DISCLAIMER! I DEFINITELY DO NOT OWN NARUTO OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS! (almost forgot that ahhhh lol :)

A smile. A laugh. That's all they need to think I'm alright. I watch their faces to see if it's worked, it has. I go through the necessary motions. As I walk home I wave and smile to familiar faces. When my bedroom door shuts and it's only me, I feel the weight of my emotions crash down on my weak, feeble shoulders. I am worthless, no one could ever love me. He could never love me. I wait for sleep to take me, but it never does. I am left to wait in the cold wasteland my mind has become. I try to feel something, anything, but I can't for I am numb. I see the sun rise through my dead green eyes, once vibrant with life and joy. Those days are gone, life used to be easy. But these days aren't easy anymore. I spend them hoping maybe he will come back someday...for me. I know now that these are childish dreams long ago snuffed out by his frozen heart hardened with hate. I used to think I knew everything, I always had an answer, but when he left me, everything changed. Now I'm not quite sure about anything. Only one thing is certain...I am alone.

Eh kinda crappy :P It's my first fanfic so please don't kill me. Please review! Oh and I have an awesome potential story with who other than Sakura Haruno! :D i love that girl...and of course it's a sasusaku pairing. I will post it soon!