A/N: So here's the final chapter! I hope it doesn't disappoint! I want to thank you all for reading and sticking through this story with me. I didn't think I would spend around three months on it, and have it be this long. So.. thanks! Any last comments are always appreciated. :)
Also, I'm like 99% sure my next story is going to be called Symbiosis and about them in high school. I'll try to get the first chapter up within a week if you're interested in that.. and there are a few other one shots that are have finished that I'm going to try to finish within the coming weeks!
Tegan's POV
I watched in delight as Sara's face lit up and then her jaw drop in awe as she took in the small space I had created for us in the attic. Luckily, when I bought the house, the attic was in decent condition and I really only had to furnish it, but it took me weeks to do that. Eventually I settled on bringing Sara's favorite books up to place on a small bookshelf and a tiny television with all of the movies we owned stacked next to it. I strung white Christmas lights up everywhere and littered the entire floor with huge throw pillows. It was a perfect cozy little area for Sara and I to be alone and just relax.
"This is perfect, babe," Sara utters.
I turn the camcorder off and set it on bookshelf. I motion with my finger for Sara to come closer and she steps into my open arms. Her large sweater brushes my skin softly and I shiver. She smiles, looking deep into my eyes and I get lost, never wanting to look away from those perfect brown irises. Her fingers reach up to toy with the short chain around my neck that's holding our rings. She unclasps it and slides both of them onto her palm. I pick the gold one up and slip it onto her finger and she exhales, a huge smile forming on her face. I lean in and kiss her nose as she slips the silver ring onto my finger. We stand in the middle of the room, holding each other and I remember one last thing I had to show her about the room.
"Look up," I say quietly, and she does. The moonlight shining in through the huge skylight illuminates her face and she gasps. "I know how much you like to look at the stars so- " Sara promptly shuts me up with her lips.
We stumble backwards and fall onto the pile of fluffy pillows. I can feel all of the love Sara has for me travel from her lips to mine and I can't hold back any longer. I need to show her how much she means to me. I flip us over and straddle her, reaching for the hem of her sweater and pull it off. From this position, the glow of her skin is even more breathtaking. The goosebumps rising on her skin from the cold slowly become visible.
"Tegan.." she sighs, sitting up and reaching for the hem of my own top and guiding it off my thin body. I unclasp my bra and shrug it off, tossing it to the side amongst our tops. She does the same. My bare torso exposed, she stops to take in every inch. Her smile continuously grows as her fingers trace each of my tattoos then come down to feel the muscles in my flat stomach. Her hands come around to reach me behind me, her short nails drag down my back as she kisses between my breasts.
"Sara.. I.." I gasp, tangling my fingers in her hair.
She kisses up to my collar bone then lowers us back down onto the pillows. My body is perfectly aligned with hers, our hearts beating rapidly in time against each other. The sharp intake of her breath fills my ears as I kiss across her cheek, down her jaw, and nip at her neck. Her hands find my face, and guide it away from her skin so she can look me in the eye.
"Show me how much you need me, Tegan," she says, almost pleading as her moist eyes search my own.
I nod, promising that I'm going to take care of her, and give her what she wants. I resume my kisses, trailing them down her neck and to her chest. I palm her left breast and take her right nipple between my lips, sucking on it.
"Ohh," she breathes, her back arching slightly.
I grin and move across to her left breast, taking the already stiff bud between my teeth and soothing it with a lick before kissing down her stomach, while my hands continue to toy with her chest. I dip my tongue into her bellybutton and she laughs breathily, so I do it again.
"Tee.." She giggles, and pushes gently on my head, trying to get me to go lower.
I lift my head and smile at her, seeing the light layer of sweat already accumulated on her forehead. She smiles back and cups my cheek. I nuzzle into it, and turn my head, kissing her palm before I sit up and reach for her belt. Once it's undone, I unbutton her pants and tug them down her legs, throwing them off to the side. I grip her knees as I take her in, now only dressed in her white boy briefs.
"So beautiful.." I mumble as I memorize each new dip and curve of her body. She blushes and I crawl back up her body, kissing her lips sweetly. "I love you, Sara."
She smiles, a real smile, and kisses me back, mumbling against my lips. "I love you, too."
I kiss her again once more and stand up, slowly removing my own jeans and underwear. She eyes me up and down, drool threatening to spill from between her lips.
"Mine." She states, reaching her hand out. I take it and let her pull me back on top of her.
I caress her silky body as we make out, not wanting to hurry things along too quickly. She detaches her lips from mine, trying to steady her ragged breathing as she moves my hand down to cup her mound. I lean back on my heels and finally guide the last item of clothing between us down her legs. She lets her legs fall open, revealing her glistening pink pussy and all I can think is, mine.
I lower myself between her legs, inhaling her scent, my nose barely brushing against her swollen clit. She squirms, tangling her fingers through my hair to pull me closer. I'm surprised she hasn't complained that I've been moving so slow but I didn't want this to just be about getting off, but about sharing and exploring the love we had created together.
I take one broad lick up her slit and peek up at her, her breasts heaving up and down. She's staring back down at me, all the love in her eyes having now turned to lust.
"Please," she begs and I give her what she wants, burying my face deep into her and eating her out like I've been starved for years. I moan into her, gripping at her thighs as I cover every part of her I can. She tastes even sweeter than I remember.
"Oh god, Sara," I suck her swollen button between my lips, causing her thighs to shake. I move my hand to her entrance, gently circling my finger around it. I look up to her, remembering what she had told me about how her sex life had changed. She hesitates and bites her lip, then settles on a decision. She nods, giving me the go ahead, and her head drops back to the pillows as I continue.
I slowly push my middle finger in, feeling her warm walls clench around the digit. I remove it just as slowly then back in again, developing a steady rhythm before I enter her with two fingers.
"Ooh that feels good," she moans, bucking her hips up to meet my movements.
I pick up my pace to match her frantic moans, and curl my fingers on each thrust, hitting her g-spot, only to straighten them as I pull back out. The slick sounds of our love making fill the room as well as Sara's loud panting. It's music to my ears.
"Tee.. I'm.. I'm gonna.. Ohhh," she cries in ecstasy, her orgasm building.
I place a soft kiss to her clit and slink up her body quickly. I need to watch her and hold her as I bring her the most intense pleasure the human body can experience. She watches me through slitted eyes as I move in and out of her. I cradle my hand behind her head and she digs her nails into my back as pleasure rips through her body.
Sara throws her head back as her eyes roll into the back of her head while her body shudders beneath me. I slip my fingers out of her, drenched in her juices. She sighs, now feeling empty, and looks at me.
"That was mind blowing." She says with a dazed smile.
I chuckle and brush my nose against hers in a sweet eskimo kiss before collapsing next to her and finding her hand amongst the pillows, rubbing her hand with the pad of my thumb. We turn our heads at the exact same time to look at each other and burst out in giggles.
"Twins." Sara laughs, and rolls her body on top of mine. She begins sucking on my neck and I place my hands on her bum, squeezing the flesh there. She bites my neck, scolding me and I whimper, letting my hands fall back against the pillows.
I feel and hear her yawn as she rests her head against my chest for a moment before moving to continue. I grab her chin and lift her head to look at me, pushing her sweaty hair off of her face.
"You're exhausted," I state.
She nods, "But I want to.."
"I know. Tomorrow, though." I turn onto my side and she lands off of me, on her side. "All day, if you want," I wink.
"Okay, but I call big spoon tonight then," she agrees with a grin.
I chuckle and tuck her hair behind her ear then reach across her body for a blanket. I unfold it and throw it across our small bodies, trapping the heat under us. I roll over so my back is to her and she scoots her bare body closer, her breasts pushing up against my back. I snuggle into her and she snakes her hand around my waist, and buries her face into my hair. I feel her inhale and breathe warm air back against my neck.
"Sweet dreams, Tee." She whispers, planting a soft kiss to my nape.
"With you, always." I reply back, already falling into a deep sleep to the feeling of Sara drawing small circles on my stomach.
Hours later, I wake up to the bright sun glaring through skylight. I squint my eyes and stretch my limbs out, falling onto my back. Sara's sitting next to me, still naked, reading a book.
"Good morning," she says, flipping the page.
"Indeed." I murmur, moving closer to her so I can rest my head in her lap. She absentmindedly plays with my hair as she continues to read her book. I notice that it's the copy of The Hotel New Hampshire I had sent her. I turn my head and kiss the inside of her thigh, "I'm so glad you're here, with me."
"Me too," she smiles.
"So.. what do you want to do today? I don't have to work."
"If I recall correctly, you said something about having sex all day?" She grins, flipping another page in her book.
I giggle and sit up on my knees, leaning into kiss her, "Let's go for a walk first."
"But it's cold out," she pouts, sticking a bookmark into her book and setting it off to the side.
"Don't worry, I'll keep you warm. Now c'mon!" I stand up and pull on her arms, dragging us back down to the second level of the house. I open her door and push her in, telling her to get dressed. I go to my own room across the hall, and throw on some jeans and a long sleeved t-shirt. We exit our rooms at the same time, bumping into each other, and descend the stairs hand in hand.
After helping each other zip and button our winter coats and pulling hats and mittens on, I lead Sara out the door. She follows behind me silently down the narrow path to the sidewalk, then joins me by my side. Our silence continues as we walk through the neighborhood in the cold Vancouver winter, our breath visible. I link my arm with Sara's and she looks at me with fear hidden deep in her eyes because we are out in public.
"It's okay." I assure her with a smile.
She nods and we cross the street, continuing our way back home. Once we get back in front of our house, I grab Sara's hand and pull her into me. She looks at me questioningly, wondering why I stopped her. I take her face in my fuzzy mitten covered hands and kiss her passionately right in the middle of the street. She pulls back, her face flushed from the cold and the kiss. For a moment, I think she's upset and going to yell at me for being foolish but her lips pull up into a rare gummy grin.
My own identical smile forms and I wrap my arms around her waist, my forehead resting against hers as we stare into each other's eyes.
"I love you, Sara. Forever."
Her eyes slowly shut and she takes a deep, quivering breath. She opens her eyes back up, moist with tears, and she opens her mouth to speak softly. I close my own eyes, letting the wonderful feeling expand through my body over the words I know she's about to say.
"Je t'aime, ma cherie."
