Chapter 2:

Magnus P.O.V.

Even though I was the one to end it with Alec, I am still devastated that I don't have him with me. I can't even imagine how poor Alec is fairing. But I did what was right, right? He did try to take the rest of my life from me, he could have just came to me and asked what I wanted. I would have talked it over with him.

I got another message from him yesterday saying. "Magnus…..please, please, please, forgive me. I, I, one second, (hears uncontrollable sobs in backround) please let me explain. You were always saying how you were so scared that one day, you would lose me, and I thought,(sob), I thought that since you didn't want to lose me, I could do this, and then we could grow old together, and die together. I guess I didn't talk to you first because I thought this was what you wanted….obviously it wasn't. Please Magnus, let me back in, I need you…(whispered) and I love you."

That's what it took to break Magnus, those three little words. God, how he longed to hear Alec say those to him again. He missed Alec's kisses, his comforting hugs, he missed how he could make Alec blush so easily, God, he knew it sounded cheesy, but he even missed how Alec smelled. The night that he and Alec broke up he cried uncontrollably while he hugged Alec's pillow against his chest, just taking in Alec's fading scent. He knew it was cheesy, but who was going to see him except Chairman?

Speaking of Chairman, he jumped up on the bed and started licking my face to wake me up. I got up and put on my usual make-up and glitter. I went into my huge walk-in closet and picked out one of my less glitter-y outfits. Today, I was going to visit the old oak tree by a stream in a deserted part of Central Park where Alec and I used to go.

I go to that place to think. To think about Alec, about Alec, and think some more about Alec. I don't know why I think about him so much if it only hurts me, I guess the memories of our relationship just won't stop coming. My vision blurred and I realized that I was about to cry. I blinked my eyes a few times to chase away the tears, while I left my flat, heading towards our secret place.

When I was almost to the tree I saw another person walking towards the tree also, "I guess I can't cry today because someone else is here." I kept my head down and kept walking.

When I was close to the tree, I ran into something- actually, someone- and I looked up to apologize, just as the other person did. And when I looked up, I gasped loudly.

There were the beautiful, yet lifeless, eyes of Alexander Lightwood.

Second chapter of my Alec/Magnus love story is now up! Thanks everyone!