A/N: So I finally I got some inspiration. I don't know if you will like what came from it but here it is. Like I said before I haven't had the want to write. But I started a new story call Confused & Hurting which you guys should check out and tell me what you think. HAPPY 2014 EVERYONE!
Chapter 10
"Hey buddy. I got some good news. Since you've been doing so great you've been allowed visitors again." Kendall said excitingly.
"That's great! Now if I only had any" sarcasm dripping every word never looking up from his book.
"Ahh! But I have a surprise"
"Kendall! Why would you bring me here you know I hate this kind of stuff." As soon as Logan heard the voice he knew who it was. He looked up to the doorway.
"Carlos?"
Carlos turned from Kendall at te mention of his name. He stopped in path staring at the man in the bed.
"Now Logan before you freak out. This is the real Carlos. This is my cousin Carlos. I spoke to Gustavo and he agreed that the idea to bring him here a put an end to some of your delusions, was a good idea. However, we were supposed to prepare you for it first." Kendall turned to Carlos. "That's why someone was souse to wait at the nurses' station for me."
"Carlos?" Logan said again in utter disbelief.
"Logan?" Carlos repeated. "Why are you here?" he asked.
"Wait. Carlos you actually do know Logan?" Kendal asked.
Carlos nodded as he began to walk to a now standing Logan." You should have told me this Kendall" Carlos whispered.
"I'm sorry I didn't know you actually knew him"
Logan didn't move from his spot worried this was a delusion or dream again. He couldn't afford either right now. Carlos was inches from him and reached a hand out to touch him, but Logan look a step back.
"You seem different. Are you ok?" Carlos asked with tear rimming his eyes. Logan didn't say nor did anything.
"Maybe we should take them to Dr. Roque's office. I'm sure we all need to talk this through. I'll go get James." With that Kendall walked out the room, leaving the confused delusional boy and the happily crying Latino in the room.
"If you're the real Carlos, how do you know me?" Logan asked afraid of what may be the truth.
"You don't remember me?" Carlos asked worried. Logan shook his head.
"No. Something happened to me. I don't know what but it caused me to forget a lot of my memories." Logan explained. Carlos looked away from Logan's eyes.
"I see. But how did you know my name then?" Carlos asked quietly. Tears falling quickly down his face.
"I know your face from my hallucinations, but I don't know who you are." Logan said trying to stop himself from comforting the man who looked exactly like the man he loved.
"Logan!" James exclaimed as he came into the room. He moved to Logan's side, moving him away from the sobbing Latino. Kendall moved to Carlos embracing him in a hug.
"Let's go talk to Gustavo" Kendal said as he urged Carlos to walk. Logan slowly followed them out with James' arm around him.
When they all reached the office Carlos had calmed down and was drink some water Kendall had gotten him. Logan and Carlos where seating in the two chairs in front of Dr. Roque's desk. Kendall and James were standing behind them just in case something happens.
"Do you two have coverage?" the large man asked the two orderlies. They nodded in response.
"Trevor and Damien are taking care of our patients" James explained. Gustavo nodded and then turned his attention to the two men in the chairs.
"So Logan how do you about Carlos actually being here?" He asked.
Logan didn't answer he just turned his head and stared at Carlos. "You all can see him and I'm not dreaming?"
"Yes Logan we can see him and no you are not dreaming."
"Then I'm relieved because maybe you can help me understand everything that is going on in my mind" He reached out and touched Carlos for the first time. Carlos gasped at the contact. "Carlos you said I don't remember you." He squeezed his hand. "Please help me remember" Carlos nodded fresh tears falling.
"So you actually do know Logan?" Gustavo asked.
Carlos took a deep breathe. "Yes. We were together for 6 years."
"WHAT?!" Everyone but Carlos and Logan exclaimed.
"Yes. We had met when I had broken my arm saving that cat while I was training and he was a med student. We had really hit it off and started going out not long after. Logan did try to be all cool though waited three days to call me and everything" Carlos said as he got lost in his memories, but no one interrupted him. "Logan was already with Camille but I was ok with we were both afraid of losing our jobs if we came out. So he kept dating her as a cover. I felt bad for her especially when she proposed and he said yes."
"Wait. She proposed?" James asked breaking Carlos' daze. Carlos nodded and looked at Logan.
"Why did you say yes? You never told me." He said with anger.
"I don't know. From what I can remember I was already married when we met. Maybe my mind changed it so I didn't feel guilty or something."
"WELL THAT'S NOT FAIR. BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH I CAME OUT AND EVERYTHING WAS OK YOU STOOD HIDDEN LIKE A COWARD. AND IVE BEEN SO MUCH PAIN SINCE YOU DISAPPEARED 3 YEARS AGO. YOU'VE BEEN HERE PRETENDING EVERYTHING HAS BEEN OK AND IVE BEEN HURTING. I HATE YOU LOGAN MITCHELL!" Carlos started to scream in anger his face soaked in tears. Kendall hugged him in an attempt to calm him down. Logan just sat there in shock.
"What about Katie and Dak? Did you two actually have children?" Gustavo asked.
"Don't mention those names to me." Carlos said coldly. Gustavo actually backed away from his desk a bit. Carlos gave a deep sigh. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't be talking about them like that. No, we didn't have children."
"Then how do you know them?" Kendall asked.
"I don't. You did." He looked at Logan. Who looked the most confused of them all.
"I did?" He asked. Carlos nodded.
"Katie and Dak were patients of yours. They were siblings and very very sick. You cared so much for them and just couldn't take it when they pasted away. Sometime after Camille caught us together and decided to divorce you. Then she took the kids and you just wasn't the same. You started to talk to nothing, saying it was Katie and Dak. I thought you were just grieving, but then you starting calling them our children. That's when I knew something was wrong. Then there was that night…." Carlos began to violently sob. Logan shot up and wrapped his arms around him.
"I'm sorry I put you through that." He whispered into the crying man's ear.
"I know this is difficult but what happened next?" Gustavo said gently.
Carlos took deep breathes. "One night you just snapped when I pointed out we didn't have children. You had pushed be and I fell down the stairs. I was ok just some bruises but I knew I had to leave. I broke up with you. Then you disappeared. I thought you may come back but when you didn't I decided to move on. I left to Florida."
"DO remember any of this Logan?" James asked. Logan just shook his head.
"Katie and Dak are dead?" Logan whispered in tears.
"DAD! DON'T LISTEN TO THEM. DAD WE ARE HERE. WE ARE ALIVE" Logan heard. He turned his head to see Katie and Dak behind Gustavo. He got up tears streaming down his face. He shook his head trying to get rid of them.
"NO! YOU'RE NOT REAL!" He screamed making his way to the door.
"Logan! What do you see?" James asked looking in the direction Logan was screaming see nothing but a wall.
"NO!" Logan ran out of the room.
A/N: So there it is. I know a lot of this story has been confusing, but since it was in Logan point of view it was meant to be like that. I didn't think it was fair to you guys though so I reread the past chapters and tried to clear up some points, but this isn't the end because Logan is still sick. Hope fully you guys don't hate me. What do you Logan is gonna do? How do you think he is going to take all of this? And do you think Carlos will take Logan back after seeing his episode?
Till Next Time :)