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Journal Entry #1

In biology there is a term known as Symbiosis "A corporative relationship," simply put it means that two organisms live together and support each other. I have come up with a term that goes even farther, I call it perfect symbiosis. When two beings are not only positive for each other in every aspect, they balance out the negative too. Yin and Yang, black and white, matter and gravity. Two forces that keep the other in check through the good and the bad.

Most of us are searching for that other that in some miraculous way just gets us. They balance out our annoying tendencies with their wonderful ones. They give equilibrium to our less than desirable qualities with desirable ones. They give us peace in the chaos that is our everyday life. No matter how much one tries to go against this force, some part of the mind searches from the back wishing that the person who can do all of this for you will show up.

My Mom had found this perfect symbiosis in my Dad; you should have seen them together. Their banter, the cute moments when one would pester the other, and especially the eyes they gave each other whenever my Dad came home from a long day at work. Whenever he left that door in his blues she would kiss him like it was the last time that she would ever feel his lips. She hammered it into our heads to say "I love you Dad!" whenever he left for work because under the smiles and nice talk we knew that he could walk out and possibly never come back. When Dr. Conner's was under that serum he killed my Dad on the roof top of Oscorp. That day my Mom reminded me to tell my Dad that I loved him, and even though it was a routine occurrence for me now for her.. it was more. It was a new and real meaning each time, and not matter how many days pass I know that she will have a scar that will never heal even as time passes.

As I observe everyone else search for that perfect symbiosis, I can't help but let out a pathetic laugh. What I described before about this phenomenon is difficult to understand unless you have experienced it yourself. I should know because before meeting a certain brown haired, lanky and mysterious young man I never would have even thought that is type of biological development was possible.

This mysterious teen that I speak of goes by a few names actually. Most of New York and the World know him as The Amazing Spiderman, The Masked Menace, Wall Crawler ect.. the population of our school knows him as the head of the photography club, and the second smartest student in our year (Behind myself of course). I know him as Peter Parker, the insufferably handsome and quietly mocking guy who is the reason I came up with this flipping theory.

Well I must head off to bed, tomorrows a big day and spending anymore time writing will end with a novel of epic proportions.