Hey guys, Im so so sorry for not updating for this long. I've been so busy I've barely had a chance to even cook dinner. Im also going through a little emotional turmoil and stress so I want able to get any inspiration for what to write. Any way, heres the new chapter and I finally got round to adding in some lemons like I promised.

chapter 3

That night it took me a long time to get to sleep. Not only was I going over what had happened at the party and after but I was reeling at the fact that Dimitri seemed to feel for me the same way I felt for him. I couldn't believe I was beginning to fall this badly for him.

Eventually the blackness of sleep wrapped around me. I only had a few hours to sleep before I had o get up for the shopping trip. We were supposed to be leaving at 11. It was the middle of the day for the humans, but it was the middle of the night for us.

When I woke up to see I had only fifteen minutes to get ready I jumped out of bed and ran to the shower. I washed my hair as fast as I could and simply towel dried it, deciding to leave it out the way I knew Dimitri liked.

I applied some simple mascara, concealer and the last of my lip gloss. I threw on my last pair of good jeans, which consisted of faded denim that simply had no tears in them, and a red tee-shirt with a white pattern on the front.

I grabbed my running shoes and slipped them on as I was running out the door. I just made it to the SUV in time. Everyone was inside and ready to leave and I jumped in through the open door and plunked myself down in the only free seat.

"Sorry I'm late", I said spotting the disapproving look Stan was giving me from the driver's seat. I looked around and jumped when I realized I was sitting right next to Dimitri. Lissa was sitting across from me between Alberta and Natalie. She smiled at me

"Cutting it a little close aren't you? I was beginning to think you didn't want to go shopping any more" She said with a teasing smile on her face. "Yeah right, I wasn't going to miss this for the world", I said grinning back at her.

I felt Dimitri chuckle next to me and shot of electricity went through my body from the point of contact, memories of him kissing me outside my door earlier that night flashed through my mind.

I glanced at him and saw that he had his guardian mask on after his short show of amusement.

I sighed, wondering if I would get to see him relax again anytime soon. I hoped so. I didn't know if I could manage the rest of the year with pretending not to have feelings for Dimitri.

When we reached the mall we all piled out of the SUV and I followed Lissa with just as much excitement for the prospect of the shops as her.

I kept my eyes peeled and made eye contact with the other guardians constantly, trying to get good marks in what I was sure was a strict assessment. When I found a pair of jeans I wanted to try on I called Dimitri over and asked Him to take over as near guard so that I could try them on.

"Only because I agreed to give you more freedom on this trip" He said with the slightest hint of humor in his eyes I thanked him and darted into the change room.

The jeans fit perfectly. They hugged my ass and stayed slightly loose from about mid thigh down which looked amazing on me and made them easy to move around in.

I quickly changed back into my faded jeans and walked out.

I smiled at Dimitri and thanked him. "I've negotiated a total of 6 change room opportunities for you so keep them choosey" he said as he moved back to his far guard spot I grinned and added my jeans to the 'buy' pile Lissa and I had created on the front counter.

Lissa had added several tops and some shoes to the pile. When we were nearly at the end of our trip Lissa dragged Natalie and me into a dress shop.

This was what we had truly come here for. I only had one more opportunity to try on clothes and I was going to use it to try on all the dresses I was interested in.

Lissa threw dress after dress at me, either for her to try or for me to try. "You have got to be kidding me" I said as she pulled out a deep red dress that looked too tight for it to be legal.

"Even I have a line Liss and that is balancing really close to the too far side", she just gave me puppy dog eyes, "but you never wear stuff like this anymore! You used to wear stuff that showed a lot more than this before" I groaned and added it to the pile which earned a squeal of delight from Lissa.

I laughed at her and did another scan of our surroundings. I spotted Victor showing Natalie a stunning pale purple dress which might actually succeed in making her look interesting. I smiled, it was nice to see them so close. I moved between the racks for a little longer and eventually Lissa and I decided to try all of our chosen outfits on.

We slipped into a large change room together so we could give each other feedback without me losing my last opportunity to try things on.

I eventually chose just three dresses while Lissa decided to get seven so that she would be prepared for all the formal events that would most likely crop up in the next few weeks.

I heard the call for customers to finish up their purchases just as we entered the last store. It was a GemLily jewelry store. Lissa almost instantly zoned in on the only rose pendant there "oh my goodness rose! This is perfect for that black dress!" I sighed exasperatedly.

"Liss you know I don't like rose stuff" I said. I had to admit though, it was a pretty nice necklace. It was full of diamonds and looked like it was wrapped in a web. When Lissa looked at the price her face fell however.

It was far too much for even her to afford. I grinned at her. "and finally we find something not even you can buy" I said, just as victor came by, slipping a credit card across the counter.

My eyes popped out of my head as the lady on the other side made the transaction and handed the necklace over to us.

I was speechless, eventually I just gave him a hug and smiled. That was the nicest thing he could have done for me right then. By the time we made it back to the academy I was feeling pretty tired. I was glad I had the day off school to recover.

When everyone got out of the SUVs we split up to go to out dorms. One guardian followed Christian and Lissa back to their dorm to make sure they got there safely without wondering off to somewhere they weren't allowed to be and Dimitri followed me.

Since he was my teacher it was obvious that it was automatically his job to make sure I stayed out of trouble. While I was walking I could feel the heat coming off of Dimitri.

There was almost a visible charge between us. Neither of us made eye contact until we were right outside my room. I unlocked the door and opened it before turning to face what I was beginning to see as my own Russian god.

I smiled at him and saw that his guardian mask was down and he was giving me a look filled with interest and affection.

"Thanks for giving me the chance to try on so many clothes comrade" I said giving him a slightly shy smile. I wanted so much to just hug him goodnight, or kiss him.

Anything would have made me happy. Dimitri stepped a little closer and I looked up into his eyes and saw what I needed to see. I closed the distance and wrapped my arms around his chest in a tight hug. I felt him hesitate for a moment before relaxing and hugging me back.

I nearly melted right then and there when he planted a light kiss on the top of my head. I leaned my head back and looked into his eyes.

Thy where deep and gentle. As I stared into his eyes I saw his pupils grow suddenly and as they did he brought his lops down on my own in a sweet tender kiss.

I felt heat course through my veins and mu skin burned where his hands touched my lower back. For the second time in as many days I found myself pressed up against the wall kissing Dimitri and almost exactly the same as last time We hears someone approaching from around the corner.

The only difference this time was that Dimitri did not pull away, instead he pulled me into my room and shut the door, locking it with a click and pressing me against it.

LEMON! RATED M FOR A REASON!

Gasp escaped my lips when Dimitri moved his hands from my hips to my ass and he used the opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth.

From there it was a war for dominance. I ran my hands up into his hair as he lifted me up so that I could wrap my legs around his waist.

I felt a distinctive bulge in his pants press against me in a way that drove me wild. When I moaned this time Dimitri growled, pulling away from the wall and walking to the bed with me still wrapped around him.

I ground my hips and he growled again pulling away to give me a lust filled stare "are you sure Roza?" He asked in a husky voice. I nodded " I love you Dimitri" I whispered.

I saw a look of joy behind the lust in his eyes. "as I love you my Roza "he said as he lay e down into the bed, Lying on top of me.

I grinned for a moment as I rolled us over so that I was straddling him.

The look of shock on his face was priceless. I was still nervous but I know I was with the right person as I unbuttoned his shirt slowly, never breaking eye contact with him.

When I finally managed to open his shirt I ran my hands along his chest until they reached the waistband of his pants. I swiftly undid the button and zipper and began to pull the down.

I then leaned down and ran kisses along his chest in the same trail that my hands had made. When mf face became level with the waistband of his boxers He reached down and pulled my face up to his and kissed me passionately, with a fierceness I had only ever seen in him when He was fighting.

Hw the flipped us over so he was once again hovering over me and pulled my shirt off in the process. He then threw his own shirt to the floor and removed his pant the rest of the way.

I stared at his bare chest hovering over me and the huge bulge in his boxers. "happy to see me huh?" I asked in a sultry tone.

"dying to see more" he said in return, pulling my jeans down and throwing them across the room somewhere.

We where now just in our underwear as Dimitri ran kisses down my neck, to my chest and when he reahed the top of my bra I arched my back in anticipation as he swiftly undid my bra with one hand. I moaned loudly when His moth encircled one of my breasts and his spare hand moved to the other side.

I moaned again and he quickly brought his lips back to mine, swallowing the rest of the sounds I could make. I grabbed his boxers and pushed them down far enough to use my feet to push them the rest of the way off. I grabbed a hold of his manhood with trembling fingers and gasped into his mouth and pulled away to look down for a moment.

He was so much bigger than I expected.

Not that I knew what I had been expecting, with his height it shouldn't have been such a surprise. Dimitri pulled back and looked at me worriedly. "Will you be ok?" he asked with concern.

I looked at him for a few moments longer and calmed down again, I knew I would be ok with his size, Is handled much worse pain I was sure of it.

When we were both finally undressed I wrapped my legs around him again and ground against him, giving a slight squeak of delight and fear.

I kissed him again as he guided himself into me. He moved slowly to let me get accustomed to his size. He stopped when He reached my barrier ad I gasped.

This was it.

Dimitri pulled back slightly and stared at me in shock for a moment after finding my barrier.

"I'm your first?" He asked. I simply nodded, "are you sure? It will hurt. And I will stop any time you ask" he said and I nodded again.

I held my breath and gave a slight whimper when he thrust in the rest of the way, breaking my barrier and filling me completely.

I tensed and he held very still for a few moments, letting the pain pass. When I opened my eyes again I thrusted slightly, testing out this new experience.

Pleasure and pain shot through my body. I gasped and Dimitri groaned in pleasure. I thrusted again, only to be met with an equally slow thrust from Dimitri.

I pulled him down to me and kissed him for all I was worth.

He began to pick up the pace and I assisted but pulling him closer to me with my feet wrapped around his shoulders.

I felt a coil begin in the pit of my stomach and a tingle at the end of my toes. I began to pant and I could see sweat building up on Dmitri's skin.

We kept going, increasing our pace gradually until We were both going as fast as we could. I began to moan. "Dimitri, I… I'm" I didn't know how to say it.

I felt like I was about to explode "Don't stop!" I said a little louder.

Dimitri growled my name just As I went crashing over the edge. My walls locked down on Dimitri and he suddenly collapsed on top of me, shuddering just as violently as me.

We lay like that for a long while catching our breath. When Dimitri rolled over, pulling out of me and pulling me close to his side I sighed.

I was totally exhausted and I could already feel that I was going t be in pain tomorrow. "Dimitri?" I asked. He looked down into my eyes and said, "yes my Roza?"

I swallowed once before saying anything. "this change everything doesn't it?" I asked and Dimitri graced me with his beautiful smile.

"A lot of things, yes Roza, but not everything" I smiled back and gave him a gentle kiss before falling asleep on his chest. I felt completely safe listening to his heart beat.

Ok, so It wasnt as long as the last chapter but I'm thinking of discontinuing. please tell me if you have any ideas for me to carry on with because Im completely blank. I hope you liked it.

RxR