Just maing a short drabble because I got inspirated, enjoy.
Sorry if I can't express feelings...
This takes place on Keron, in the end of an argument between Dororo and Zoruru. Thought you wanted to know.
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In the sudden silence, all energy seemed to leave them both. Dororo looked into the one, red eye of his partner. Zoruru looked back in Dororos blue eyes. Both Keronians wanted to seek comfort in the other, but none of them were ready to be the first one to apologize.
"And what if I did leave, as you just suggested?" Dororo asked sadly. Zoruru sighed and looked away for a second. He seemed to search for an answer. Dororo waited.
"I ... I wouldn't be able to sleep at the night, so I'd be taking a long walk under the moonlight", he murmured," I'd probably let my gaze meet other eyes somewhere. And you?"
Dororo suppressed a sob. He didn't move, but he spoke up.
"I wouldn't be in a hurry to meet someone new", he whispered", I'm doing better alone, like you." Dororo shivered, and Zoruru took a step closer.
"Just like me", he assured, touching the younger ones cheek," though if you left me now, I'd be sitting on a train, away from Keron and its memories. I'd be on my way to a new planet." Dororo threw himself at Zoruru, clutching him, needing to feel him. Zoruru hugged back, finding comfort.
"I'd be able to live without that look you give me, making my world spin around", he said, his voice muffled by Zorurus shoulder. Zoruru grabbed him tighter, helping him towards their small couch.
"I'd allow myself to dream thousands of lightyears away, about a stranger as trustworthy as you", He whispered in Dororos ear. He hesitated before continuing," I'd try pressing my lips on someone elses."
They laid down in the couch and snuggled closer to each other. Dororo nodded and looked away.
"Maybe, I'd be meeting up with someone younger, with a flower on her hat. Someone who hasn't seen war, someone innocent", he said. Zoruru chuckled slightly.
"I know", he said", I'd be with someone else, too. Because it would be all to empty if nobody kept me warm at night. But I wouldn't be patience enough to be understood, no one knows me as well as you." Dororo nodded, knowing it was true; he felt the same way. Zoruru continued. " In the end, I'd det stcuk in my own lonelyness again, if you left me now."
Dororo pondered for a moment. "But you'd get that time for yourself, as you allways tell me you want", he said and yawned. He could feel Zoruru nodding.
"Though I wouldn't be able to come back to you when the silence got too big", Zoruru answered without needing to think.
They went quiet, both understanding each other. They knew leaving each other was the same as killing each other. They'd be forever heartbroken. Because they were meant to be together.
After a long silence, Dororo turned towards Zoruru.
"I'd be missing these moment we have when we finally stop fighting", he whispered. Zoruru nodded, half asleep, with Dororo in his arms. Doror puffed his forehead with his own, in a playfull manner. Zoruru grunted slightly, but didn't really wake up, so Dororo settled. Before falling asleep, he whispered:
"We better stay together."