Hi guys! Yay! I figured out how to do A line break! Okay so first thing's first... I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THIS! I'm not and never will be as talented as Stephanie Meyer! So moving on. Enjoy!

Chapter 1- Preparations

I'm holding Jacob's hand as we walk around the playground. He's pushed me on the swing a few times and he even went down the slides with me. It was surprisingly entertaining to watch him struggle through the tunnel slides because of his size. He laughed with me, but you can tell something's wrong with him.

I watch as a little girl with blonde hair pulls her almost identical mother over to play with her. I pang of sadness hits me. I start to stroke my locket that has a picture of me, Mommy, and Daddy in it. Why can't mommy play with me like that?It's such a selfish thought I push it away guiltily. It's almost New Year's Eve so I'm surprised to see so many people out in the cold weather. I'm not cold of course. Jacob's like a walking heater. I get cold sometimes but it takes a lot to get me to feel that way. Mommy and Daddy never get cold though or hot.

Jacob stops and looks at me. I reach out to touch his face. Seeing my intention Jake kneels down. What's wrong? I ask him mentally. I can see the sadness and worry in his eye but he tries to play it off with a smile. "Nothing's wrong Nessie, I'm just tired."

I shake my head. I've seen Jacob tired before, but never have seen anything like this. I have a horrible guess on what the problem is but that idea is sickening. It can't be that close, can it? I touch his face again. Tell me the truth. Please?I show him a picture of a smiling face because that would make me happy. His eyes increase in pain and I know that he isn't going to tell me. "Okay, I know you have a reason." The agony doesn't leave but he looks appreciative.

"Thank you Nessie." I nod. I turn and watch as the girl with blond hair jumps out of the swing hesitating in the air for a moment and then she falls to the ground. I smile in delight forgetting Jacobs's mood for a moment and tug on his arm. Without looking away I move my hand up to Jacob's face and picture a swing and then someone jumping out of it. He doesn't respond.

I spin to face him and find him looking at his phone complete and utter despair on his face. When he looks up at me it's clear he didn't know I was looking at him. Another wave of shame washes through me and I'm furious with myself. How dare I forget about what Jacob feels! How could I even think about swinging when Jacob's on pain?! He abruptly grins I don't have time to see if it's real or not before he picks me up. "Let's go Nessie, we're having a campout.

I allow myself to get excited. Jacob seems excited so I should be able to too, right? I think of Mommy and Daddy then and I feel horrible for not thinking of them. I rest my head against Jacob's warm chest and lay my hand on his cheek. I picture Mommy and Daddy. I feel Jake smile a little. "Yes, they'll be camping too. We'll have fun tonight." I grin broadly now. I get to spend a whole night with the three best people on earth, what could be better? I send Jake a picture of all four of us together.

"Hold on." I take my hand away and wrap both of them around his waist preparing for Jacob to take off running. A blast of wind hits me and I know that we're running. Trees flash by and I have to close my eyes to keep from getting sick. I'm not sure if I can physically get sick but I can sure feel like it.

We run for about a minute before Jacob stops. I open my eyes and turn my head to look around. We're in a clearing surrounded by trees. Mommy, Daddy, Emmett, Rosalie, Grandma, and Grandpa are all walking around, along with a few of our visitors.

I love each visitor. All of them bring some hope and excitement with stories and powers. Zalfrina notices Jacob and me and rolls her bright red eyes. "Bella your daughter and your dog are here." She said it quietly but I still hear it and wince. It hurts me when people say bad things about people. Especially Jacob. He seems so uncomfortable around them. I have no doubt that that Jake could take them if it was one on one, but with every vampire teamed up against him, he would crumble. So whenever someone says something I feel as if they're about to pounce.

Mommy turns around and beams. "Renesmee!" She runs toward me and reaches us in less than a blink. Jacob obediently lets me go into Mommy's arms. I throw my arms around her neck and embrace her. It's such a contrast. Going from Jacobs warm muscles to Mommy's cold, loving arms. I don't try to compare the two. If I ever did decide which one was better I would never forgive myself. Daddy joins in on the hug eventually. Then we pull away and I stare into Mommy's dull red eyes. She's still smiling at me like I'm the best thing in the world. "Come on sweetie let's go see our tent."

Mommy runs me over to the tent which is just a few feet into the woods past the clearing. But when I look back Jacob and Edward are in deep conversation. Mommy sets me down and unzips the tent. We enter together. Inside half of the tent has two sleeping bags and a few backpacks and the other half is completely empty. "I call this one!" I say jumping on the bag nearest to the empty half. I figure Jacob will take the other sleeping bag and Mommy and Daddy will be in the clear half. Then I remember that I should have asked first. "Unless Jacob wants this one, you or Daddy could have too if you want. Mommy smiles and tucks her beautiful brown hair behind her ear.

"Honey, you can have whichever you'd like. It's okay to make a decision for yourself." She smiles but then it catches for a second and then she gives up entirely. She sighs and sits beside me on the sleeping bag. I pull myself into her lap and she wraps her arms around me. "Renesmee, do you know what's happening?"

I touch her face and imagine a bunch of vampires with glowing red eyes walking into the clearing. Mommy nods slowly. "Yes, the Volturi should be coming soon, either tomorrow or the next day."

"Are we going to be okay?" I ask quietly.

Mommy starts to say something but changes her mind. "You'll be okay, I promise." I want to ask about her and Daddy but if she wanted to tell me she would.

"Okay."

That night I end up crawling into Jacob's sleeping bag, it's freezing outside. I can tell it pains Mommy and Daddy to not be able to do anything about my discomfort. But Jacob's able to fix the problem. I lie awake listening to him breathe, I know Daddy knows I'm awake, he can read minds, but he doesn't tell Mommy. Eventually Jacob starts to snore but it somehow soothes me instead of annoy me. I easily fall asleep.

The next morning I wake up alone in the tent. At first I'm scared because I think that the Volturi have already come but then Mommy opens to tent. Immediately all of my fear melts. She looks especially beautiful today even though she's not dressed very fancy. "Good morning sweetie. Are you okay?"

I nod and talk at the same time, not wanting to be self absorbed with my feelings. "What about you? Are you going to be okay?" She smiles slightly.

"Of course sweetie, now come on let's get you dressed." She walks over to me and grabs a leather backpack. From inside she pulls an outfit, it's just a pink t- shirt with hearts on it and jeans but it's cute. Then she pulls a white jacket out and wraps it around me. She places the backpack on me and I can see the agony on her face. I widen my eyes to ask what she's doing but I decide against it. It's probably better not to know.

"I love you. More than anything." She tells me.

She loves me more than Daddy. Is that good or bad? "I love you, too, Mamma." I touch my necklace and try o be reassuring. "We'll always be together."

Pain streaks her face and if she could cry I bet she would be crying by now. "In our hearts we'll always be together." I barely hear here her. "But when the time comes today, you have to leave me." My heart plummets and I touch her cheek. No! I mentally shout this. I refuse to leave her. She's my mom. We'll always be together. I told her that and I meant it.

She seems to struggle with her next words and I feel bad for yelling at her. "Will you do it for me? Please?" I press my fingers harder to her cheek. Why?

"I can't tell you," she whispers. "But you'll understand soon." Who would she possibly trust with me? Daddy, of course is an option, but then why is she so secretive about it? It would have to be someone who I love and trust too. In my head Jacob appears and I send that picture to Mom.

She nods and leans down to whisper in my ear. "Don't think of it. Don't tell Jacob until I tell you to run, okay?" I nod as I start to unravel her plan. She plans for me and Jacob to run if things go the wrong way. She didn't want anyone else to know because if that vampire who reads every thought you've ever had sees the plan we're in trouble. That's why Jacob doesn't know either.

She pulls out a necklace that sparkles in the sunlight. Just like us. "Pretty." I manage to say before I throw my arms around her and squeeze as hard as I can. She pulls me closer for a moment before carrying me out of the tent. Then I feel Daddy's arms wrap around us both and for a second all three of us stand united as one. But then Daddy sighs and lets us go. I climb onto Mommy's back to free her arms and we take our place in preparation.

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