Midnight and I

Chapter 11

It's been a long time since I wrote, almost a month.

But she's going to be okay.

She's going to be okay and that's all I care about.

Amy's one of my closest friends, and there for a little while I was afraid she'd never give me a chance to tell her that.

I felt so guilty, that night, when I cried myself to sleep on Jelly's lap...

But I'd rather not remember that. Amy has strictly told me that I'm not to dwell on any of it, so here's some good news.

Bea is talking to me almost every day, and almost every day I swear she gets twice as beautiful as she was the last. We've been talking in between class, during class, during lunch...

That's right, during lunch. She works at Angie's now, because of her brother. I swear, he's my favorite person-or one of my favorite people-in the entirety of the world. We bus dishes together and spend most of the time talking. she told me about all of the shit Miranda's been talking about me, and I told how exactly none of it was true. Nothing like this has ever really made me so happy before.

My parents are feeling the change, and I'm pretty sure they think I'm on meth, or something of the sort. Mom was asking me about how school is going, since there's a parent conference coming up soon.

I have no idea how I'm going to explain any of these changes to her...she'll be as flabbergasted as my teachers were. It's in a week, so there's time to ready a few words, but... how am I supposed to bring up UCLA? How am I supposed to explain the secret jobs, or the new clothes, or the fact that I'm in almost all AP now?

I honestly have no idea.