I sat on my bed . Staring at at the plain white ceiling. tears formed in my eyes as thought enter my head, but i had to except the pain. Heath choose Sable, no me . I should have know why would have choosen me i was an emo little girl. Sable was the girl that wanted. I couldnt stop thinking of him. hosetly i didnt know why. " Ash," it was my foster mom," Are you ok? i know uyour sad about Heath, but there others out there."

I choose not listen even the sound of his name hurt.i looked time 6:30 i knew had to get school, but having to them together would cut deep into my skin. I gut up but my botdf shirt and black jeans. slide on my black vans.I walk into the bathroom teaesd and did makeup. i walk into bus stop and waited. I hated going the bus having everyone stare. I saw bus from a far. it getaly made stop . i got sat down next my friend May. I knew could see the pain in my face. "um Ash, is this Heath thing still hurting.''

i nodded to afriad to speak of my hugged me tight. i was never the girl t pain but this hurt like knives. " hey listen just dont look at them, he only choose her for her popluarity. remember jose. the guy i was in love with and he love back we secret all time cause he was a shamed of me. At least Heath told you he loved you in public not in the middle of the forest where no one could see me. So stop crying he did love you. Ok.!" she said tears formed in her hazel eyes. Her and jose dated for three years in secert. No one except for me. I knew I was really rude to her to complian about this but it hurt i coudnt stop pain. the bus stop school everyone got out. we walk over lockers, thats when i say Heath and Mable i ran to afrian for him to see my tears. May chased after me . i kept running. i hide like everyonr did in high school to cry. I heard it was may there bunch of other girls there."hey get out " she to the others evryone did. " ash...