Here I am sitting in Kaede's hut drinking tea and all I can think about is Kagome. Where is she? How is she doing? What happened to her to make her leave so suddenly and without letting anybody know where she was going? How can I find her? Where should I start looking? I had voiced some of my concerns to my new husband Miroku but he thought I should just let her be and when Kagome wanted to be found she would be. But I knew that if Kagome ran away that she would need someone to talk to. I had to find her. "Kaede I am going to look for Kagome do you have any suggestions on where you think I should start looking?"

"There are many places she could have gone child, but I think you should write to Lord Sesshomaru first and see if he's seen her. She might have gone to tell him about his brother. She is very big on family and they were brothers."

"That's true. She was always trying to get them to get along with each other even though they never would. I'll do that now."

"Which means you should probably wait for a reply back before you head off on you great journey. And were you going to tell me before you left." I turned around shocked because I hadn't heard Miroku approach.

"Yes I was going to tell you I was also going to drag you along whether you liked it or not. But I will only wait so long after sending the letter. I really need to find Kagome. It worry's me that she ran away.

"I know honey, I know."


It's morning. I don't want it to be morning. I want to go back to bed. I have not slept that well since we got here to Sesshomaru's 'house'. I had my theory's about why I couldn't sleep but I wasn't going to voice them to anyone unless I was forced to. Cause no one needed to know that I had trouble falling asleep alone. I had gotten so used to sleeping with Sesshomaru and Rin on our trip here that my body still wanted me to bed sleeping with them. It was going to rebel until I gave in and I wasn't going to. So it was a loose, loose situation.

"Is something wrong Kagome" I was brought out of my thoughts by Rin. " No why would anything be wrong?

"Well Lord Sesshomaru has been trying to get your attention but you wouldn't answer."

"Oh, I'm sorry I was lost in thought. Plus I'm a little tired. I didn't get much sleep last night. What did you need?"

"I was trying to let you know I received a letter from your friend the demon slayer and she is inquiring about your wherebouts. Do you wish me to let her know that you are here?"

"It would be nice to see Sango again. She's probably really worried about me. So yes it would be nice if you could let her know where I am at."

"Very well then I shall do that as soon as I am able to." The silence after that was slightly uncomfortable. It wasn't horrible but you know how it is when some one wants to say something but it's not said and the silence just continues to grow and then it uncomfortable.

"You mentioned that you weren't sleeping. Is the room not to your liking?" apparently Sesshomaru doesn't like odd silences, or he really wanted to know the answer.

"No the room is fine. The bed is comfy." I was hoping that he would just leave it at that. "Then what is wrong?" So much for my hope's.

"It's just not what my body is used to." He tilted his head to the side a little like he didn't quite understand what I ment.

"Explain your comment please." He may have said please but you knew by the tone of his voice that it wasn't a request. It was a demand and you better obey.

"The past couple of weeks before we got here we were sleeping on the ground all together." I wasn't going to let him have the answer to his question easy though. I was going to make us have a conversation instead of me asking questions and getting a grunt back.

"Do lyou wish to be sleeping on the ground then."

"No thats not what I'm saying at all. (heavy sigh) What I'm saying is that I'm used to sleeping with people. Not by myself. You made it very easy to fall asleep." I could feel my face getting red as he stared at me perplexed. I had really hoped that I wouldn't have to tell him but apparently the universe hates me.

"I'll have your stuff moved to my room at once." I was shocked I didn't know what I was expecting but that deffinately was not it. He was acctually being nice. I didn't know whether to argue or just say thanks or what. He started to get up and leave I felt my mouth open and say "Thank you Sesshomaru." as he walked out of the room.


It had been very difficult living with that woman underneath my roof. Because I could smell her sadness and It made me want to do something about it. Which made no sense at all. She is a human. Which made my offer for her to sleep in my room all the more odd. But it was already said I couldn't take it back now. And I wasn't sure if I wanted to it gave me more time to investigate some of the smells that I had recently smelt coming from her. Like the fact that she was begining to smell like a half demon not a human. I'm not sure whether that is because of the baby or not. I will have to go do some research in my library.

Sersvants who saw him exit the dinning hall got out of his way even if they needed him for something. He looked like a man on a mission and no one was going to get in his way. Cause they knew if they did they might end up dead.


Hey sorry for the late update. It took a while for ideas to flow. It's still kinda choppy so any thoughts will be helpful. Please review and tell me what you thought and if you have any ideas on where it should go.