This is my first ever storyy :)

LEMONS later~BoyXBoy

Hope you'll like it

Big thanks for winterimperfect for being my beta

Disclaimers: Fairytail belongs to Hiro Mashima

At a house located in the outskirts of Magnolia, a shirtless figure sat on the couch in the middle of the room. His head was slumped and his mat black hair covered his pale face. The silence inside the room was further accentuated by the furniture of ice located everywhere around the room.

The figure then slouched backwards on his couch. Gray stared at the black ceiling for a while questioning himself, what is wrong with him? He was annoyed with himself, why was he distraught at the thought of Natsu marrying Lucy? Shouldn't he congratulate them and feel delighted with the amalgamation between the two? After all, they were his best friends. He has always known that he was gay, yet he had never told anyone about this. It was always a secret, his deepest secret that he was sure that he could always hide. Still after hours of thoughts, he had come to terms with himself that he has feelings for Natsu. He never knew how it came along; after all, he thought they hated each other. Though their relationship has gotten better after Lucy joined the guild, he can't believe he could develop affection for the pink haired dragon slayer.

Natsu had asked him to be his best man in the wedding ceremony tomorrow owing to a decade of their rivalry and friendship. He had wished to decline but could not find a reason do to so. It was now quite late in the day and they were supposed to have a bachelor's party at the club near the guild. He got up and decided to take a short bath before going out. The bathwater used was cold as it always was; yet now it seemed to him that the coldness was reflecting the cold yet turbulent turmoil in his heart. He silently walked out of the bath, body still dripping with water trying to calm himself by standing still, closing his eyes. Everything is going to be all right, you'll soon forget about him and it's going to be like this feeling has never emanated before He chided himself. He decided on his usual white coat and black pants and left his house.

Outside the house snow was falling. Gray has never thought snow was cold; training with Ur has made him used to it. However now though it wasn't physically cold, his hidden emotions were freezing his heart alive. He continued to walk silently along the tracks to his destination.

When he entered the Half Cocor pub he felt the earsplitting noise penetrated his ears. He continued walking until he saw Natsu surrounded by the other guild members. Natsu seemed to have noticed him and waved at him to come over and have a seat. He walked to the lounge and sat next to Natsu.

"I can't believe I'm getting married tomorrow myself, time sure flies! It's like we were just fighting yesterday!" Natsu seemed to target his conversation towards Gray, his voice seemed to be woozy and unrestrained, and likely from the alcohol intake he took.

"Yeah." neither can I, by tomorrow I'll tell myself that you have someone else and there's no chance for me to intrude, and hopefully, just hopefully these feelings will wither away.

"You know I don't even know if me and Lucy could stay as a couple, sometimes we just argue over such menial things as food, I don't know why I said yes when she asked me out the passed two years."

"I'm sure you'll be fine, I mean you've been together for two years. That kind of proves to everyone that your love for each other is strong and that you two are inseparable." saying those things hurt Gray, yet he believed that to forget about Natsu he must force himself to do so. He must somehow get rid of all optimism in his mind saying that the two of them could ever be together.

"Thanks for the support Gray, you know after all those fights we've been through, whether it's against each other or someone else I could strongly say to the world that you're my best friend. You know what, I think you're going to be the friend who stays with me till the last of my days."

Friend. Gray thought bitterly, that's all he could ever be to Natsu isn't it? The worlds best FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND! He hated the words spoken from Natsu's pink luscious lips but he even hated himself more for again thinking that they could be together after all those mental arguments he made for himself. He forced himself to smile gently at Natsu's words, yet inside he felt that his heart was squeezing itself so hard that it could implode.

As the party raged on, the sound from the stereo seemed to become louder and louder, Gray felt that it could tear his eardrums. To compensate his churning murky emotion he drank a whole shot of gin tonic, which in turn relaxed him a little. Natsu, who was sitting next to him, appeared to be already quite drunk. His face was flushed red and Gray had to urge himself to stop him from grabbing Natsu and thrashes him around.

Cana, who was also at the party, was clearly drunk. Her face was now similar to that of an insatiable old pedophile ready to grab any target she could find. Strangely her target seemed to be Natsu. She slowly climbed up the white table in front of Natsu and crawled towards him, when she reached his spot she imitated the action of a feline and licked his face. Natsu didn't seem to mind, but Gray was boiling.

How dare she! How dare she! I was trying so hard to suppress my inner desires; I even avoided drinking too much in fear of losing control! Yet look at this drunken bitch. How dare she lick Natsu when someone like me can only have impish thoughts about those things!

Gray's hand tightened into a fist but he again tried to calm himself by thinking, yeah, this is good, it shows me again that we can never be together, after all he's heterosexual preferring the company of women when I'm a homo of course we're never going to be together. Those thoughts again wounded his feelings but it pulled him back to reality. However, Cana didn't stop there and like every super drunk person has a habit of doing, she went further. She grabbed Natsu's hand and pulled them to her breast signaling that she wished for him to fondle them. Natsu was quite surprised by Cana's action and struggled strongly to pull his hands away from her bosoms. Cana slithered closer to Natsu with her legs and tummy, her hand still holding Natsu's hand to her bosom. Like a snake catching its prey, she moved her face towards Natsu and gently bit his lips.

Natsu's eyes widened clearly with the shock he got from the experience.

"CANA!" Was the shout that emanated from Gray. All this time as Cana was advancing toward Natsu, his hand was tightening more and more intensely, to the point that he could even feel some blood dripping through his harsh grip. But when Cana Stole Natsu lips his mind snapped. That was it! He told himself. How can someone like her take all that I fantasized about, after all she's a guild member, one that wasn't even that close to Natsu. While he, Natsu's BEST FRIEND, (as Natsu would have it) could never get or try to do what she just did.

The shout from Gray startled Cana and a few people close to them (since his shout was mostly covered by the loud music). Gray then stood up and startled Cana further by grabbing her hand roughly, forcing her to let go of her hold over Natsu. Gray proceeded to grab Natsu's arms and pulled him off his seat. Placing the money on the table with a loud bang, Gray dragged Natsu out of the club. His mind was in turmoil with his emotions, diminishing any reasoning he had left. The pair exited the club with a loud bang, the door ending the tense silence that still emanated inside.

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