MAX POV

I was in school last period talking to Fang to see if I could go over his house for a little bit just so I didnt have to go home for a little bit. Home. To me that means Fangs house 4 years ago my dad died and along with him my real "mom" did to. Dont get me wrong I still have a mom but she is an abusive acholic bitch. I must of spaced out because the next minute I ran into Dylan the guy who wont get the hint that I dont want to go out with him.

"Hey Max sorry i didn't see you there. So... do you want to go out to a movie Friday?" He's still not getting the hint god what do I got to do to make him relaize I only like Fang. I heard Fang make a low growl as if to say that if he hurt me he would take out his organs. did i tell you that Fang is a little protective of me. No? Well now you know.

"Sorry Dylan im going over to Fang's house that day and sleeping over the whole weekend maybe some other time." I said totally lieing about the next time because I know i'm just gonna make up another excuse that time to. He needs to get it through his head that I dont like him that way nor will I ever!

"So about you sleeping over the whole weekend wanna actually do that so Dylan dosent see you around town and think you lied to him?" Before you say anything Fang and I have been having sleepovers scince we were about 3 and to anserw your question I know your secretly asking, yes we sleep in the same bed and theres only a rare times i wake up and he is holding me but I dont care i like it.

"Yeah sure and is it ok if i sleep over today to?" I ask because I just dont want to go home. He nods my head and i pull out my phone and call my Mom and sure enough she anserws screaming and asking where I am.

"MOM CALM DOWN I'M SLEEPING OVER FANGS HOUSE FOR TODAY AND THE WHOLE WEEKEND! i'm coming home to get a bag of clothes then im going to Fangs house ." Thats the most i've ever said to anyone scienc my dad died the only person I talk to the most is Fang and he knows why I dont talk much...well he knows half of why and thats the only part I want to ever tell him and thats that my dad died and I really dont trust people that much.

"Ok fine but while your out im gonna have some guy friends over and go out and do some stuff..." I amiditly knew what she was talking aboout and started to throw up in my mind but pushed it back.

"EWWWWW MOM IM COMING HOME TO GET MY STUFF BYE!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and Fang gave me a look with one of his eyebrows up. I hung up the phone told him what my mom said he gave me a disgusted face I gave him the 'I know right' look. Your probably wondering how me and Fang get along so well without ripping eachothers heads off well thats because we know everything about eachother the only thing he dosent know about me is that my mom is abusive and I feel bad that I dont tell him this when I know he tell's me everything but I think. No not think KNOW that if I tell him he would be disgusted and leave. We got to my house and my so called 'Mom' car is gone already so I just ran in not even looking in the kitchen knowing that if I did I would see tons of broken wine glasses and empty beer cans and I can't handel it not today it would be to much I was already on the brink of crying because I couldn't tell my best friend in the world and my crush that my mom would come home drunk with another man and when he would leave beat me till I passed out. I didn't know I was crying till I heard Fang run over hold me

"It's ok whatever it is I will take care of it. Please don't cry Maxie it makes me sad to see you upset when you cry." Fang said in the most affectionate voice. This just made me cry harder he dosent know that this is something he can't fix. No one can. I prayed he wouldn't ask whats wrong so I wouldn't have to make up some lie but just my luck he asks.

"Maxie whats wrong your making me sad and you know its not easy to make me sad so please tell me so I can beat the shit out of them for hurting my Maxie." Did he just say his Maxie whatever i'll just let it slip like I never heard it. Should I tell him if I do there's a chance he'll leave me. Did I mention that there is a voice in my head that tells me what to do well it drives me insane but right then I didn't care. The voice spoke up Max... just tell him you see how upset he is when you cry he won't leave you if anything he will try to help you through this if you keep bottiling this up you'll end up like Clare cutting yourself to death is that what you want?

The voice had a point. Clare was my younger sister I tried to help her from herself but by the time I found out she cut she was to the bottom and didn't care what I thought anymore. Now at the memory of Clare I started to cry harder. I decided I would tell him.

"Fang the thing that's wrong is that...My mom is an alcoholic scince my dad died four years ago... And ever scince then she has been coming home with a diffrent man everynight and when he leaves she'll come in my room blame me for my fathers death and beat me till I pass out.. I'll wake up with brusies on my stomach and back everywhere...And the reason I hadn't told you is because i'm always afraid that if it told you you would leave like everyone else in my life." I showed him all the brusies my mom gave me and looked at him expecting him to jump to his feet and run the farthest he could get from my house but he didn't. He looked at my brusies in a mix of anger and sadness and a look I can't regonize it was one that i hadn't seen in a while. He walked over to me grabbed my face in his hands and said "I would never leave you never not even if the world was ending and I was the only one that could save it I wouln't leave your side." He said this and i could fell the love in his voice I haven't heard that kind of voice scienc my dad died. He kissed me full on the lips and I was happy that he felt the same way as i did about him. I kissed him back when he pulled away he said the words I thought I would never hear again "I love you, and I will help you through this also will you be my girlfried?" I was suprised at the last question but I was happy about i've been holding my fellings in long enough

"I love you too and ok thanks for the help that you will bring and YES I WILL BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND!" I smiled after I said girlfriend he was finally MY Fang and I was finally HIS Max I was finally happy. He kissed me this time it was filled with passion and love. I kissed back with equal amount of passion and love for him when we were done he ran to my dresser got a suit case and put all my clothes my laptop pictures of us hugging and getting ready for the dances, All the pics of us and one of my dad and me. I must of had a confused face on because he looked at me with his cute little smirk and said

"Your my girlfriend and I won't let you live in a house where you get beaten 'till you pass out that wouldn't be protecting you would it?" he said and came over and grabbed me by the waist and I put my hands around his neck we started swaying back and forth I pretended to be thinking and said "No it wouldn't be but where am I gonna live then?" I said really confused and out of it.

"Oh well not with me maybe i'll just drop you off at a corn filed and leave you there where do you think your gonna live with me dummie." He said the first part full of sarcasm and I noded and called my mom to tell her I was moving in with Fang surprisingly she was ok about me living with him and excited I mean I know I dont consider her my mom but it still hurt that she wouldn't care but i shoke it off. Fang called his mom i'll tell you his part of the convo.

~~~~~~~~~FANGS COVO WITH MOM ON PHONE~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Hey mom is it ok if Max moves in?" That most of been a surprise but she proably said why because he told her mom my darkest secret

"Because her mom is abusive and an alcohlic it gets so bad that she passes out and I really dont want her to live here Please mom you wont have to pay for anything we'll share the bed and I have and extra dresser she can use that." WOW thats the most I have ever heard him say and his mom said YES! he said his thanks and kissed me again I was surprised but went with it I was to happy to object then we setted off on our way to his house.

A/N

That was the longest I have ever written Im really proud of it and what do you think is next... if you said eatting nochoes your stupid but have a good taste in chips but anywho no it is the... DISCLAMIER I OWN NOTHING BUT THE CLARE GIRL I MADE UP THE NAME IN MY HEAD SORRY IF YOU HAVE THE NAME CLARE JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A PRETTY NAME SO I USED IT! XDD