Chapter 1

I have been searching for your touch

Unlike any touch I've ever known

And I never thought about you much

Til I'm broken down and all alone, ohhh

Zach, he left me. Never coming back and I was alone, all messed up. Bex had come into the room to comfort me, hugging me as tears fell down my cheek. All I wanted was to touch him one more time, to hold him one more time. "Cam, you need to stop thinking about him. He left you Cam, the most amazing girl I know, he left you, he just didn't realise how amazing you are" Bex says smiling. I nod trying to put a smile on my face. He was the best thing to ever happen to me

Though I don't understand the meaning of love

I do not mind if I die trying, ohhh

Took it for granted when you lifted me up

I still don't understand what love means and really what love is, it was complicated. Extremely complicated. But I never thought you'd leave, I thought you were mine forever and always, yeah I didn't treat you Zach the best, but I never thought he'd leave. Bex leaves me giving me a tight squeeze before walking out as Macey comes in. "Come on Cam, its movie night. Everybody is waiting for you" Macey says calmly. I shake my head quickly.

"Macey what did I do wrong?" I say my face in my hands. Macey shrugs coming to sit down next to me. "You loved him, didn't you?" Macey says. I sigh nodding. Macey smiles, I put my head against her shoulder as the tears pour. "Then you'll find a way to get him back" Macey says smiling sitting up, she heads for the door. "Macey" I say she turns around and looks at me sadly.

"Seriously. What did I do wrong?" I say quietly. Macey looks at me sadly.

"You didn't really show him that you loved him, you pushed him away. You wouldn't let him in" Macey says quietly walking out of the room

I'm asking for your help

I am going through hell

Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice

You cut out all the noise

And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now

I'd kill if I could take you back

Nobody can help me now, well except Zach. But he ain't coming back to help me or rescue me from this hell that I am living without him. I know I did him wrong, but I never wanted to lose him. I'd do absolutely anything to get him back. Grant walks into the room shyly as he takes a seat next to me on the bed. "Have you heard from him?" I ask Grant not daring to look into his most likely disappointed eyes. Grant sighs. "He's headed back to Blackthorne, he told your mother he wanted out of the exchange so they sent him back. But he isn't doing well Cam" Grant says fidgeting with his hands. "I really did muck up didn't I? I didn't mean to say it" I say quietly. Grant sighs.

"What did you expect him to do when you said he's like his mother, you know how bad it is when you mention anything to do with his mother, and you didn't really seem to give a crap all that much, while you were dating" Grant says a little angry. I flinch not expecting it.

"I get it okay? I get it, I treated him like garbage and it's time to fix it" I say calmly. Grant nods walking out of the room. Tears start falling down my cheeks what if I can't get him back?

Ohh yeh

Why must we be so ugly

And please do not think ill of me

Why does the one you love

Become the one who makes you want to cry

Why?

Why?

Why?

So what did you think? This fanfic will be multi chapters, a songfic each chapter so yeah hope you liked it :D REVIEW! And PM me any good songs, that you think would be suitable

The song was How-Maroon 5

Check it out, it's a great song :P