A/N: Last chapter. Thanks for suggestions and I hope you like how I've ended this. There is a much bigger gap at the end than I wanted, but I figured this would take time so it's what ever. Hope you enjoy guys. Oh. And special thanks to GSRlover4ever for being my beta on this chapter, you're amazing Shannon. And one to Angelica for being... well for being the inspiration for the last scene.
Part 5 The rest of that night. Brenda and Sharon's first interaction after their talk. The bow that ties it all together.
Brenda woke up and found an empty spot next to her. She remembered falling asleep with two people beside her, but now there was just one. She rolled over to see her husband fast asleep, so that would leave Sharon. She rolled back over and she could still feel the warmth on the sheets. She pushed herself up to a seated position and stretched out her muscles before standing up and leaving the bedroom. She checked the bathrooms, the kitchen and then the living room, but Sharon was not there. She heard a noise outside and then went and got her gun, but on the way back she saw a glimpse of auburn hair and knew the woman was the one that made the noise. After putting her gun back, she slipped into her tan cardigan and went outside.
Sharon stood there in the same dress she'd been wearing the day before and was barefoot. Sharon gave Brenda a weak smile when she saw her and then turned back around to look at the sky. Brenda walked around the woman and leaned against the pillar. The cold stone easily went through her cardigan and fell onto her almost bare skin. She shivered as she looked at the woman's sad eyes and then she cleared her throat, earning the Captain's attention.
"Aren't you cold?" Brenda asked and was rewarded with a small smile.
"I am, but I needed some fresh air. You will be freezing in a few minutes if you don't get inside," she reached out her hand and put it on Brenda's arm. "Go back inside."
Brenda put her hand on top of Sharon's and shook her head. "I'll go inside when you do. I don't want to leave you out here alone." Sharon turned around and then they both went back inside. Brenda led them to the kitchen and sat Sharon down and started to make them some coffee. She turned around to Sharon who was looking at her fingernails. "Are you okay?" She asked, her voice sincere and sweet. Sharon only nodded. Brenda took the seat next to her and put her hand on one of Sharon's. "Is this about last night? Do you regret it?"
Sharon looked up into the blonde's eyes as she spoke. "Brenda," she started with a sigh, but didn't continue right away. "I don't regret last night. I just wish we had spoken about how everything was going to be after all of this. Was this a one- time thing for you guys?"
Brenda bit her lip. "Sharon we didn't want to use you and I'm sorry if that's how you feel." Brenda looked into the Captain's eyes and could see the uncertainty. "How about you just tell me what you want."
"I can't do this again," she admitted. Brenda pushed away the sadness that she felt and got up to pour them some coffee. After making her coffee the way she liked it, she brought over the sugar to Sharon and the cream. "Thanks," Sharon murmured into her cup.
Brenda hummed and then put her mug back on the table. "I'm sorry if we made you uncomfortable, I wouldn't have asked you if I didn't think you'd enjoy it."
Sharon shook her head and took her glasses off. "I did enjoy it, very much actually. It's just that I think some things shouldn't happen again and this is one of those things."
"Okay," Brenda said and sat back into her chair. They both sighed and then drank their coffee in silence. They finished their coffee and then Sharon decided that she'd go home and Brenda went back to bed with her husband.
Two weeks later.
Major Crimes drove up to the crime scene in their separate cars, all of them getting there around the same time. The red tape was the first thing most of them saw, everyone except Brenda. The first thing she saw was the woman who had done everything to avoid her the past few weeks. She sighed as she stepped out of the car, her heels hitting the street with a click. She made her way over to where the woman stood, her back facing away from Brenda. The guys walked close behind, but gave her some space.
"Captain," Brenda called to the woman who was a few inches away from her.
Sharon jumped slightly at the sound of the blonde's voice, but quickly turned around to face her superior office. "Chief Johnson," Sharon said in a soft calculated tone.
"Captain Raydor," Brenda said with a nod and sugar sweet smile.
Sharon looked around the crime scene, knowing exactly what Brenda wanted. "Before you say anything that could possibly bring up an argument and cause us to lose valuable time, I am going to go ahead and say that we can share the crime scene. I'd appreciate it if you let FID finish getting the statements from the witnesses before you approach them. Besides that, I'm sure that FID and Major Crimes can work around each other without any problems."
Brenda smiled and then turned to her boys and nodded her head to them and they all started to get to work. Brenda turned back around and could see that Sharon was ready to walk away, but she reached out her arm and stopped her. She saw the blush on the woman's cheek and it immediately brought back thoughts of the night that the woman had an orgasm right in front of her with her face flushed deeply. She looked up at the auburn haired woman looking at her expectantly and realized she was still holding on to her arm. She dropped her hand and then folded her arms.
"I just wanted to thank you," the Chief said.
Sharon's eyebrow rose a bit and then she spoke. "For allowing you to share the crime scene? We both know that you would have found a way for you to get what you wanted anyways, so I was just cutting out unnecessary steps." Sharon shrugged and saw the blonde's face drop. Sharon sighed and smiled at the woman. "You are welcome."
They separated and both got straight to work. Brenda didn't see the woman again until she was parking her car in the parking lot and she quickly got her car and walked over to the other woman's car. Sharon looked out her window and saw the blonde waiting for her to come out, but she didn't think she'd be able to handle being around the woman again. She closed her eyes and let her head fall back on the head rest as she opened the door. She sat up and composed herself as she stepped out of the car.
"Chief, is there something you needed?" Sharon asked as she slid her bag onto her shoulder and closed her car door.
"Can we talk?" Brenda asked as she bit down on her lip.
Sharon leaned against her car. "About what, Chief?"
Brenda shook her head. "Please don't do that," Brenda said. "Sharon, you have been avoiding me and..." she put up her hands to stop the Captain for speaking. "You have been avoiding me and I want to know why."
Sharon shoved her hands into her pockets and looked at the wall behind the blonde. "Chief, I think it would be best if we didn't talk about things that aren't work related."
Brenda wouldn't take that as an answer though. "I want to talk about this," Brenda said softly.
"You can't always get what you want. Chief," Sharon said, her rank coming out as a separate thought.
"Why does everything have to deal with me and gettin' my way? That's at least the second time you've said somethin' about me and gettin' my way."
Sharon looked the woman in the eye as she spoke to her. "Sometimes other people get affected by your choices and then there isn't anything that can be done about it." Sharon took a deep breath and then walked away.
Brenda watched her leave and had never felt so confuse. Affected by your choices- Brenda didn't even know what she was talking about anymore. She pushed herself up and went to her office. She walked straight past the guys and into her office. Once the shades were closed she slumped down into her chair and opened the drawer full of things that would help her think. Yes, chocolate would also feed her mind. She looked at the contents of the drawer as she bit into her bottom lip. She ultimately decided to go with a Reese's and was not disappointed when the chocolate and peanut butter melted onto her tongue.
The words continued to replay in her mind as she ate her chocolate. And, then she realized that she must have been talking about something pertaining to that night. But she couldn't figure out what. She finished the first Reese's cup and then bit into her second one. As the chocolate caressed her tongue she thought of the woman's words and then she knew what was going on. Well at least she thought she did, at least she had an idea. She finished that last cup and made her way up to FID.
She smiled at everyone she passed and then knocked on the Captain's door. Once the woman said to come in she took a deep breath and opened the door slowly. She walked in and closed the door quickly and noticed the woman eying her with questioning eyes. She sat down in one of the chairs and looked straight across the desk to the woman who still hadn't said a word since she saw that it was her.
"Chief," she greeted.
"Sharon I'm sorry," Brenda said softly.
Sharon tilted her head to the side. "What are you sorry for?"
Brenda sighed and leaned back into the chair. She watched as the woman ran her hand through her hair and it put a smile on her face. She cleared her throat as she felt the fluttering in her chest. "For asking you to do it. I realize that perhaps it may have not been a good idea."
Sharon unbuttoned the button on her blazer and leaned forward. "I told you already that I wanted to do it and I meant it and I have no regrets."
Brenda looked at the woman and she saw no signs that she was lying to her. She could tell that Sharon most likely did want to do it, but that left Brenda confused. "So why are you avoiding me?, and please answer me honestly."
Sharon looked towards her door as she spoke to Brenda. "I haven't been," she said and then turned to her desk.
"You're lying to me. Every time you lie to me you look away." Brenda saw the pain in the eyes of the woman in front of her; Sharon didn't even seem to be trying to hide it anymore. Brenda's heart broke when she saw it, she'd never wanted to hurt the woman. "Sharon can you just tell me what it is that I did so I can fix it?"
Sharon shook her head as she spoke. "You can't," she took a deep breath and then fell back into her chair. "There's nothing that you can do that wouldn't just make things more, uh, complicated."
Brenda stood up and walked around the desk and stood in front of the Captain and saw the woman almost move back. Brenda didn't let that stop her though. She couldn't, not when she was close to the woman she was missing like crazy the past two weeks. She put her hand on the woman's cheek and saw Sharon's eyes slowly meet hers. She was scared of what the woman would do; she didn't want to be rejected by her. She inched closer to her; very slowly she brought her lips to the other woman's lips. They barely touched, but she felt that electric pull inside her that she felt when she'd kissed her last.
She pulled back to see the Captain's eyes, hoping to see what she was thinking. But there was nothing there, she couldn't read them. But she didn't push her away so she brought their lips back together. This time she pushed her lips on the other woman's lips and she could feel Sharon's soft lips pillowing hers. Brenda moved her lips softly against the other woman's and at first she got no response, but then she felt Sharon's lips slowly meet her movements. They kissed slowly, passionately and lovingly. Brenda felt warm tears on her cheek and she knew she was starting to cry, but she didn't want to stop kissing the woman.
Brenda felt Sharon pull away and look at her and she could see the emotion in the woman's eyes. She was opening up more and Brenda only started to silently cry more when she was able to understand the woman's emotions. Sharon stood them both up straight and wiped away the tears that were falling from the blonde's sad eyes. Sharon closed her eyes quickly and drew in a deep breath and when she opened them back she saw Brenda's eyes staring deeply into hers.
Sharon looked away, but she felt Brenda gently turn her back to look at her. Silently they looked into each other's eyes, neither of them saying a word. The only thing that was heard in that room was the sound of their hearts pounding and the faint sound of the noise outside the office. They held each other in their arms and looked into the eyes of the woman in front of them. They both knew the moment had to end, but they wanted it to last as long as it could.
Sharon looked away again, but this time when Brenda brought her back to face her she saw tears. She almost started to cry again when she saw the woman start to tear up in front of her. Sharon moved away and wiped her eyes. "Sharon, come here," Brenda said with her hand held out. Sharon shook her head and then walked farther away.
"I think you should go Brenda," Sharon said slowly, but in a way that made Brenda know she wasn't suggesting it but telling her.
And with one last look at the woman she left her office and headed back to her own floor. As soon as she got off the elevator she shook off everything she was feeling and went straight to work. She buried herself in the work in front of her; she knew it was the only way she'd get through the day. So when Fritz called her at eight to see what she wanted for dinner she explained that she wouldn't be home until ten and that he should just eat without her. And when she got home an hour after the time she said she would, he was still up and immediately helped her into bed. But they didn't cuddle that night, she wouldn't do that, she couldn't because it wasn't right.
Three months later.
Brenda rolled over in the bed and almost forgot that there wasn't anyone beside her. She closed her eyes tightly and snuggled into the pillow, she'd need to get some rest so that she could get to work in the morning. She still wasn't able to sleep alone; it was becoming a problem for her. She sighed when she couldn't fall asleep and quickly got up and looked for her phone. After nearly tripping over air, she found it on the floor. She scrolled down to Fritz's name and hit the call button.
Three rings and a sleepy Fritz answered the phone. "Brenda?"
"I'm sorry to call you so late, but I need you."
She heard the sound of him yawning and then he spoke to her again. "What's wrong? Did something happen to you?"
Brenda shook her head and then realized that he couldn't see her. "No. Can you come here please?"
After a long pause she thought he'd fallen asleep on her, but then she heard his voice. "Give me ten."
"Thanks," she whispered into the phone and hung up.
Fifteen minutes later and Fritz was walking into the bungalow. He walked into the kitchen where he found Brenda drinking a glass of Merlot, well looking into it like it held all the answers to her problems. He pulled out a chair and sat down in it and slid her the chocolate he had picked up for her. She looked from the chocolate to him and smiled a smile that didn't quite make her saddened eyes.
"What's bothering you?" He finally asked.
She looked up into his eyes and then looked away. "I can't sleep alone," she admitted.
"What do you want me to do, Brenda?"
"Can you stay here with me? Can you stay with me one last night?" She asked as she started to cry again.
He got up and pulled her into his arms. "It's not me you want to sleep with, Brenda." She tensed in his arms and he began to rub her back soothingly. "You still haven't told her, have you?" She shook her head. "Brenda," he started as he led her to the bedroom. He stepped over the clothes that were all over the floor and stopped by the bed and he gently pushed her down on it. "You have to talk to her Brenda, she won't know how you feel unless you do."
"She doesn't want anything to do with me Fritz," she said sadly as he tucked her under the covers. "I'm sorry about all of this, I shouldn't have called you."
Fritz shook his head. "Brenda you are my best friend and all I want is for you to be happy and we both know it's not me that is going to make you happy. If I have to come over here every now and then until you tell her then that's what I'll do because I still love you and I want you to be happy."
"I don't deserve you, not even as a friend," Brenda said as she snuggled into the warmth of the covers. "I'm sorry that this happened like this."
He moved on the bed and sat beside her. "It's okay. You will be happy and I'm happy and Sharon will be happy as well, so that means this is good. Stop worrying over it so much, I know you didn't mean to fall in love with her and I know you didn't want to hurt me. We both know staying together wasn't the right thing to do, I'm just glad you told me."
Brenda smiled as she began to fall asleep. "I love you," she whispered.
"I love you, too," he said to her.
He waited until she was sleep and then he cleaned up the room some for her, knowing it wouldn't get done any other way. Then, he went in the kitchen and tidied up a bit more. Once the house looked like someone actually cleaned it he leaned against the counter and pulled out his phone. He'd already sent his girlfriend a text telling her that he was there and was glad that she didn't question him about it. Now all he had to do was make sure Brenda was okay and then he'd leave. And a quick check showed that she was so he left a note on the nightstand and left the house.
The next day Brenda was determined to go ahead with it, she'd already waited so long to be honest with the other woman. She took a deep breath before she knocked on the door of the woman's office. "Come in," she heard the soft tone of the woman's voice and almost turned away. But when she opened it and saw the faint smile on the woman's face she was glad that she hadn't. "Brenda, I was just about to bring something down to you." Sharon stood up and grabbed a folder off of her desk.
Brenda took the folder that was full of papers and she looked at it quickly before looking up at the other woman. She could hear her heart in her ears as she took a deep breath. "Can I talk to you about somethin'?" She looked at the open blinds and then back at the woman. "Somethin' personal," she added in.
Sharon looked up at the woman and nodded. She closed her blinds and then sat Brenda down in a chair and took the one next to her. Their knees touched and Sharon was about to move away, but then she felt Brenda's hand on her thigh. She looked up at the woman and tried to smile, but she couldn't get it out of her. She couldn't smile when it hurt so much to have the woman's hand on her thigh, she'd fallen for a married woman and that hurt her too much.
Brenda spoke, distracting her from her thoughts. "Sharon there's somethin' that I've been wantin' to tell you for a few months now, but I didn't know how." Brenda sighed and saw the woman's eyes avert to something behind her head. "Sharon please look at me," Brenda pleaded.
Sharon slowly looked back into Brenda's eyes and it felt like the hardest thing she'd ever done. "Brenda what is this about?"
Brenda removed her hand and then stood up. "I'm sorry, forget it."
Sharon watched as she was about to open the door and then something in her told her to stop her. So she did and when she put her hand on Brenda's arm she was pushed against the door that was about to be opened. Brenda started to kiss her, but she couldn't do that again. She wouldn't. "Brenda stop," she said and moved away. "You have to stop kissing me, you're married."
"Not for much longer," she whispered.
Sharon quickly looked up. "What?" Sharon asked, her voice a bit shaky.
"We've been separated for a little over two months now and we are going to get a divorce."
Sharon leaned against her desk. "I'm sorry," she said softly.
Brenda shook her head and walked over to Sharon. "Don't be, we aren't. That's what I wanted to talk to you about."
Sharon looked down at her hands as Brenda took them into her own. "What are you doing?" She asked in a whisper.
"I'm trying to tell you something that I don't know how to say," she said and felt the tears in her eyes start to burn.
"Just say it the best way you know how," Sharon offered, her eyes never leaving their hands.
Brenda moved in again and kissed Sharon, softly and quickly. "I love you," she whispered as the tears started again. Sharon was silent and that freaked Brenda out. "I'm sorry," she said quickly and let go of Sharon's hands.
Sharon reached out and pulled her to her. "Stop apologizing to me all the time." She placed her palm on the woman's cheek and then kissed her fully. Their lips moved together, their hands stroked each other's faces and arms. They kissed until they needed air and then Sharon said to Brenda: "I love you, Brenda." Brenda kissed her again, a kiss with promise and hope for the future.
One year later.
Brenda stood in Sharon's arms in the bedroom as they looked into the mirror. "You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen," Brenda said as she kissed Sharon's cheek.
Sharon blushed and then kissed Brenda's forehead. "I guess you've never seen yourself then because you are the most beautiful person there is."
Brenda turned to face Sharon. "I love you so much."
"I know darling and I love you twice as much." She said and then pecked her lips. "Now let's go before we're late."
Brenda frowned. "I don't want to go, I don't think Fritz really cares if we go to his wedding."
Sharon rolled her eyes. "Come on, we both know he does and besides I haven't seen him in awhile and I kind of miss him."
"Fine," Brenda said with a pout.
"And plus his soon-to-be wife is a blonde and we both know how much I love blondes."
Brenda swatted her arm and then walked away. "I guess you want to sleep on the couch tonight."
"You know you can't sleep without me there, Brenda Leigh."
"I hate you for knowin' me so well," she said as she slipped her shoes on.
Sharon smiled a bright smile, "I love you too," she said sarcastically.
"Of course you do," Brenda said and kissed Sharon.
Brenda's phone vibrated and Sharon moved away from her, granting her permission to check it. She watched her as she smiled from ear to ear at whatever she was looking at. She grabbed her purse and started to think about how lucky she was. When she agreed to sleep with Brenda and her husband this wasn't what she expected. She smiled to herself and grabbed Brenda's hand. Together they walked to the car, both of them smiling at each other. Their only reason was that they were in love, and that was reason enough for them.
After the wedding.
Sharon unlocked the door for the two of them and let Brenda walk in first. She watched happily as Brenda's hips swayed side to side while walking into their kitchen. Sharon locked the door and went into the kitchen. "Of course you'd go straight to the wine after coming home," she said to the blonde who was pouring them both a glass of wine.
Brenda smiled and passed Sharon her glass. "It's celebratory wine," Brenda said with a smile that turned Sharon's heart into goo.
"Oh," Sharon said, the enthusiasm in voice making her radiate. "And what are we celebrating?"
Brenda grabbed a hold of Sharon's hand and brought it to her lips and placed a gentle kiss on her knuckles. She smiled when her eyes locked with the green eyes of the woman she loved. "We are celebrating us,"she said softly.
"I thought we did that this morning," Sharon joked.
Brenda rolled her eyes. "I'm tryin' to do something here and all you can think about is mornin' sex? I can't believe you Sharon Raydor," she said and shook her head with mock disbelief.
Sharon giggled, something that only Brenda made her do. "Okay baby, go ahead," Sharon said sweetly, giving the blonde her undivided attention.
"Sharon,"she smiled, "I love you more than I've ever loved anyone else and I've never been so sure of anythin' in my life." Brenda bit her lip and then looked away briefly before continuing. "Honey, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to fall asleep in your arms every night and I want to wake up to the sound of you getting ready at ridiculous times. I want you to come drag me out of work when I stay too late and I want to take bubble baths with you every time you've had a stressful day." Brenda smiled as she thought for a moment and could see that Sharon was smiling as well. "Sharon I want..." Brenda trailed off and Sharon cut in.
"Just say it," she said with a smile that made her eyes crinkle.
Brenda gulped and could feel her hands shake a little because of her nerves."Will you marry me, honey?"
Sharon let a single tear fall down her smiling lips. She put her wine down and threw her arms around Brenda and kissed her deeply. Their tongues danced inside their mouths and both women were quickly out of breath. "Of course I'll marry you," she kissed her again, a more passionate kiss that sealed the package to their untold future.
When they separated they drank their wine and moved to the bedroom. They sat down on the bed and then Brenda stood up quickly, remembering what she'd forgotten. She moved to the nightstand on her side and underneath the chocolate and ding dongs was a small box. "I almost forgot to give you your ring," she said as she slid the ringer onto the woman's slender finger.
Sharon looked at the shinning ring, "it's gorgeous."
Brenda kissed the woman's hand and smiled. "Not as gorgeous as the woman wearing it," she whispered.
"I love you so much," Sharon said as she pulled Brenda up to her lips.
Brenda smiled a wide smile, "I love you more." She said against her lips as she was pulled to lie down on top of Sharon's body. Their legs intertwined as they looked into each other's eyes. Sharon moved up and pecked Brenda's lips and then lied her head back down on the pillow. Brenda smiled as she felt Sharon's hands protectively holding their bodies together, and it was just like it always was with them, they filled the spaces of each other's bodies; they became one. "I could stay in your arms like this forever," she whispered as she put her lips to Sharon's again.
Sharon smiled, her eyes glowing in the almost dark room and crinkling the way that Brenda thought made her look adorable. Sharon kissed Brenda slowly, their lips barely touched, but the sensation was felt everywhere. They both smiled under the other's lips, the love evident in each brush of their lips. It was Brenda who deepened the kiss; she knew how to make Sharon melt beneath her touch and she wanted to do nothing more. She stroked Sharon's face as she kissed her. Every ounce of passion was slowly draining from her mouth as they kissed each other. Sharon's tongue slid against her lip, but she didn't grant her the access she so desperately wanted. Brenda wanted to take it as slowly as they could.
Brenda could feel Sharon's hands making circles on her back and it put a smile to her lips. She'd always loved when she did that to her, it showed her how much she actually just enjoyed kissing her. Brenda lifted from the kiss and looked down at the woman she'd fallen in love with. She took her breath away every time she saw her and this was not an exception for that. Brenda was not only speechless, but she felt as if her heart had stopped.
Sharon traced the outline of Brenda's arm with the tip of her finger and could see Brenda's eyes darken with the unspoken lust she still had. Sharon smirked, she loved knowing that she still had it in her. She rolled them over and placed gentle kisses onto Brenda's lips. Her hands roamed over the parts of her body that she could reach and she felt Brenda's hand in her hair. Brenda pulled her closer, her nails slightly scratching her scalp. For a while they kissed, there wasn't anything else that concerned them at the moment besides the lips of the person they loved.
Sharon placed soft kisses down Brenda's jaw and was powered on by the soft sighs of her lover. She gently nibbled on the spot under her ear and Brenda moaned quietly. Sharon used the tip of her tongue to lick up her ear before bringing it into her mouth and gently sucking on it. Sharon could feel her own body heat up as Brenda's fingertips danced on the part of her back that was bare. She licked a trail down Brenda's neck and could feel the goosebumps appear. She slid her hand down to Brenda's side and she slowly slid down the zipper of the strapless dress the woman wore. She kissed along Brenda's collarbone, her tongue snaking out every now and then to taste her skin. She could feel Brenda's pulse quicken as she moved to the hollow of her neck.
Brenda watched every movement Sharon made, she watched carefully as she caressed her body. Those circles that Brenda loved so much were being made on the soft skin on her side. Sharon's teeth and lips stopped where they were and her tongue licked the indent in her throat. Brenda moaned as Sharon's tongue flickered softly on her and then she felt the woman's soft lips begin to gently suck on that oh-so-sensitive spot. A throaty moan escaped her and vibrated on Sharon's lips. Sharon always enjoyed leaving marks on the woman, but Brenda would always get mad at her the next day and it would discourage her for a while. But tonight none of that would matter, she'd claim the woman that claimed her heart.
Brenda's nails dug into Sharon's bare back lightly as the woman drove her crazy simply by kissing and sucking on her neck. Sharon moaned onto Brenda's neck and it sent electric shocks straight to her core. As Sharon continued to drive her insane she unzipped the woman's dress. Her hands caressed the woman's skin and she felt like she'd never be able to get enough of just touching the woman's skin. Sharon kissed her way down the woman's chest and lifts her body so she can pull off Brenda's dress. Brenda whimpered once her dress was off and her body was only covered by a pair of panties.
Sharon looked at the body of the woman before her and she not only felt lust, but she felt the love that she had for the remarkable woman below her. She used her index finger to slide down Brenda's side, "I love the curve of your body." She leaned down and licked the valley between her breasts. "I love the way your skin tastes, especially here," she said as she moved her tongue to the woman's navel. Brenda moaned lowly and Sharon looked into her eyes. "And I love the way you moan and the way your eyes glisten like they are right now." She smiled as she took her lover's hands into her own." I also love your hands, not only because what these fingers can do, but also because they fit perfectly in mine. And I love when you hold my hand at night because it reminds me that you aren't going anywhere." She leaned forward and kissed her softly, their lips only brushing. "I especially love your lips; they're perfect."
Brenda smiled and kissed their joined hands. Sharon continued. "I love your laugh because it makes me laugh and never fails to bring a smile to my face." She looked down to the woman's chest. "I love your heart the most because no matter what anyone thinks I know how big it is. And it always amazes me how much you really care for people and it shows how amazing you are." She leaned down and kissed the spot above her heart. "But most importantly I love you, the woman that I want to spend the rest of my life with." She kissed her again, and Brenda pulled Sharon to her with urgency.
"I love you too darling, every part of you." Brenda whispered into the crook of Sharon's neck. She helped Sharon strip out of her dress, placing soft kisses over every newly uncovered inch of skin. She kissed her back slowly as her hands played over each of her ribs and she kissed down her thighs as Sharon ran her fingers through her hair. They explored each other's bodies as if it were new to them. They took their times and listened to where their partner moaned and sighed. Their eyes never really left the other's, they enjoyed seeing the effect they were having on the other and both of them expressed everything in their eyes.
Brenda lied Sharon on her stomach and kissed both of her shoulders softly. Sharon smiled and watched her in the mirror and she could see every part of Brenda melt as she moaned from her touches. Sharon closed her eyes briefly as Brenda licked between her shoulder blades. The sensations she felt from that was making her so aroused, but then Brenda took it to the next level. Brenda began to gently suck and nibble on that spot and Sharon let out a deep throaty moan. She hummed a 'mmmmm' and then Brenda sucked a bit harder, receiving the same response. Brenda continued her journey letting her breath wash over the woman's hyper aware body. She placed kisses down her back again, sucking on the side because she knew how it drove her crazy. She scratched her nails down her back gently as she moved down to her ass. She placed a kiss on both sides and continued down to her thighs, letting her hands rub against her ass as she kissed and licked on her inner thighs.
"That feels amazing, baby," Sharon whispered and saw Brenda look up and smile at her in the mirror. She continued to watch her as her blonde hair teased her skin and her hands massaged her ass. She felt Brenda's tongue slide all the way up her inner thigh and she moaned into the darkened bedroom. Brenda kissed her way back up her body and met Sharon for a kiss, her body lying against Sharon's back. Brenda sucked Sharon's lip into her mouth and nibbled on it, teasing her with every movement. When Sharon sighed Brenda opened her mouth to Sharon's tongue and let it run against the roof of her mouth, feeling tingles move through her body.
Brenda rolled off of the woman's back when their kiss broke and Sharon quickly moved to the spot between her legs. She got her knees and lifted one of Brenda's feet and brought it to her mouth. She kissed the sole of her foot and then kissed her ankle and then kissed up her legs, her eyes connected with the blonde the whole time. She kissed to her knee and then lifted her leg slightly and bent so that she could kiss behind it. She sucked and kissed there gently, the blonde sighing and moaning softly. She repeated with the other leg and then kissed up her inner thighs. She nibbled on her skin and could feel the woman squirm with pleasure beneath her lips. She moved to where she wanted her and could already see the effect taking it slow had on the blonde.
Sharon loved to do a lot of things to this woman and tasting her was one of the things on the top of the list. Brenda's eyes sparkled as she watched Sharon slowly kiss her mound. Her tongue slowly slid into her wet folds and Sharon smiled as she tasted the woman. Her tongue slowly went over her ready nub and she watched carefully as Brenda's eyes grew black and dilated. Brenda reached out for Sharon's hand and she gave it up to her without a fight. With their fingers interlocked Sharon began to suck gently on her clit and lather up her juices. She sucked on the woman's swollen folds and then stuck her tongue back into her warm center. She used her tongue to please her while Brenda used her free hand to teasingly run her fingers through her hair, gently scratching on her scalp.
Brenda pulled Sharon up to kiss her and as much as she was enjoying tasting her wet center, she enjoyed kissing her even more. As they kissed Brenda rolled them over and gently pinned her to the bed. She kissed her way down the woman's body and wasted no time in slipping her tongue into her awaiting center. Brenda's tongue explored her soft walls and caused the auburn haired woman to moan soft words of encouragement. She loved to hear her moan, the sound replayed in her head at the worst times, but she secretly enjoyed it. She smiled when she remembered the last meeting she had with Pope and all she could think about was the sound of Sharon moaning. Perhaps that's not a good thing, but the woman's voice had that affect on her; she had a voice that was meant for moaning. Brenda licked faster with the selfish need of wanting to hear her moan on her mind. She was rewarded with just that, a low throaty moan came from her and it sent shivers down her spine.
Brenda brought the woman's clit into her mouth and watched Sharon bite her lip as she began to suck gently. She used the flat of her tongue to push against her clit and saw Sharon's eyes roll back with every sensation. Brenda smirked to herself, she loved the responses she got from her when they made love. Brenda's hands stroked the woman's thighs and Sharon sighed and moaned loudly. Brenda could feel the woman's pulse on her clit, it was fast and she loved this little reminder of what was going on. She was pulled up for a kiss, both of them knowing that they were in store for a little teasing and they actually seemed to be teasing themselves instead of the other. Brenda began to gently kiss Sharon's breasts, doing to the other what she'd do the first one. She kissed them, licked them and then finally brought the nipple into her mouth and rolled it between her lips.
Sharon moaned and slid her hand between them and slipped into Brenda's mound. At first they had trouble with trying to finger each other while lying against each other, but it was something they'd perfected with practice... lots and lots of practice. Brenda opened her legs to giver her better access and then slipped her own hand down so that she could finger Sharon. Moans filled the air, promises of love filled their ears and they both held on tight to each other.
Sharon panted down on Brenda's head as she looked down to the woman who was sending her over the edge with every touch. "I love you," Sharon whispered.
Brenda moaned on to her breast and then moved her head so she could see into the woman's eyes. "I love you too, beautiful," she said sweetly and then groaned as Sharon hit just the right spot. "Oh. Sharon." Brenda moaned.
Sharon felt her own orgasm about to hit her and she could tell that Brenda was close too. The look in her eyes was all she needed to show her that. She quickened her pace and felt Brenda do the same inside her. Brenda started to rock over Sharon's body, pushing her fingers insanely deep inside her. They moaned and groaned together as they expressed their undying love for one another with simple touches. Their bodies began to tense at the same times and they both cursed silently as the waves of bliss move through their bodies. They both cried out until they could no longer take anymore and then hands were stilled and bodies relaxed.
Brenda rolled over and lied next to Sharon, her head rested on her chest, the sound of her racing heart filling her ears. Sharon smiled down at her and kissed the top of her head. "Goodnight, beautiful," she whispered.
Brenda kissed Sharon's chest. "Goodnight, fiancé," she said with a big smile on her face. And even though she couldn't see Sharon's face she knew she was smiling. Somethings you just know when it comes to the one you love, and that was one of them. And like that, in each other's arms like they belonged, they fell asleep.
A/N: Sometimes three is better than two, but sometimes two is even better :) Hope you guys liked it.