Chapter 3

Cammie

Don't Speak-No Doubt

You and me

We used to be together

Every day together always

I see Zach walking down the hallway talking to Grant smirking as always. I'd never admit to this but when Zach smirked, It was kind of hot. Zach sees me and smirks. Yet again. I walk up to him casually as he gives me a kiss on the cheek as the three of us walk to Cove Ops.

"What do you think Solomon has install for us?" Grant asks looking over at the two of us. We both look at each other casually and shrug. "Hoping a field trip. Theory is boring" I say smiling. Zach smirks as we head into class.

I really feel

That I'm losing my best friend

I can't believe

This could be the end

I'd left Blackthorne crying. I thought it would have been different but no, it was just plain horrible. Zach's words replaying through my head. We are never ever getting back together. It hurt, the pain was torture. Nick walks into my room sadly talking a seat on the bed next to me.

"Cam. You can't stay like this, you need to move on" Nick says calmly. I shake my head quickly.

"No. Don't you see how horrible this is, I'm just not ready to let him go" I say calmly.

"Cammie" Nick says as I put my head on his shoulder tears falling down my cheeks, my face red. I looked horrible. "If you want him back, prove it to him. Give him a reason to come back" Nick says casually. I get up off him and sigh. What could I possibly do? He obviously didn't want me back and had no feelings towards me anymore.

"Cammie. He still loves you, I can see it. But he's hurt Cam. He's angry. He's upset" Nick says calmly. I look at him and smile shyly. "I've seen him cry because of it Cam. And you and I both know, Zach never cries" Nick says getting up and leaving me.

Don't speak

I know just what you're saying

So please stop explaining

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

"We are never ever getting back together" Zach says calmly. I look at him a tear falling down my cheek. "Zach. Please, just give me another chance. I can't lose you" I say sadly fidgeting with my bracelet. "Gallagher Girl, it has to be this way" Zach says a blank expression planted on his face.

"I can't lose my best friend" I say quietly. Zach sighs finally you can see a hurt expression on his face.

"Gallagher girl, we can't be just friends okay? Every time I look at you, my heart breaks just that little bit more" Zach says a blank expression back on his face.

"Zach. Just give me a chance, I'll do anything" I say throwing my hands up in the air.

"Gallagher Girl-" Zach says looking at me a tear in his eye. I start walking away and turn to look at Zach one last time, his green eyes melting my heart. "Just know Zach that I'm not about to give up, I'll love you, no matter what, no matter what hurtful words you say, no matter what you try to tell me, I'll love you, and I'll never give up" I say doing a half smile and walking out the door.

Our memories

They can be inviting

But some are altogether

Mighty frightening

We were sitting on the rooftop just looking at the sunrise. Silence. It was beautiful. Zach looks at me and kisses me, I kiss him back, we pull away about a minute later. "Thanks for bringing me up here Zach, its beautiful" I say smiling over at him.

"No worries Gallagher Girl. I'd do anything for you" Zach says smirking. I blush, as we go back to sitting in silence.

Tears begin falling down my cheek from the flashback, the memories. Some were amazing, but others they just made me want to die.

It's all ending

I gotta stop pretending who we are,

You and me

I can see us dying, are we?

I see that we look done. It seems like this is the end and baby I'm missing you, like crazy.

"Gallagher Girl" Zach says walking into the room. Zach was in my room, I thought I wouldn't see him for a while maybe even never. I look up at him. "Blackthorne boy" I say casually. I wipe the tears from my eyes, as he takes a seat down next to me. "Solomon said that well I have to stay at Gallagher for the exchange" Zach says quietly. I shrug casually.

"So I thought we should just, I don't know. Clear the air" Zach says putting his hands up in emphasis.

I shrug trying to be as casual as possible. Not wanting Zach to know, I was dying inside. In my own personal hell. So I kept a blank expression on my face. "I get that you're sorry Cammie, I get that. I get that you love me, and you weren't ready to open up to me, but what you said, hurt. And I don't know if we'll ever get back together or not. But right now, I just need space. To think about things" Zach says calmly. I look at him a smirk.

"Okay" I say casually. Zach looks at me, somewhat hurt.

"Come on Cammie, don't shut me out. You told me you cared. Don't pretend you don't" Zach says trying not to break down.

"I don't want you to see me weak okay? Tough, strong sexy Goode. I don't want you to see how weak I am okay? I've been torturing myself for days. In my own personal hell, I like to say. I. Don't. Want. You. To. See. Me. Like this" I say calmly. Zach looks at me sadly, unsure of what to say so he gets up and walks to the door when he stops.

"This could be the end" Zach says walking out.

So what did you think? I'm not especially happy with this chapter, but whatever. I hope you enjoyed it, I just absolutely love this song, and wanted to include it in the fanfic. So hope you liked it and please review? And give me any songs that I should do, because I have absolutely no idea. So pm me or review any song ideas, maybe about saying goodbye? Or about not giving up? I don't know. I'll leave it up to you guys :D