marriage coming to an end.
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THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION! I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS, THEY BELONG TO EL JAMES. THE STORY LINE DETAILS BELONG TO ME

Chapter 1

(A POV)

I wake up frightened and out of breathe from having a nightmare again. I always find myself searching the room making sure it was only a dream. Having the same dream every day is starting to get old already. I see it is only 3:28am this time. Damn, I see myself dragging at work again from the lack of sleep, as well as, stress. I only realize after I have composed myself that Christian's spot is empty again, but at this point I can careless. Let him still be working or intentionally falling asleep in his office, I really don't care!

I am now thinking of everything that has occurred in such a short period of time and I have to stop myself before I get a migraine as well. I really miss my simple and drama-free life. Being married to Christian for 2 years now can be too much at times. Not knowing how I survived all his baggage hitting me all at one time and then with my dad's accident; and then to be hit with this...being 2 months pregnant. I am not prepared to be a mother, especially at my age. Even though I am unprepared for this surprise, I know deep down I welcome our gift from God.

Christian on the other hand, made me feel as if I was a sub or a one night stand tricking him by getting me pregnant. I still can't believe his unforgivable words that dreadful night I told him. My blood just boils when I think of him telling me I was stupid and reckless for forgetting to keep up my appointments, which I didn't and thanks to Dr. Greene informing him of it not always being 100% affective and it sometimes occurs. Dr. Greene informed him after he called just to yell at her and confirm that I was telling the truth. She did advise him that he was no longer allowed at her office for now on. Serves him right! If he thinks I am changing doctors, he is seriously mistaken.

Not that it even matters anyway. Christian is still upset that I am pregnant and won't even consider having an abortion. I still cannot believe that has even crossed his mind. We have been at each others throat because neither of us will back down. We are now at the point of just avoiding each other completely. I thought this would kill me not having him at my side like we always were, but I guess I was wrong. The hate Christian has for our child is a betrayal I can never forgive.

I need to get up and get ready for work already, I just want to get way from this house and dwell on my job. I informed Luke by text, that I will be ready in 20 minutes. He responds quickly to confirm receiving my text. I plan on heading out after I take my shower. I have been getting ready in record time lately and most times I can avoid him completely. I am hoping that it happens again. I walk downstairs going to my office making sure that I haven't forgotten anything and head for the elevator. I am hoping Gail doesn't notice my escape and if she does; she will let me do so without an incident caused by Christian. Luke is holding the door for me, as if, he is hoping for the same thing. I let out sign of relief when the door closes and I hear Luke coughing a little, but it sounds more like a laugh. I turn to his direction so I can glare at him, but we end up laughing even more.

"What is so funny this morning Mr. Sawyer?" I try asking without laughing.

"I was only coughing not laughing, Mrs. Grey." Luke responds with a smirk.

"Do you need to pick up some cough drops on the way to work?" I respond with a smirk as well.

"Ana, that won't be necessary; I think you have some at work I can just take from your office." Luke responds with a smile.

"You are such an Ass, but thank you Luke!" I smile back at him.

Luke and I are like siblings most of the time, and I wouldn't want it any other way. Luke has been the biggest support system for me lately. He knows that I been having a rough time with Christian and he has stepped up making sure I am taking care of myself and my baby. As I make myself comfortable in the back seat, Luke hands me my favorite tea and a bowl of oatmeal with granola. I reach for it slowly because I am shocked to see this small gesture and it makes a tear run down my face. He only nods and closes the door.

We don't speak this time, but he knows I appreciate his kindness. I stare out the window wondering how many wives out there have had their husband react in the same manner as mine. We finally arrive and I let Luke know that I will text him later on the time I am getting off. I love running my own company now. After passing everyone on my way to my office and too many good mornings, I finally reach my office.

"Good morning Hanna. I already have my tea and if we can go over my schedule now."

"Good morning to you, Ana. I am right behind you and ready when you are."

Having Hanna has been a blessing. We go through all my appointments and she informs me that Mr. Thompson may be able to come into to town today or tomorrow, but is still unsure and will be late unfortunately. He will call later in the day to inform me. I was expecting this so it wasn't a surprise. I go through all my emails before I start on everything else. I close my eyes dreading to read this email from Christian.

From: Christian Grey

Subject: Unfinished discussion

Date: 24August 2015 09:27

To: Anastasia Steele

Anastasia

I notice you had left to work before I did again and without eating breakfast. I am aware you are intentionally avoiding me, but this conversation is far from over. I have made an appointment for you with Dr. Daniels at 2pm. He will be giving you the details of the procedure we discussed and you will not miss this appointment. I have canceled your previous appointments already. Sawyer and Taylor will be accompanying you to your appointment and I have given the orders to use any force necessary to get you to that appointment.

Christian Grey

CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.

The anger running through my veins has me gasping for air. The little hope I had for our relationship to get through this situation has been lost for good. I have to hold on to my desk for dear life as I get this sharp and excruciating pain on my stomach. I don't know which pain is worse, my stomach or Christian's betrayal. The tears are running down my face and the pain is getting worse. I need help, but I know I cannot call Luke now. I call the only person who will help me with anything and anytime. I don't trust any phone lines here. I now search or the prepaid phone I carry in my purse at all times. Living this life with Christian has made me be prepared for anything. I speed dial the number while I am trying to ignore the paining shooting through my body.

"Hello, Kate speaking."

"Kate, I need a huge favor and like now." I try sounding calm through this pain.

"Ana, what's wrong, are you okay?" Kate asks with worry in her voice.

"Kate, I will explain everything to you once you get here, I promise. I need you to bring Grace with you please. I need you both here ASAP and not informing anyone, I mean not even Carrick or Elliot that you are coming here. Please promise me to following m directions completely."

"Ana, you are scaring me! I promise I will do as you tell me. You sound as if you are in pain, are you okay though?"

"I am fine Kate, but please call her and get here now" I yell.

I finally convince her to hang up and to work her magic on getting here fast. I know I am running out of time. I call Hanna into my office.

"Ana, oh my god, are you okay?" Hanna asks while coming to my side.

"Hanna, I am fine. Help is on the way already, but I need you to use your cell phone and inform all my appointments outside of this company and that we will have to reschedule for other time. Do not inform anyone on what's happening, especially my husband or our security. Do I make myself clear?" I inform her while holding my stomach with my hand.

"Yes Ana I understand. I think you should sit down though; you look very pale from the pain you are experiencing. Please Ana…I don't want you to hurt yourself."

I sit down feeling my legs giving out on me. Hanna passes me a bottle of water and orange juice. I finish both of them quickly and feel a little better. I inform Hanna on Grace and Kate arriving shortly and how I plan on distracting Sawyer by looking for something I think I may have left in the vehicle, so he is unaware of their arrival. I notice Hanna looking extremely nervous and scared, but confident on helping me. She gives me a tight hug before she leaves and exits the room quietly. I am waiting for Kate's 10 minute warning and get my things ready. The pain has minimized a tad, but I don't know how long it will last until they shoot through me again.

I hear the notification of receiving a text and I am relieved it's Kate. I never responded to his email and I hope I will have time for my escape.

"Luke, I think left my appointment book inside the SUV and I need it in order to cancel my appointments this afternoon. Would you mind checking if I left it there?" I ask hoping he believes my story.

"Of course Ana I will check for you. Ana...I am sorry about forcing you to go to this appointment. You know I don't agree with his orders. Honestly, I have never wanted to quit a job in my life, but right now the only thing stopping me is leaving you unprotected. Between you and me, I don't think you should go because I know you want this child." Luke admits with the deepest sympathy.

"Luke, are you telling me the honest truth or what they ordered you to say? Please Luke, I love you like you are a part of my family and I need the truth." I reply with honesty.

"Ana, don't get me wrong...I love my job, but I love my job because you are like family to me too. I would never tell you a cover story that would hurt our friendship in the long run, you know that! You do believe me, right?"

I know Luke is being honest and I don't want to get him trouble on my behalf. So I do the only thing to protect him.

"Of course I believe you Luke and I will go to the appointment. I will talk to Christian tonight and end this confusing situation once and for all. Everything will be fine. Thank you Luke, that's what I love about you. Now can you stop being so sensitive and find my appointment book?" I force myself to laugh making everything seem fine.

"I am going now and thank you Ana."

I hated doing this to Luke, I wish I could take him with me, but I cannot take that chance. I am not taking any risk when it comes to my child, and that exactly what he or she is...my child now.

Hanna informs me of notifying everyone and she will not admit to anyone of my plans to anyone who may ask. Grace and Kate rush into my office looking extremely scared for me. I refuse to break down right now because we are on a time limit. I show them Christian's email and they are shocked and they both give me the biggest hug possible. They agree to get me out of here without Christian being aware of my plan. A stronger pain hits me, making me fall to my knees. Grace is extremely worried for me and the baby, but I convince her we have to get out of here first. I leave everything that can track me and we head out. I have Hanna report a false report that someone turned my appointment book to lost and found and now Luke is on the way to retrieve it.

We all three leave the building, without being notice, thanks to the 10 minute window Hanna was able to get for me. That girl is an angel in disguise. Everything finally sets in and I am now crying in Grace's arm realizing what is no longer there between Christian and me. The stress is just too much for me and my body. I cannot control my emotions any longer. I am becoming hysterical that it is hard to breath. I am now having a full blown panic attack and the pain is now 1000 times worse. I scream for dear life when I notice the blood staining my skirt.

I keep repeating to myself, that I can't lose my child, over and over. Hoping this will stop it from happening.

"Please Grace, save my baby! Grace promise me if I lose consciousness, only you, are to make my decisions, please promise me Grace. I don't want him anywhere near me, is that understood?

"I promise you Ana, I will do everything in my power to save my grand baby. I also promise that all your demands will be met at any cost." Grace replies with tears running down her face.

I am attacked with another painful hit that I start to yell but then everything just goes black.

Author's Note:

This is now my third story on fan fiction. This story just came into my crazy brain and just went with it. Do you think it is okay so far? Thanks for reading.