Loving Sam

When Sam woke up the next morning, curled up against his brother, he nearly fell out the bed at the sight of intense blue eyes staring at them.

"Jeez Cas!" Sam said as he calmed his racing heart.

Next to him Dean awoke with a snort, he blinked at the Angel sitting on the edge of the bed staring at them.

"Not a least bit creepy" Dean mumbled.

"You and Sam copulated" Castiel stated,

Sam blushed while Dean cleared his throat uncomfortable.

"Yeah, what about it?" Dean then asked, voice defensive.

"I think what my darling brother is trying to say is that, you two wasted no time" said Balthazar as he appeared, he looked Sam up and down, "my, my, look at all the muscles" the Angel purred, Sam's blush got darker.

"Alright, everyone who isn't human get out" Dean said, glaring at Balthazar.

"Sounds like someone doesn't like to share" Balthazar tsked, giving a look at his brother.

"Balthazar" Castiel warned before getting up and looking back at the brothers, "we have much to discuss, meet us in the kitchen"

The two Angels then disappeared in a flutter of wings.

"Freakin Angels" Dean grumbled as he flopped back down on the bed.

He rolled over and wrapped his arms around his brother's waist, with a content noise he nuzzled his brother's hip, purring when long fingers scratched at his head.

"Dean" Sam said after a moment.

"Hm?" came the response.

Sam opened his mouth, intended on telling his brother about Castiel, but the words didn't come out.

"Sam?" Dean asked worriedly when his brother didn't say anything else.

"….It's nothing" Sam said before leaning down and kissing his brother.

"You know you can't smite him right?" Balthazar said.

Castiel glared at him from where he was leaning against the kitchen counter, reluctant to admit that his brother was right.

"Are you going to tell him?"

"It is Sam's choice, not mines"

"Good idea actually, gives you more time to hide when Dean comes looking for you"

Castiel sighed, looking up when he heard creaking and familiar moaning.

"I guess a year is a long time" Balthazar said as he too looked up at the ceiling, he blinked when there was a flutter of wings and his brother was gone, the Angel smirked when there was yelping and shouting from upstairs some moments later.

Thirty minutes later, the Angels, Sam, Dean and Bobby were sitting at the kitchen table, Dean glaring at Castiel while Sam refused to look up from his plate.

"Okay, so what are we looking at here exactly?" Bobby asked.

"Well for now it looks like things are going to be quiet for a while" Balthazar said, "from both ends it seems"

"No leads?"

"None" Castiel answered.

"Wonderful" Dean huffed before stuffing his face full of scrambled eggs.

"Well" Bobby then, "guess we just sit and wait then, unless someone has any other plans"

No one wanted to know what put that smile on Balthazar's face

Surprisingly it was Sam who found a job, the newly revived Winchester needed some kind of distraction from not only his busy mind, but from his brother constantly following him about and his Angel's longing looks whenever he appeared. He also felt that being away from Bobby's would give him the courage to talk to his brother about Castiel.

"Are you sure Sammy?" Dean asked when Sam showed him what he found, "I mean you just got back, don't you want to wait a few more days?"

Dean hoped the fear and worry in his voice didn't show, he also hoped his brother would change his mind, after all he just got his brother back, after a long hard lonely year. He wasn't ready for the possibility of losing him again.

"That's why I wanna start back, it's quiet now, but once the dry spell ends we're going to be knee-deep in Apocalypse crap, I want to be at the top of my game"

Dean hated when his brother was right.

An hour later they were packing the Impala.

"You boys be careful ya hear?" Bobby said from where he stood on the porch.

"We will Bobby" Dean promised.

After hugs were exchanged (Bobby hugging Sam a bit more tighter than usual), the two were off. Five minutes into the ride, Dean spoke.

"What was it like?"

Sam blinked curiously at his brother.

"What was what like?" Sam asked.

"Heaven"

"Oh"

Sam went silent for a minute, one to find a way to describe Heaven and another to debt whether or not

this was a good time as any to tell his brother about Castiel. "It didn't have clouds" Sam finally said, "and it didn't have just one Heaven"

Dean looked away from the road to Sam, "What do you mean?"

"The souls make their own Heaven, it can be whatever it wants, and sometimes other souls come to visit. Oh yeah, Ash and Andy say hi"

"You saw them up there?"

"Yeah, Ash…showed me the ropes, like how to Heaven hop"

"Heaven hop?"

"Go into other soul's Heavens"

"Oh….did you see Mom, or Dad?"

"No" he had searched and searched, had asked Castiel, Balthazar and even Michael about it, the Angels didn't answer him, in fact they had gone real quiet about it, Sam didn't want to think why that was. "I looked" Sam continued on, "but couldn't find them"

"I'm sure they were there" Dean said after a few moments of silences, "Heaven is a big place after all"

"…Yeah"

"Anyway tell me about Castiel and Balthazar"

Sam squirmed a little at the mention of his other lover, luckily Dean didn't notice as he waited for Sam to talk.

"Well, Balthazar was second to befriend me after Cas. The other Angels, well they didn't like me very much, expect the Cupids but they like everyone."

"Cupids are Angels?"

"Yeah, very friendly" Sam said with a grin remembering his first meeting, and the look on Cas's face when he was "greeted" by a herd Cupids.

"Huh, wait why didn't the Angels like you, I mean I know they're dicks and all but still—"

"I have demon blood in me Dean, not only that but I' m Lucifer's Vessel, not exactly poster-boy for Heaven"

"But you're Sammy"

The tone in Dean's voice told his brother that should have been enough for the Angels, Sam couldn't help the smile that grew bigger at his brother's faith and love in him, even if his brother wouldn't admit it out loud.

"Guess they didn't see it that way" Sam said.

Dean grumbled, and Sam knew the next time an Angel appeared Dean was going to be an extra bastard towards them.

"Anyway" Sam then continued on to take his mind off the Dick with Wings (Dean's words not his), "Balthazar helped Cas take car e of me, even me protected me from a swarm of Demons that invaded Heaven"

"Demons invaded Heaven?! Dude I thought Heaven was supposed to be a safe place!"

"Angels are also supposed to be all lollipops and candy canes, but they aren't"

"Point, but still, Demons in Heaven?"

"They didn't last long and Balthazar made sure I didn't get hurt, so stop making that face"

"What face?"

The one that told unspeakable torture to the one that dared to try and hurt Dean's Sammy, Sam liked to call it Big Brother's face of Doom #4. There were ten in all, Dean had not been amused when he had found out about it, Dad had been though and often used it to annoy the older sibling.

"Never mind" Sam chuckled, not even mentioning the part where he fought back against the demons,

"What about Cas?"

"Cas…like I said, he was the first to befriend me, even showed where my Heaven was. He took care of me, both he and Balthazar risked a lot to bring me back"

Dean was silent, he knew that once he saw the two Angels again he was going to have to thank them for watching out for his baby brother, and maybe reluctantly admit that not all Angels were dicks.

"Dean, about Cas" Sam then said.

"What about him?"

"He…"

"Good morning all!"

Dean cursed and the car swerved, nearly running off the road

"Balthazar!"

Both Winchesters turned to glare at the Angel in the backseat once Dean had safely gotten the Impala off the road and stopped. Balthazar merely grinned.

"And where are we off to?" the Angel asked.

"Wyoming" Sam answered, "we found a case"

"So soon?" Balthazar frowned, "you just got back"

Sam rolled his eyes when Dean made a noise agreement, while Balthazar may not show it he was as protective as Dean and Castiel.

"I know" Sam answered, "but I'm rusty"

Balthazar nodded in understanding though his expression told him he didn't like the idea anymore then the first time.

"How did you find us anyway?" Dean asked starting the car back up and moving back onto the road, "I thought we were hidden from you guys"

"You are, but Cas and Sam have a kind of bond that makes it easy for Cas to locate Sam regardless of the seals, so I just asked for a general location and poof!" Balthazar explained, raising a brow at the look Sam gave him.

"Bond?" Dean asked.

"It's..complicated" Sam answered looking out the window.

"Very complicated" Balthazar added.

Dean looked between the two suspiciously.

"Is it different?"

Sam looked up from the book he was researching from to the Angel sitting cross-legged on his bed, the book Sam given him in his lap.

"What's different?" Sam asked.

"When you and Dean copulate, is it different from when we did it?" Castiel asked.

Sam blushed, glad that his brother was doing interviews at the moment.

"K-K-Kind of" Sam finally answered, "I mean, when we did it I was a soul and had no body, so it was you know different"

"I see" Castiel said.

Sam was glad he did, because he didn't.

"I wish to copulate with you" Castiel then said.

Sam blinked, "Right now?"

"Yes"

"Uh…"

"Do you not want to?"

"I do, but we're in the middle of a case now, and we try not to mix business and pleasure"

"Dean does"

"Mostly because he has too, sometimes the client responses better when you flirt a little"

Castiel frowned at the information, "Does it bother you if Dean flirts?"

"No"

It did, especially when the person wasn't a client, but over the years Sam learned to ignore that slight pain.

"Yes it does" Castiel said getting up from the bed and making his way over to his human sitting at the table, "it hurts you"

"Only a little" Sam answered with a small smile.

"A little is too much" Castiel grumbled, "I would never do such a thing to you"

"That's because you don't know to flirt" Sam teased.

"True and eve n if I did, I wouldn't. My eyes were never stray; they would always be on you"

Sam blushed at the sweet words.

"Sam, may I kiss you?"

Sam blinked before nodding. Castiel wasted no time as he leaned down and pressed his lips against the Hunters.

Kissing like this was different then when Sam was a soul, for one Sam's lips were soft and surprisingly much warmer, curious he let his tongue flicker across plaintive lips and was surprised when Sam's mouth opened. Letting instinct take over he tasted Sam.

The taste was something he could only describe as purely Sam, a tasted he wanted more of, and it seems Sam was more than willingly to give judging from the sounds the human was making. Moving closer, the Angel found his hands running themselves through the long soft hair, the human whimpered when his tongue was sucked on, long arms wrapped themselves around the Angel's waist and pulled him closer until Castiel was settled between Sam's opened legs.

"Cas" Sam moaned against the other's mouth.

Cas answered with a moan of his own (later he would be surprised at making such a noise), before pulling away, his blue eyes took in the human.

Eyes dazed, flushed face, and slight heavy panting.

"I like kissing" Castiel decided.

Sam agreed.

After that, whenever Dean wasn't in the room Sam had an Angel's tongue down his throat, most of the times it was gentle. Other times though, especially after he and Dean had sex, it was rough and possessive, that left the youngest breathless and wanting.

Sam was also no closer in telling his brother about his other lover.

"Hello Dean, Sam"

Dean grunted eyes glued to Dr. Sexy.

Castiel watched what was on the television for a moment, before turning his attention back to Dean.

"I require Sam's assistance in a delicate manner"

Sam blinked up from where he was reading they had finished a job two days ago and were on a bit of a break.

"Huh?" said Dean, eyes still glued to the television.

Castiel didn't answer him as he made a beeline for Sam

"Cas?"

The Angel placed two fingers on the younger's forehead.

Sam yelped when he bounced on a soft fluffy bed.

"Cas!"

Sam looked around the room, eyes widening at its elegance of it before turning to the Angel that stood in the room.

"Cas what's going on?" he asked.

"I wish to copulate with you" Castiel stated.

"What a smooth talker you are" Sam chuckled.

Castiel tilted his head, not understanding.

"What's with the room?" Sam then asked.

"I wanted to be alone with you"

"And away from Dean"

Castiel nodded, Sam sighed tiredly and resolved himself to tell his brother about Cas one way or another, until then, might as well get laid.

"So what's this about you wanting to copulate?"

Castiel gives a small smile before moving closer to the human on the bed, making a pleased noise when Sam laid flat on his back, legs spread wide enough for him to fit. With a snap of his fingers that was annoyingly familiar, Sam clothes disappeared. The human blushed as blue eyes roamed down his naked body, jumping when the Angel crawled onto the bed and settled between his legs.

"You are beautiful" Castiel said.

Sam's blush darkened.

Eyes practically glowing with excitement, Castiel placed both of his hands on either side of Sam's neck and slide them done marveling at how soft and warm the skin felt, he stopped when he came to the two erect nipples he gave them a curious tug blinking at the whimper and jerking hips.

"They're sensitive" Sam said, embarrassed.

Castiel was surprised to find the thought of Sam's nipples being sensitive rather pleasing, and told his human so.

"You too?" Sam mumbled and wondered how both his brother and Angel would react if they both learned they had a thing for Sam's nipples.

The Angel tilted his head curious, before resuming his exploring, lower and lower he went, by the time he got to Sam's crotch, the human's cock was hard and leaking. Remembering the videos he watched before arriving in the brothers' room, he grabbed hold of the heated flesh and gave it a squeeze.

Sam moaned.

Encouraged by the sound the Angel gave another squeeze, his thumb grazing the leaking tip, Sam gasp and jerked his hips. He grazes the tip again, before moving his hand up and down. Soon he found rhythm that had the taller man withering, moving his unoccupied hand up he tugged at a nipple.

Body tingling with unfamiliar emotions, and an equally unfamiliar ache in between his legs, Castiel tried to remember what else happened on the videos, but couldn't.

"Cas?"

Hazel eyes looked worriedly up at him.

"I seem to have forgotten what I have learned from the videos" Castiel said, face disappointed.

"What videos?" Sam asked.

"When I expressed my desire to copulate with you, Balthazar gave me educational video"

"Educational …..videos?" Sam repeated slowly.

"Yes, one even had a pizza man smacking a rather young boy's rear...is something wrong?"

Sam couldn't speak as he tried not to bust a gut from holding in his laughter.

"Sam?"

"I'm okay" Sam said once he got his laughter under control, "really"

The Angel didn't look convinced, feeling mischievous Sam flipped them over until he was straddling the Angel, he looked around and found lube on the nightstand (the human had a feeling that a certain Angel by the name of Balthazar to thank), after squeezing some on his fingers he reached behind him and pushed one finger in. He worked himself open quickly eager to feel his lover inside him, Castiel jumped slightly when his cock was taken hold and lobbed.

"Sam" the Angel moans

This feeling was nothing like he felt before, hot and tightness perfectly squeezing him, his hips move thrusting up into the wondrous feeling.

"Castiel" Sam moans, arching his back, he whimpers when strong hands still his hips, leaving him at the mercy of the Angel's thrusting, "there" he suddenly mewls when his prostate was hit, "keep fucking me there, yes!"

The Angel's eyes remained locked onto the human above him as he does as told, body slick with sweat head thrown back, eyes closed in bliss, lips parted letting out pants, moans whimpers and mewls. It was the most beautiful sight and sounds he ever heard, so lost was he that it took Castiel a moment to realize that Sam was asking him to flip them over.

He does so, slipping out of Sam in the process, once the human was underneath him Castiel looks at him curiously.

"Place my legs over your shoulders" Sam says.

Wondering what his human was up to Castiel grabs the long toned and places them over his shoulders, Sam wraps his arms around the Angel's neck and pulls him in for a kiss.

Castiel liked this new position.

Sam pulls back when he becomes dizzy from lack of air.

"Back in me" Sam pants, breathe hitching when Castiel's cock pushes him.

When Castiel pushes back in, its feels deeper than before, and just as hot and tight, Sam makes high-pitched noises, his toes curling as the Angel's thrusts finds his prostate again.

"Harder, harder, y-yes just like that!"

Castiel doesn't know how long he continues with his movements that draw out the most amazing sounds from Sam, when suddenly the human lets out a wail and arches his back, white liquid spurting out of his cock and coating his belly, it takes the Angel by surprise. He's becoming worried when Sam grows limp underneath him, body twitching slightly.

"Sam?" he says stopping.

"I'm fine" Sam pants, "keep going, I wanna feel you cum"

Castiel hesitant now confused and slightly curious, it's only with Sam's urging that he continues, quickly finding the pace he had before (and drawing out those wonderful sounds from Sam again). Soon he feels a ball form and tighten inside him, his thrusts become faster and a bit erratic until that ball explodes in a bright white. He feels his eyes roll back, and his hips give little twitches as something spurts out of his cock. Strength leaves him and he collapses on top of Sam.

As he catches his breath, Castiel decided he likes human sex.

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