"Spencer, I can't even begin to understand how you're feeling right now," Aria mused, squeezing Spencer tighter and rubbing her back. "But time heals all right? He's a douchebag…and you're amazing…His loss not yours."

"Don't call him that," Spencer sniffled, leaning further into her best friend.

"Spencer" Aria sighed sympathetically. She figured Spencer was probably still in the denial state.

"It's just too hard to accept right now. I just…I keep picturing some of the memories we've had and all the things that he's said to me and done for me. It doesn't make sense…they had to be real…" Spencer choked.

Aria was silent. She really didn't know what she would do if she found out that Ezra had been playing her the way Toby had been to Spencer. Even the thought made her stomach twist…poor Spencer.

Tears began streaming down Spencer's face again and Aria really didn't know what to do. "I wish there was something I could," murmured Aria meekly, her heart breaking at the sight before her. Spencer was one to cry a lot. In fact, Spencer could only recall a few times she had seen Spencer cry. Two of them revolved around Toby. What a douchebag Aria thought again.

Spencer pulled away. "Actually, Aria I kind of want to be alone right now. You've been here all morning."

Aria hesitated. "Are you sure?" she asked. Spencer nodded.

"Hey, you know if you ever need anything…even if it's just a hug I'm here. Seriously just call me. It doesn't matter when or where…I'll be there," Aria reassured, getting up to leave Spencer's room at her request.

Spencer gave Aria a half smile in spite of herself. "Thanks Aria," she replied.

"Love you Spence," Aria called as she turned and walked down the hall.

When Aria left, Spencer looked around her room trying to find anything to do to keep her mind off of crying. She was sick of crying. That's basically all she has done for the past two days. She decided on turning on her TV and thought that maybe getting lost in someone else's drama might help take her focus off of her own.

Unfortunately, after about ten minutes of flipping through Friends and Say Yes to the Dress she realized TV therapy just wasn't working. She glanced at her phone sitting on her desk across the room. It had been turned off for two days and she liked it that way for now. She figured no one could hurt her if no one could reach her.

Spencer concluded that maybe some homework would help get her mind off things. Where was her physics book? Her eyes wandered around the room and finally fixated where her physics book was. However, her eyes were actually focused on where the physics book was sitting, rather than the actual book. She was staring at the rocking chair. The one thing in her life that used to make her feel safe and warm…and loved. Spencer abruptly stood up, her book falling to the floor, grabbed the chair hastily and placed it in the guestroom. There it would stay…for now.

Sorry this chapter isn't as good...I've never done more than one chapter for a story so this was hard for me but whatever. I think i know what i want to do next chapter...I didn't want Toby to be in it right away again because I feel like Spencer wouldn't want to see him that much so soon after finding out...But he'll be around next chapter somehow.