HELLOW Amuto fans =) Ok, so this is my first story and I have almost no idea were its going. I'm only doing this because I read like 500 fanfics every day and it has inspired me to Wright this. So I'm not going to update regularly but ill try to. Feel free to review.

Oh just by the way Italics are for flash backs and thoughts.

This is there age for now:

Amu 13

Tadase 15

Ikuto 16

I do not own Shugo Chara or any of the characters but I love it 3

Now to the story...

Amu 's P.O.V.

I wake up and go down stars to my mom, who is here for the first time in weeks! My parents are always busy with work, so basically I live alone.

Oh there's something I forgot to I mention. They hurt me to help with there "pain" they go through at work. I guess I deserve it because it's my fault. Every thing is my fault. It started when I was six and a half.

(Flash back)

My mom was pregnant with my baby sister Ami. I was angry at her because she moved my stuff to another smaller bedroom and accidently tripped her because my pants were too long. I fell back into a staircase while my mom was pushed to the ground. At that point she was about 8 month along with her pregnancy. All I remember was blood every were and my mother cry of pain. I remember my Dad swearing at me and calling 911. We lost her because of me. We lost my little sister. We lost Amu. It was my fault.

When I got out of the hospital I had three cracked ribs and a broken leg but I didn't care. On the way home, in the car my mom couldn't look at me. It was like I was invisible. She was so angry at me she was shaking with rage all the way home.

That was when it all started. She kicked my fragile ribs and literally throw me out. My father was no help cheering my mother on telling her I deserved to be punished. I was on the doorstep shivering from the cold winter air. I was out side the whole night. Alone.

(Flash back)

Over the years it has gotten worse. When they are here, bad things happen to me. I am scared from there abuse. The kind of scars that will never go away and haunts me in the night.

I stopped when I saw her. I ran back to my room as quietly as I could but I slammed my door on accident. Shit I grab my cell phone and sneaked out with the help of my room's balcony. I hear my mom screaming my name and running up the stairs. " AMU! AMU GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE!"

I decided to go over to my boyfriend's house. I usually call him but, I want to surprise him since it was our two year anniversary. I have no idea what I would do with out him. He's the only on in this world who loves me and if I died he would be the only on who would shed a tear for me. I love him with all my hart. I start walking really fast over to his house. Today is Sunday, so his parents are probably at church which meant more time with Tadase.

When I am standing at the door I hear moaning sounds coming from Tadase's room.

No. He would not! Would he? No never my Tadase. He was the only person who knows about my parents abusing me. He found out when both of my parents came to pay me a not so welcomed visit. I was utterly beat up and kicked out. I was so hurt I thought that if I stayed out side I couldn't make it the night. I called Tadase and ended up spent the night at his house. That's why I wear lots of makeup to cover my scars and bruises.

I look through the window of Tadase's room and see that … he … he! He is having... having sex with some one... and that someone was not me!

I start to freak out should I knock? Should I leave? No I need to face him to day. I knock on the door and hear the moaning stop.

Then he comes out with only pants on. When he opens the door he dosing look at me. " Hi, um im in the middle of sooomme….." Then he looks up at me and my tear filled eyes. His eyes are widen as he sees me.

"Tadase" I say softly. He stays silent. "Amu" he says as if he was out of breath "I can explain. Its ju-"

I cut him off with a slap but it was not just a slap. I have never resorted to violence because of what my parents do to me. I never wanted to bring pain to people. I feel...so betrayed. So embarrass. So stupid!

He looks up with a look that ill never forget. It was of resent and surprise. I feel some thing warm slide down my cheek. I have never cried in front of someone. Never. Not even in front of my parents. I usually held it in until I am in my room.

I see a girl in the shadow coming out with a sheet on her "honey, are you coming...?" She stops when she sees me and freezes there. I immediately recognize her. It was Lulu. Lulu, my only friend other then Tadase.

I couldn't take it any! What the hell did a 13 year old deserve this? Why? Why is the pain endless and why is it always me! I thought as I ran. I usually hate running but when im in a bad mood it helps me get my energy.. After a while I snap out of my thoughts and realize I have no idea were the hell I was but I still ran.

I guess I wanted to find someone I can love and trust. The tears where flowing down my face as I ran. Were, I ran? I have no idea. Shit why now. Apparently all that running opened a cut I got from my parents. Then I hear the sound of violin. The tune reminded me of a song that I loved to lessen to at night ant the radio. It helps me get my feelings out so I can come down.

The violins sad tune could be heard pretty clearly. I felt the feeling of the violinist. It... It was as if he had been throw kinda the same things I have been throw. It connect to me in so many ways.

I stopped crying into my knees and look up. I could tell my make-up was all messed up and my hair looked like crap. I start to walk towards the violinist. I lead it throw a path that lead me to a sort of maze. I had walked around lost, until I ended up next to a stage; behind it was a clear lake.

I continue to hum with the noise. I remembered a song I heard it on the radio a couple times. It was amazing. I walked to the stage and saw the most hand some person I have ever seen. He was a tall but strong looking teen with dark blue mesmerizing eyes and the soffits and fluffy looking hair. He was stunning. For some reason I had an need to sing the lyrics. I took a deep breath and sang.
(Can't take it -The All-American Rejects BTW I don't own the song)

You speak to me
I know this will be temporary
You ask to leave,
but I can tell you that I've had enough

I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
and if you're so strong
you might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go

Step up to me
I know that you've got something buried

Ikuto's P.O.V

There are millions of pretty people that would kill to be a super star like me. Why couldn't one of those people take my place? Hell, at lest they would let me make sad song about what there doing. It's so stupid! They expect me to write and sing about love but I have never been in love and the only person who loves me is in their greedy hands. "Can't Take it" is the closest iv been to releasing the truth but I was carless and they made my sister pay. I just want to play the violin. I never asked to be a super star. So what im a ok I'm an ok singer that dose not mean I want to be a singer, Damn it!"

That's when I heard a soft sweet sound coming from a small skinny pink girl with the voice of an angle. I stopped playing from the shock. How did this girl find MY place? My anger vanished when I heard her real voice.

"Sorry about that. I always start sing along when I hear a song I know." What she doesn't know who I am? She looked like an angle sent from heaven. I couldn't help but stare at her.

"What? Haven't you ever seen a girl with pink hair before?"

End Of Ch 1

Hey hope you like it. I have no idea when ill update next but ill try to do it soon

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