Thanks for the reviews I got. :) You guys are awesome. Sorry for the long wait too. I was a little bit busy with my other Fanfiction but this story was never forgotten and I promise to start paying more attention to this one too.
Christian is very calm around Rachel. He isn't like he is in the book, so in this update he is going to become more of a control freak and become a little colder towards Rachel.
Enjoy.
I sit at Christian's breakfast bar eating my breakfast of pancakes and bacon; Mrs Jones can sure cook, this food is like heaven. Christian hasn't talked to me since last night and he also hasn't smiled once, it's like he is a completely different man. I glance at him with a mouth full of pancake and watch him as he eats his omelette and reads his emails on his phone. He is emotionless and I don't know why the sudden change but I fucking hate it! I decide to try and lighten the mood and see if he will brighten up.
"How many emails have you got off your fan girls today?" I smirk at him.
He rolls his eyes clearly not impressed. "I don't have fan girls, Rachel. The emails I am reading are to do with work and are very important so can you be quite and eat your breakfast?"
I glare at him but he doesn't look up from his phone, what an asshole! "Yes, sir," I watch him closely to see if his eyes darken but he stays impassive and the thought of him really not wanting me puts me right off my breakfast. I push my half eaten breakfast away from myself and place my head on the breakfast bar.
"Eat your breakfast," he orders in a quite tone. I stay still and continue to rest my head on the breakfast bar. I turn my head to face him and watch as he glares at me for a moment then slams his blackberry on to the breakfast bar. "I told you to eat your breakfast!" He yells at me and I jump at the loudness of his voice. He glares at me more and I shift under his gaze. Damn he is scary when he's mad. "Are you going to eat or am I going to have to force feed you?"
I scoff and sit up straight. I pull my breakfast back in front of me and I begin eating my bacon slowly. "Is this better Christian?" I say innocently and give him a fake smile.
"Yes, good girl. Also it is Mr. Grey or Sir to you. I only let close friends and family call me my given name and you are not my family or my friend." He mutters and continues to eat his omelette not looking at me.
I slam my fork down and turn and glare at him. He looks at me for a second before going back to eating his omelette. That bastard! "First of all you haven't got any fucking friends. What the fuck am I too you then huh? A little fuck when you want it? Someone to control?" I yell at him and to my surprise he still doesn't flinch.
He finishes his last bite of omelette before answering me; in a strangely soft tone. "I have got friends, not lots but enough. Also you aren't any of those things you are my submissive and yes, I do have to control you."
"Are you fucking kidding me?!" I scream and stand up. I stomp over to the sink and put my half eaten breakfast inside.
"No," He starts and I turn at look at his blank face. "I am fucking you, Rachel Faith." He doesn't say it in a playful way or wink at me, he just looks at me serious and I can't believe my own eyes.
I shake my head after a few moments of silence and walk towards the elevator; I can't stand being in the same room as him for another second. He's the world's biggest dickhead and here I am being his submissive. What the hell is wrong with me?
"Where are you going?" He asks as I stand in the elevator. I didn't even hear him follow me.
I scowl at him and he doesn't even seem bothered by it. "I'm going to school then I am going home to talk to my parents. If you wish to see me…or you have a change of personality again, you can find me at either of those places. Did I make myself clear Mr. Grey?" My voice is cool and even just like his is.
He looks shocked and confused at the same time. He slowly nods and I give him a brief nod as the elevator doors close.
2 days later. Friday
I stand ready for my track race, wearing a pair of short dark blue shorts and a white vest top. The shorts aren't mine but the schools; coach wants me to wear something which will be able to give me the freedom to run my fastest. He thinks I am going to be joining track again. Well he is sadly mistaken; I am never going to be the schools golden girl again. I haven't heard from Christian in two days and I am well pasted pissed off; he can go fuck himself now! Who does he think he is?
I am in a race with my old track buddies. They're still on my schools track team so they are going to be miles ahead of me. Sometimes I wonder why I ever dropped out in the first place; running has and always will set me free. As a kid all I ever wanted to do was play tag and always have my feet on the ground. There are five of us in this race and I am the only girl, my coach Mr. Davis thinks I need to run with people who are my ability.
Charlie Jenison is the schools golden track boy and when you put me and him together you are bound to get one hell of a show. We always end up neck and neck at some point and then one of us wins, usually me because Charlie likes it when I run in front of him so he can get the perfect view of my ass in these shorts. He's a pervert! Charlie is every girls crush in the stupid place, and it kills me to admit it but I don't blame them. He has dirty blonde hair which is a shaggy mess; his chocolate colored eyes are enough to make any girl go weak to their knees. His jawline is just perfect and so manly; his nose is cute and small. His lips are full and always look like he has just had a heavy make out session. He's lean from all the running he does and he has perfect tanned skin which he was born with because his Grandmother is Italian; but he is an all-around American boy.
"It's nice to see you again Faith." Charlie purrs and I just scoff at his words. He's tried to date me since freshman year and so far I haven't even given him a second glance.
I turn at look up at him and give him a small controlled smile. "Hello, Charles, it is nice to see you too."
He rolls his eyes and grins at me. "My name is Charlie not fucking Charles."
I bite my lip to stop myself from smiling. "But isn't it your given name?"
He looks to be thinking for a moment and then he finally answers. "Nope, my name is Charlie Scott Jenison. Yours, just in case you forgot, is Rachel Claire Faith."
I clap my hands to mock that I am impressed. "Very well done, Charlie, I am impressed."
He chuckles and shakes his head. "You are one hell of a girl Rachel. Do you even care what people think about you?"
I shrug. "Some people yeah but not many."
He smiles warmly at me. "I wish I could be like that."
"You are a good guy Charlie. You do so much work for that hospital that your sister is in." I mutter.
He gives me a sad smile and then frowns. "She's getting worse. She might not live to the age of thirteen."
I frown and look up at Charlie who looks to be holding back his tears. His sister Chloe has cancer and has been in and out of hospital since she was ten, she's twelve now. Chloe is such a sweet girl and it breaks my heart to know that she might not make it to thirteen. Charlie does lots of fund raising for the hospital she is in and it just makes him all the more likeable, he truly is a beautiful guy. If only I could see him as more than a friend but I am just so caught up in Christian to even notice other guys. He's bewitched me.
"Alright my track bunnies I want you to all try your hardest!" Mr. Davis yells all the way from the finish line, which is all the way on the other side of the field.
I get ready and I watch as Charlie quickly stretches. "I look forward to watching you run Faith." He gives me a grin and I blush at his words, pervert!
"You better not look at my ass, Jenison; I'll chop your balls off."
He howls with laughter at my comment and I giggle with him. "You're such a psycho!"
"Yep, I stabbed a girl just this morning in a shower." I joke.
The guy next to me who I think is called Floyd or something gives me a funny look while Charlie just laughs.
"You're going to get a name for yourself if you say shit like that." Charlie grins.
I roll my eyes at him just as Mr. Davis blows the whistle. As soon as I hear it my feet do their own thing and take off for the finish line. I run my fastest and I feel like I'm floating. I continue to run ahead of everyone else until Charlie runs up next to me. We are neck and neck.
"You ass looks fantastic in those shorts!" Charlie all but yells as we continue to race.
"You're a fucking pervert!" I snap at him but my giggle gives me away.
Charlie gives me a wink before slowing down to run behind me. I turn my head around to look at him as I run; he's staring at my ass with a broad grin on his face.
"Charlie! You pervert!" I try and cover my ass as I run but I give up when I start to slow down. There's no way I am going to lose this race.
I turn back to face the finish line and what I see is enough to make me want to run in the other direction. Christian is yelling at Mr. Davis about something, it must have really pissed him off because he is screaming. Christian points a threating finger at Mr. Davis who holds his hands up and does an awkward laugh. Christian scoffs and pulls out his Blackberry and Mr. Davis suddenly seems very worried. He starts begging Christian as he calmly types something in his Blackberry. Just then Mr. Davis turns his attention to me and Charlie.
"Jenison stop checking Faith out or I'll kick you off the team!" Mr. Davis barks.
I gasp as I continue to run. Within a second Charlie is running by my side again.
"What the fuck is up with Coach?! He never speaks to me like that!" Charlie snaps but I can tell his anger is directed at Mr. Davis not me.
I shrug. "I don't know. He knows you only do that for a joke."
"Exactly!" Charlie exclaims. "I bet it has something to do with that guy standing next to him."
I look at Christian who is scowling at Charlie. If looks could kill Charlie would be a dead body by my feet. I glance at Charlie quickly.
"Christian Grey you mean?"
"Fucking hell!" Charlie exclaims and stops running for a moment.
I stop too to make sure he is okay. "Are you okay? What's wrong?" I ask slightly panicked.
He shakes his head and starts running again, I join in with him once his is slightly in front of me. I pick up my speed so we are neck and neck again.
"I'm fine, just a bit shocked and all." Charlie says in a breathless voice. I don't fucking blame him; this race is killing me. I'm so out of shape! I should have never stopped running.
"Yep." I breathe. Despite having a short break me and Charlie are still at the front of everyone else.
We are almost at the finish line when Charlie pipes up again. "I hate to love and leave you sweetheart but I gotta win this shit." With that he slaps my ass and runs a head of me.
"Charlie!" I scream and run faster to try and catch up with him but it is hopeless. He past the finish line before me and I feel like I have died a little. I wanted to beat him!
I pout and place my hands on my knees and take in some deep breaths of air. Charlie walks up towards me and hands me a water bottle. I all but snatch it from him and down half the bottle. Once the bottle is away from my lips Charlie snatches it back and downs the rest. I watch as he drinks and I can't help but wonder what it would be like to date Charlie. He's a nice guy and he would probably treat me right but I just can't see myself dating him. He's too nice and innocent. After all the kinky shit I have done with Christian I am probably going to hell.
"Rachel." I hear a voice purr from behind me. I snap my head round and come face to face with Christian. His mouth is set in a grim line and I know deep down he wants to take me across his knee…and I'd probably let him.
"Hi, sir." I make sure to drawl out the 'sir' part.
His eyes darken as he looks me up and down, he's checking me out! What a bastard. I cross my arms over my chest and scowl at him. He looks up and meets my eyes…and I feel that stupid pull at the bottom of my stomach. Why does he have to turn me on when I am pissed off at him? Also, why does angry sex with him sound so good? You know the kind of sex when he spanks the living shit out of me and then fucks me until I can't stand. I feel an unwanted heat pool in-between my legs; I press my thighs together to try and relieve myself but no such luck.
As if reading my dirty mind he moves closer so he is right next to my ear. "Pressing your thighs together won't help ease the need. What you need is to be spanked then a good hard cock up your tight little hole."
I moan softly and I hear him chuckle darkly next to my ear. I shiver but try and remain calm. "And what makes you think I am turned on?" I whisper in a shaky voice.
He scoffs slightly. "I can practically smell your arousal."
I dig my nails into my palms and close my eyes tightly. This can't be happening. I'm in school for fuck sake! All I want to do is lead him to a closet and let him fuck me roughly against a wall. He'd probably want the same too.
"Please leave." I whisper. I'm surprised I actually said that. My smart side is coming out. I know it would be a bad idea to sleep with him at school.
He pulls back and takes a few steps away from me. "Are you sure?" he asks slowly. His eyes are dark with lust and need but I'm not going to give into him.
I quickly nod my head. "Yes," my voice is a mere whisper. "If you will excuse me I have to shower and get to my next lesson." I turn on me heels and run straight for the changing room. I don't even wait to hear his reply. I have to get out of here before I give in and fuck him a closet.
I run from him, from my feels for him and most of all, I run from the need for him. My entire life seems to be spent to this beautiful fucked up man. I used to be able to use my sarcasm and most boys would take it as a hint and hit the road but Christian isn't a boy, he's a full grown man that wants me! I want him but I want my own control more. I know I can't run for ever and I know I will see him again soon. God help me!
Next chapter is Marie's birthday and we will get a little visit from Christian. Yay!
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-EvanHeaven x