The complicated process that is the unmuddleing of Santana Lopez's mind.

Chapter one

"Oh God, what did I just do?"
Santana was laying on a bed in a dimly lit room she had been awake for over an hour just laying there. There was only a soft light from the bedside table that illuminated the room. She could hear soft snores next to her they were deep and calm. Santana didn't dare look beside her if she did she was sure she would freak out. She shoved the palm of her hands to her her eyes to stop the temptation from looking.

"How can she be sleeping calmly?" Santana thought. Santana was the complete opposite of calm. She could feel that her palms were starting to sweat, her heart felt like it was going to beat out of her chest, She wasn't able to take a steady breath. She was pretty sure this is what a small panic attack felt like. Or maybe she was over reacting.
Fuck it, she was having a panic attack.
The only thing keeping her from totally losing her mind was that calm breathing coming from beside her. Which was ironic since she was the source of this mini freak out.

"Don't look Santana, don't you dare look." A little unintelligible grumble came from the pile of blankets and pillows that held her best friend. Her eyes betrayed her as they snapped straight to the sleeping form. There was hardly a Brittany Pierce visible under all the pillows and blankets. She always loved to burry herself in as far as she could, to make her feel like she was a caterpillar and in the morning hopefully she would wake up with wings and become a butterfly.

What she could see she were strands of blonde hair escaping from her 'cocoon.' Santana swallowed thickly as she let her eyes run down Brittany's exposed back she had the sheet only covering the top of her perfect ass. Groaning Santana snapped her eyes back to Brittany's head but her eyes stopped on the spot under her ear. She could clearly see a slight bruise in the shape of Santana's mouth forming just under her ear. Groaning Santana couldn't stop the visual assault that ran through her mind from seeing that little bruise.


Santana was starting to run out of breath but she didn't want to stop she loved the feeling of Brittany's tongue gliding with hers. It was sending shivers through out her body. Brittany bravely explored deeper into Santana's mouth lightly sucking on Santana's tongue, Santana couldn't hold back the throaty moan that came from her god she loved that.

She felt Brittany run her hands up her back she and pull her closer like she needed to feel more of her best friend. Santana could feel their breast rub against each other through their cheerios uniform, Santana groaned at the feeling, it was fucking hot.

Santana was really starting to run out of air now she was going to pass out if she didn't break away soon. Pulling back slightly Santana pulled Brittany's bottom lip into her mouth to give it a little nibble before breaking away.
Brittany gave a small sound of protest as Santana broke away not wanting to keep the beautiful women beneath her wanting for long she pushed away blonde hair to expose beautiful pale skin just underneath it.

Without hesitation Santana started running her tongue along the dip of Brittany's collar bone she could taste the perfume she tasted amazing. She continued along the exposed flesh slightly nipping, making Brittany moan. Santana would sooth the slightly red flesh with her tongue apparently that was a good idea.

'Oh, San…' Brittany gasped she gripped tighter around Santana's back pushing her closer making their bodies mould she ran her hand up into Santana's hair lightly digging her nails into her scalp. Her moans and finger nails sent waves of pleasure all the way down to Santana's core making her panties very uncomfortable. With the encouragement of Brittany's sweet moans, and groans Santana attached her mouth to the spot just under her ear.

She always stared at that little spot with the freckle when they were in class or Glee even Cheerios practice it's so beautiful, pale, and there is a small freckle just sitting there always waiting to be kissed, to be sucked. So Santana did just that she pulled the skin into her mouth and sucked.
'Fuck!' Brittany cursed. She arched her back off of the bed making her lower body shift her leg fell between Santana's she thrusted her hips making her calf connect with Santana's core.
'Ergh... fuck Britt.' Santana moaned she could feel Brittany's heat on her leg, her cheerios skirt had ridden up she could almost feel everything.
Pleasure shot through her skin felt like it was on fire. Santana thrust into Brittany needing more she wanted to feel that again.
She could hear Brittany's breath getting deeper moans filled her ears on every thrust. Santana sucked harder at that exposed skin.
'Oh fuck me, Santana.' Brittany moaned taking Santana's ear into her mouth.


Santana jumped up from the bed.

'Oh, no, no, no.'

She thought as she ran her fingers through her hair. She frantically looked around for her clothes that were thrown across the room the moment Brittany moaned "fuck me." She took a deep breath to try and calm down. Which didn't help she was assaulted with the smell of their mixed perfume, sweat and sex. The thought made her stomach jump and heat shoot through her.

'Argh stop thinking about it!' She scowled herself.

She could feel her heart beating harder.

Thump, thump, thump.

She let out a deep breath trying to calm down her racing nerves, she was having a hard time taking a proper breath.

'Gotta find my damn underwear.' She thought.

She saw her red boy shorts hanging off Brittany's computer chair.

'Strange'.

She quickly walked over to the chair to grab them in her haste she tripped over a small stuffed animal that was on the floor she crashed into the offending chair making it hit the desk which made books and some pens fall down. The noise sounded like rain hitting on tin roof.

She quickly stopped the pens from moving around she righted the chair hands still gripping her eyes snapped to the hopefully still sleeping figure. Now she was sure her heart had stopped, she wasn't breathing, blinking, moving. She became one with the chair. Thankfully there wasn't even a murmur that came from the bed just the unchanging soft snoring coming from Brittany. Santana waited a couple of more seconds before she grabbed her panties from the chair and shoved her legs through the holes. She was half way onto pulling them up when the mass of blankets moved and talked.

'The puppies', damnit!' Brittany mumbled from her bed she threw her arm out and clutched another pillow to her.

Santana froze mid way putting her boy shorts on. She stood with her panties pulled up to her knees. She was frozen watching the sleeping form in case she moved again. Her heart if possible went faster.

Thump, thump, thump, thump.

It was so fast it started to hurt a little, her hands were shaking horribly making it really hard to stand in this stupid position. After about a minute of standing in awkward pose she very slowly pulled her panties up. She put on her bra and quickly put on her cloths all the while making sure she didn't wake Brittany.

Thump, thump, thump.

Her heart had slightly slowed but still felt like it wanted to burst through her chest but not so really didn't want to be caught leaving Brittany's room at 12:30 in the morning after they just… well you know. That would be one hell of an awkward situation. Santana hated awkward situations

As soon as her shoes were on her feet she made a quick ninja like break to the door. She silently tip toed down the hallway as to not wake the sleeping people behind the doors. Again another very awkward conversation she wanted to avoid. She tuned into her untapped ninja skills and got out of there without any problems.

The moment fresh air hit her face she immediately felt better, her heart was slowing down her body was only slightly trembling, and she could breathe again. She took in a few deep breaths before she jumped into her car and drove home all the while trying to stop the thoughts that were trying to burst their way into her conscious mind.
She kept repeating to herself.

'That did not just happen.' Over and over again until she reached her drive way.

But it did happen, and Santana couldn't stop the thought

'And I liked it…A lot'


This is just a test chapter to see if people want to read it. I have soo much written it's crazy. I just want to see if anybody is interested. Feel free to tell me what you think