This story was written for Supernatural RPS fandom and it became my most successful fanfic ever. I've changed the characters' names and everything so I could share it with you all. Enjoy! :)

"They are part of the list
Things that I miss
Things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile
Or the way we kiss
What I noticed is this
I come up with something new every single time that I sit in reminisce
You'll live in my memories forever more I swear…"

The day his wife told him that she was pregnant was one of the best days in Burt Hummel's life. Elizabeth was the love of his life. They were high school sweethearts. He wasn't a football star and she wasn't a cheerleader but they were the "It" couple. They were Burt and Elizabeth. While they were in college, as soon as he had planned his life and was confident that she was the one for him, Burt proposed to Elizabeth and they were married the day she turned twenty-one. Once they were declared husband and wife, Burt Hummel couldn't be happier and he was ready to be the best husband for his wife.

Exactly one year later, on the day they celebrated their first anniversary together, they decided to start a family. Elizabeth didn't mind the fact that she was still young to be a mother because it was her dream. For Burt, having a family with Elizabeth was like a dream come true. Who wouldn't like to raise kids with someone you love? Burt was more than happy to be the father of Elizabeth's children. In fact, he wanted lots of babies with her. He wanted offspring that would have Elizabeth's lovely smile, Elizabeth's bright hazel eyes, and he wanted everything about Elizabeth in his children.

Burt and Elizabeth Hummel's dream of becoming parents almost came true when Elizabeth was pregnant just after a few months of trying. They were ready to take on the responsibility. Both of them had great jobs and they could provide for their family. Their parents were happy for them as well since both of them were the only child in their family; this would be their parents' first grandkid. It was surreal for Burt knowing he was going to be a father. He was going to have a child of his own. As for Elizabeth, this was it. This was her ultimate desire and she had already begun counting the days until her baby was to be born. Both of them couldn't wait to meet their kid.

However on the eighty-ninth day of her pregnancy, something bad happened that destroyed Elizabeth's dream. She lost the child that she was carrying and she was devastated. Despite her heart problem, the doctor assured her that that was not the reason why her baby was gone. The doctor gave her a pile of crap reasons and she didn't believe any of them. For Elizabeth, the fates were cruel to her. It was cruel for them to take her child away from her. Her baby didn't even get the chance to see the world and the truth was overwhelming. Burt tried everything to calm his wife but it was pointless. Elizabeth was broken from the inside out.

Even so, the Hummels refused to give up. They kept trying and one year later, Elizabeth became pregnant again. The second pregnancy had been hard on her. She suffered very badly from morning sickness and it made her very weak. There were times where she couldn't walk or even get up from the bed. When, she couldn't do her chores, not that Burt had minded, she was upset that she couldn't be the wife Burt expected her to be. Burt had told her so many times that it was okay. She was pregnant with his child, and he didn't mind at all because he could manage with the help of their parents. Truth be told, he believed the job to handle everything in the household was his, not his wife's.

As fate would have it luck wasn't on their side this time around either. Just like the last time, the pregnancy didn't make it to the second trimester and both parents were distraught again. The same thing kept happening on and on for years and finally, after ten years of trying, good luck finally knocked on their door. After so many miscarriages, Elizabeth Hummel succeeded in keeping her baby till the third trimester and no miscarriage had happened. Once they found out that they were having a boy, Burt started painting the nursery with a blue color with a little bit of white to add sparks. Elizabeth also began knitting a sweater for her baby boy. At night, Burt and Elizabeth would discuss names. They wanted to choose the perfect name for their baby.

On the eighth month of her pregnancy, Elizabeth was rushed to the hospital. She started having chest pain and had difficulty breathing and when she fainted, Burt took her to the hospital straight away. The doctor told the parents-to-be that the pregnancy was putting too much pressure on Elizabeth's heart and her blood circulation was increasing the risk of complications for her. Her blood volume increased making her heart rate increase as well causing her heart to work harder especially during the birth. The doctor wanted to terminate the pregnancy to save Elizabeth's life via surgery because if they didn't do so, her heart would overload and she could have a heart attack.

Nevertheless, Elizabeth didn't agree with the doctor's suggestions. She wouldn't even listen to her husband. After so many lost, this baby was a gift to her. She didn't have the heart to kill the innocent young life. If it was meant for her to lose hers, then let it be. She would bring her baby boy into the world and that was final. The doctors were struggling to stabilize Elizabeth but her congestive heart failure was worsening every single day, leaving Burt anxious every second. Elizabeth was a stubborn woman but Burt was not ready to lose his wife. They had been together for so long, he couldn't bear a life without her.

The day his son was born into the world, was the day Burt Hummel lost his wife Elizabeth, forever.

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Alexander Anderson, Jr. had everything in his life. He was born and raised to a wealthy family in Ohio. He was the golden child of his father, a smart student and he could get anything he wanted although one thing he was missing was a mother. His father and his mother were divorced when he was six and because his father, Alexander Anderson, Sr. was a respectable business man in Westerville, his father won custody. Starting from that day, Alex never met his mother again. Alex's dad wasn't a bad father but seriously, he didn't pass as a good father either. His dad was a very busy man and all he cared about was his work. Alex technically had been raised by the maids.

Even though Alex's father was a rich man, Alex was kind of surprised his father didn't marry again after his mother. Alex didn't give a damn about it either, he was just curious. As time had gone by he was becoming a man himself, and his father's welfare was none of Alex's business. He had his life and he was glad he could get away from his father during his college life. He wanted to be a painter, an artist and show his talent to the world but as usual, his father destroyed that as well. He was forced to change his course of study and obliged to be a businessman like his old man.

Alex who didn't always believe in marriage, turned into a playboy. There would be a different woman who accompanied him every day and every night, if possible. He did a great job on his work like his dad always wanted although it felt like hell but his personal life was heaven. With his good looks and his wealth, it wasn't hard to pick up girls. Despite everything, he did make a mistake. On his thirtieth birthday, a girl came to him and told him he had a child with her. This child, his son was already three-years-old and he only found out about him now. Alexander Anderson, Sr. found out about the boy and he was furious. They had to do a DNA test to prove that the kid was Alex's and the results had proven that the woman's son was his.

Alex didn't know what agreement his dad had made with the woman and he didn't even remember her face or her name but the woman disappeared after that, leaving the boy with him. The only thing his dad told him was that he couldn't let the boy come to them with his mom years later just to take everything that belonged to him; the money, the title, everything. Alex couldn't believe his father was that type of a man. Because of his mistake, his father arranged a marriage for him with a woman he didn't know. A couple of months later, he was engaged to Amelia James, the daughter of Bradley James, one of his father's friends.

By the end of the year, Alex Anderson was married to Amelia. Amelia was a sweet woman with stunning brown hair and was a very faithful daughter. The marriage was against her will too but she didn't know how to tell her father just because she loved him so much. Alex liked her but he was not in love with her and he was so not ready to become a husband. The role as a father was hard enough for him. He really couldn't let go of his bachelor life because life as a single man was awesome. He didn't even pay that much attention to his son Cooper, and he certainly was not going to 'suffer' as a husband as well. Next thing he knew, Amelia was pregnant. The news was a shock to him but his father was extremely pleased about it.

Alex's father truly was a son of a bitch. His father hated Cooper, and didn't acknowledge or care about the boy, but when Amelia told him that she was pregnant, it was like Amelia's child was his father's first grandchild. Alexander Anderson, Sr. told everyone about the great news whenever he could. He had decorated the nursery for the baby, bought clothes and went as far as to create a college fund for the unborn child. Cooper didn't yet have one. Despite the bad attention Alex's father gave his son, Amelia didn't do something like that. Amelia adored Cooper. Amelia loved Cooper like Cooper was hers and Cooper felt affection for his stepmother too. As for the boy, Amelia was his real mother.

Alex was changing into a better man when the pregnancy news broke. He was still hanging out at the bars every night when he married Amelia but he stayed faithful to her. However when Amelia became pregnant, he decided to transform his own self. On his mind, the baby was his. He made it although it wasn't planned and unexpected. Even though Cooper was his child too, this time around it was different. He was there when the news came out, he was there to see the progression his wife made and he was ready to bring a new life into the world. He was not a young man anymore, he was getting older every day and he was also financially stable. Easy to say, Alex Anderson was all set.

Amelia's pregnancy went by like any pregnancy. She was having morning sickness like other mothers, but not bad. She didn't have any weird cravings but her desire for sour food scared Alex sometimes. Alex was there to fulfill everything for her, since she was carrying his baby, it was the least he could do. She was excited to be a mother and she made sure Cooper didn't get left out from the great occasion. She took Cooper with her to buy new clothes for the baby, other things that the baby might need and figuring out names. When Cooper requested a baby brother so he would have a friend to play with, Amelia just chuckled.

The baby development turned out to be good. Through the last weeks of her pregnancy, Amelia was a little bit miserable but she was content. She couldn't wait to meet her child. She decided not to know the gender of the baby. She wanted it to be a surprised. Alex was okay with his wife's decision as well because truthfully, he didn't mind if he had a son or a daughter. Exactly nine month after his wedding, Alex Anderson welcomed another son into his life at four in the morning.

On the same day too, Alex realized he was in love with his wife Amelia, and he knew they would last forever.

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Alex sat together with his wife, watching their new son sleep. Cooper was widely awake, staring at his new baby brother. Alex ruffled the boy's hair and his first born looked up at him. Alex felt a deep feeling of guilt looking into Cooper's innocent eyes. He had neglected Cooper just because he was an 'accident' and the 'proof' of his mistake. Now he was the father of two. Cooper wasn't his only child anymore because the new one, Blaine Anderson had arrived.

Blaine… the name he and his wife chose together for their son. It was Amelia's mother maiden name and now it has been passed to their heir. Blaine was also a name that Cooper had agreed on since the name started with the letter B, which came before C for Cooper. Alex's father didn't have the same opinion though because he wanted to name the new baby after him… again. He wanted another Alexander Anderson in the family but this time, Alex didn't let his father make the decision. Blaine and Cooper's wellbeing belonged to him and his wife only, not other people.

Alex smiled at the nurse when she took his baby away to be placed with the other babies. Blaine was not going to be here any longer starting from tomorrow because his baby boy was perfectly healthy so he could bring Blaine home the next morning, precisely twenty-four hours after the birth. Alex kissed Amelia's and Cooper's temple before he followed the nurse so that he could keep an eye on his newborn. He guaranteed today was his last day of peaceful sleep because after this, Blaine would 'haunt' his nights for at least six months.

Alex didn't expect to find one of his employees standing in front of the babies' room. He knew Burt Hummel personally. The man had been working for his father way before he took the job to replace his dad. Burt was a very hardworking employee and his company was lucky to have Burt as their Head of Accounting. Burt's wife was pregnant with their first child and from where he was standing right now, it seemed like Burt had become a father like him as well. But what Alex didn't supposedly see was that the man was crying. Fresh tears were wetting his tired face. He came closer and Burt looked at him right away. His eyes contained a very dejected look in them and Alex knew something was wrong.

Alex almost dropped onto the floor when Burt told him Elizabeth had passed away giving birth to their son. Alex didn't know Elizabeth had a heart problem and the pregnancy along with giving birth had cost her, her life. Burt was a widower now. He had a new baby to take care of and he had to do all the jobs as a parent alone. Alex felt very sorry for his worker. It was a cruel fate to take a wife from a husband and a mother from her baby son. The baby would grow up without a mother and Alex felt very sad for the kid. He made a promise to himself that he would help Burt and his kid whenever they needed it.

This had and would be the start of something new for everyone.

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Burt was still standing there although Alex had excused himself a few minutes ago. He couldn't accept the fact that he was left alone to take care of a son without Elizabeth. This was Elizabeth's dream. Elizabeth belonged to be here. Elizabeth had the right to see her son. She couldn't just be gone like that. Burt glared at his son. Kurt Hummel was the reason why this all happened. He was angry, happy and sad at the same time. He was angry because of Kurt; Elizabeth wasn't here with him anymore. He was happy because he was a father now and he was sad because Kurt would never know his mother.

Burt glanced at the baby next to his son. The baby was his employer's baby. It hurt, knowing Alex had it all. He had a wife, children and basically, a family. Burt looked closely at the Anderson's baby. He was almost the same size as Kurt, only a little bit bigger. They did share some similarities though. Bald head, round face, small mouth; the cutest qualities for newborn babies but it still felt unfair. This baby, the Anderson's baby Blaine, was a healthy baby as Alex told him so. He could go home tomorrow while Kurt was stuck in the hospital for at least a week. Kurt was born four days ago but he was still here while Blaine, who only had been born that morning, could leave.

Kurt had a problem with his heart… just like the late Elizabeth did. Burt was scared as hell when the news broke out. He couldn't handle another loss. He had to leave his son to attend his wife's funeral and it was so hard, Burt wished he could die instead and when the doctor told him Kurt… his son Kurt, had a congenital heart defect that was it. He had punched the doctor out of frustration. He screamed like a mad man at the rooftop of the hospital, yelling his anger so the world would know what he felt. His wife was dead and his son could follow her next.

Burt kept gazing at the two babies. It was amazing how much they looked alike. It was funny as well that both of them were the only boys in the room because the others were all girls. When the nurse came to him and told him he had to leave, he obediently followed her order. Burt took a deep breath and made his move but even so, he already made a big decision. It might not be the wisest choice but it would change his life forever.