A/N: Be aware, this is my first CM FF ever and I only hope to get better at it and I welcome all criticism. But I do love me some Garcia and Morgan.
I hope you enjoy reading. Also this FF is Rated M and will contain some smut on the next chapter, so be aware.
As always, I do not own Criminal Minds or it's characters.
Chapter 1
The moon was shining tonight as he drove back home from the airport. It had been a long week since he had actually gotten decent sleep but he knew wasn't going to catch up in his rest tonight.
Even though the case was now closed and the team was able to rescue the poor girl who had been lost for over a month now Derek wasn't as excited as he thought he'd be being back home but he knew he had to see her again.
A whole week with out seeing her face, he was driving his mind was working over time and for some reason he felt like he was forgetting her beautiful face. He longed to speak to her even though they had spoken on the phone less than eight hours ago he still longed for having a conversation with her that wasn't about work.
He craved to have some actual quality time with his favorite blonde hair goddess and the long drive was making him think about her much more than ever before. He was suddenly craving her touch even though they barely did ever touch each other unless they were hugging each other. He wanted more than mindless flirting and he didn't know how to ask her for more.
The second the plane had landed he knew he needed to go home and rest before going back to work tomorrow morning but some how his subconscious knew exactly where it wanted to be and was taking him to completely different direction and that direction was to go to her. He didn't want to admit to himself how badly he actually craved to see her but his mind was currently winning and he knew where he needed to go tonight.
He was tired of being alone and it was only ever around her where he felt like he was at home. For some unknown reason she was his home and he didn't know to confess his love for her. He wanted to and he craved to touch her delicate skin, he wanted more than just a simple hugs at work or whenever they sat at her place and watched movies. He needed more but he was a wussy when it came talking about his feelings.
She was perfect for him, she was the only woman who could put a smile on his face after a long day and he cherishes that about her. Knowing that she'll always be there for him even after having a rough day it makes him feel comfortable and makes his body feel more at ease.
He reaches Garcia's apartment and for some reason he's deeply hoping for her to be awake, for her to be up and to be thinking about him and waiting for him with open arms but he knew better than that. Besides he didn't want to be the reason keeping Garcia away from her beauty sleep and the fact that it was also one in the morning gave him a very low probability of finding Garcia awake. He reaches her door and knocks and prays she answers her door.
Garcia groans as she hears someone on her door as she sleeps on her king size bed alone once again.
She leaves her bed and picks up her robe while she exits her room and rubs her eyes to wake herself up and reaches the door and wonders who's at the other side of the door. She notices the time and growls to herself. Who could be keeping her from her beauty sleep, which she has been deeply craving?
She reaches for the doorknob and gasps as she sees who's standing in front of her, her chocolate god.
"What are you doing here, hot stuff?" Garcia asks as her eyes begin to open and she tries to fix her hair with out him noticing. She wonders how horrible she must be looking with out her hair done and no make up and she wishes he would of told her he was coming over.
"I just got back from the case," he replies coolly as Garcia nods and she let's him inside. He closes her door and watches her walk back to her living room.
This happened a lot and she was used to it by now, the casual late night sleepovers after a long case and Derek didn't feel like going back home to an empty place so he'd go to hers instead. She always enjoys when he came to her place instead of his when he was craving comfort.
Most of the time he'd come over at the late hours of the night and they would go straight to bed, it had become a routine to both of them. Derek wouldn't usually say anything and would go to sleep on her sofa while she'd sleep alone in her room missing his warmth she desperately craved.
"I'll get myself a pillow and blankets, you go back to bed, baby girl." Derek tells her as he could clearly tell Garcia was half asleep when she answered the door. He was upset with himself that he had actually woken her up and made her get out of bed but he was pleased she wasn't angry with him for waking her up.
"Or you could sleep with me," Garcia blurts and blushes and Derek then gets a better look at her.
She was wearing a white robe but under that he could clearly see she was wearing a red night gown that was perfect for her figure and was clinging perfectly to her body and most of all giving him the perfect view of her cleavage and he had to make his head stop wandering of before he would start to grow hard in his pants.
"I like how you're thinking, baby girl," Derek smirks and she grabs his hand and takes him to her room.
He watches her take off her robe and he tries not to smirk as he gets a better look of her body. She didn't know it but she was clearly teasing him as she removed her robe and showing off her body with her nightgown. It went perfectly with her skin color and her rosy cheeks, as she wore no make up.
He slowly shakes his head with out her noticing as he could clearly see every part of her body and he wonders to himself if she was wearing any thing else under her gown.
He could feel his shaft twitching for her touch but he knew better than to think of Garcia in that matter and decides it's best to think about something off like cookies or ice cream. Lately all he could think about was having something more with Garcia but he didn't know how to go about it.
Garcia turns and blushes a light shade of pink and she realizes Derek's been staring at her and she begins to feel self conscious about her body under his gaze. She usually feels like this when his gazes would linger, she always thinks she doesn't deserve him and his good looks.
She moves again and walks back to her bed and covers herself in her blankets and tries her hardest to not drift to bed as she's now comfortably.
Derek takes off his shirt and removes his phone and wallet from his pockets and places the items on Garcia's desk and also removes his jeans and shoes and leaves them in a corner.
Garcia closes her eyes as she catches a glimpse of Derek's chocolate body and she tries to ignore the sudden warmth between her legs and she was desperately trying to ignore her sudden urge for him to touch her. He was the only man in all her fantasies and watching him remove his clothes was like a part of her fantasies were coming true.
That man knew how to turn her on and he was clearly taunting her with out even realizing it. She didn't care if she got caught watching him but no man could ever be interested in her and she always wondered if Derek would ever want something more with her than just some mindless flirting.
She wanted to touch every inch of his muscled body and lick those beautifully sculpted abs of his. He was strong and she could tell by his muscles, as he was no longer wearing a t-shirt and the longer she looks at him the wetter she feels herself grow. She turns to her side and tries her hardest to not think about all things Derek but she knows it's not going to happen when she closes her eyes and all she can see is Derek half naked body.
They don't say anything as they grow comfortably in their own silence and unspoken words and she feels him join her in bed. Trying her best to ignore him she feels Derek wrap a protective arm around her waist and pulls her body closer to his chest.
She could feel his chest slowly rising and falling as her back touches his chest and their body heat become one and she slowly takes deep breathes as she tries to calm herself down from their closeness. This was the first time they were literally going to sleep together and she wanted to squeal in delight.
She knew that she couldn't because it would be a turn off to Derek and if there was anything he ever wanted to give Derek was a constant hard on.
She sighs at the intimacy in the room and decides its best to just go back to sleep and deal with this in the morning when they wake up again but Derek couldn't sleep. Even though he was completely relaxed having Garcia's body right next to him like he's so long wished for he suddenly found himself not being able to sleep.
His head was on loop reminding him of all things Garcia. She was a beautiful sight and having her this close was going to be a problem for him in the distant future when he'd end up going to sleep alone and he knew it.
Having her body this close to him was bring him such peacefulness and was making him a feel deeply relaxed like never before. He knows that when he's home alone he's only going to be thinking about this very moment as they cuddle together.
He was afraid of what he'd do with out Garcia's body next to him every night from now on and that's what he only craves, to have this beautiful blonde bringing him comfort and ease.
He knows that only Garcia could fulfill such request and for some unknown reason he was afraid of telling her the truth, of telling her that he only wishes to be with her, with this woman, for the rest of his life and most of all he wants to tell her that he loves her.
He was afraid of what she'd say in return. Afraid of what she thinks of him and lose their friendship of years after he expresses his true feelings. He wanted more than just friendship and he was desperate to tell her but afraid to not get those feelings returned.
He wonders if Garcia must have some kind of feelings for him since she stills flirts with him on a daily basis. Still they hung out together after work hours were over, so that must she feels something for him, right?
He sighs and closes his eyes while inhaling Garcia's scent as he promises himself to open up his soul to the one woman he loves and desires and only prays she returns those feelings.