Hey, everyone! Its Elena here with my second story, "For all of Eternity" & this story will probably be one of my longer ones. Anyway, thanks for reading... :)
Chapter 1:
Alec P.O.V.
Pain! That's all I feel ever since Magnus broke up with me. Whenever I wake up, I except Magnus to be there, holding me, like he did before, but I'm just welcomed with coldness and memories that he isn't coming back. I'll never wake up again with his warm arms around my waist, or face nuzzled into neck.
Izzy has told me, more than once, that I am like a walking zombie. I deny it, say she's paranoid, but inside, I know it's true. I know what I look like when I walk out of my room every morning, no life in my eyes, dark rings under my lifeless eyes from sleepless nights, sometimes I even have red puffy eyes, on those mornings, Izzy tries extra hard to be kind to me, but it really doesn't help.
No matter how much anyone pities me, or tries to show me kindness, it won't ever help the hole in my chest that only the sparkly warlock Magnus Bane can fill. I sincerely believe that I will never be the same again; I will live my life alone because I don't think I will ever be able to love again. My heart still longs for Magnus Bane, his warm hugs, feathery kisses, even his obsession with glitter.
Whenever I see anything sparkly, colorful, glittery, or flamboyant it always reminds me of the warlock Magnus Bane, whom I still love, and always will. I always get teary eyed whenever I see those things, and people always ask me what's wrong, but really, they already know, it's pretty obvious.
I know it's mostly my fault that he broke up with me, I mean, I tried to take away his immortality, but, I was only doing it out of love. I wanted to be with him forever, and he always said he was dreading the day he lost me. So, I thought, why not? Well, obviously, that was the worst mistake I will ever make.
I was still in bed, so I got up and got ready for another lifeless day. I went downstairs to find Izzy in the kitchen, eating Taki's. "Jace must've gotten food" I thought. "Hey, want some breakfast?" Izzy asked. "No, but I'm going to go for my walk, bye Iz." I replied. That's when Izzy burst. "Alec Lightwood, you haven't eaten a thing for the past week and are becoming anorexic.(A/N no offense to anorexic people, I'm just using it as an example.) "and I am becoming very worried for you. Jace is too. You need to eat, you are a Shadowhunter, and you need to be strong. And to be strong, you need to eat! I know you are upset, but please Alec, please sit down and eat, for me. I can't lose another brother." She started crying after all of this said. Alec pulled her into his chest and hugged her while whispering comforting words into her hair until her tears subsided and then said "Here, Izzy, Come sit down, I'll eat with you." "Thank you, Alec." They ate in silence. When he was finished eating he picked up his plate and set out on his walk. He went to the place where he and Magnus used to go. Under a rather large oak tree by a stream in a deserted part of Central Park. As he neared the tree by the stream he saw another person near the tree just as he was, he thought nothing of it because he thought it was just another normal New Yorker and put his head back down. Just as he was nearing the tree he bumped into something- or someone- he looked up to apologize to the person but stopped abruptly, because he was looking into the eyes of Magnus Bane.
So there ya go, the first chapter of The Alec/Magnus Love Story. I decided to do an Angst story for once. Hope it's alright!