A/N: THE RATING HAD TO GO UP CUZ OF THIS. BUT IT WAS WORTH IT.

Kadar was nervous. Despite Alex's sincere assurances that he didn't need to be, that he would go slow and be gentle, the teen still felt himself swallowing anxiously. It was his first time, after all, and with a man no less. And he knew who was in charge, here.

As Alex clumsily made his way down the hallway, carrying Kadar as he wrapped both his arms and legs around him, he kissed the teen gently, as he promised he would. He smiled when the body he was holding shuddered. Kicking the bedroom door open, he stepped into the familiar space and nudged the door closed again, carefully laying Kadar out on the bed afterwards. The teen whined lowly when Alex's warmth left him, though he needn't have worried, because the virus only took enough time to awkwardly toe his boots and socks off and then they were together again.

Kadar's blue hues watched intently as Alex climbed on top of him, a new wave of nervousness washing over him. As if sensing the teen's discomfort, Alex tenderly caressed his cheek—nearly washing away all anxiety with just that one gesture—and leaned down to press their lips together. Kadar moaned quietly, threading his fingers through deceptively soft, curly locks, inadvertently pushing down the virus's trademark hood in the process. When they separated for only a short moment to take in a fresh breath of air, the novice assassin got a glimpse of stunningly clear eyes staring straight at him, and he tried to push himself closer to his older lover. Alex smiled fondly and complied.

He lowered himself until he and Kadar were chest to chest, and he was pleased to find that the teen's heart was beating strongly and quickly. Their lips met again, though this time Alex pried his young lover's mouth open to meet his tongue. Kadar took a quick intake of breath when the virus massaged his tongue sensually and did his best to return the favor. However, Alex easily overcame him and Kadar could do nothing but lie back and take what the man had to give.

He moaned quietly when his lover moved to nip at his jaw, kissing the soft flesh lovingly and moving up to catch the teen's ear lobe between his teeth. Alex grinned at the shuddering breath the teen released. He moved down to the long column of his neck, sucking at his pulse point which caused Kadar to moan helplessly.

"Alex," he whispered, "Alex."

Said man continued to suck and nibble at the offered flesh, which would undoubtedly bruise later, though he moved his hand to palm Kadar's hardening member through his jeans. The teen suddenly arched off the bed with a pleasured cry. Alex removed himself from his neck to admire his face, and was amused to find his cheeks colored red and his eyes screwed shut in ecstasy. They hadn't even begun, and he was already reacting like this…

Alex couldn't wait to get things started.

Slanting his and Kadar's mouths together again, he whispered, "Undress me."

His young lover's cheeks darkened considerably but he still nodded his consent. With nervous, quaking hands, the novice assassin slid his fingers beneath Alex's leather jacket and pushed it off his shoulders, letting it land heavily on the floor. Meanwhile, Alex had little trouble ridding Kadar of his own shirt. He tossed it carelessly behind him and licked his lips in appreciation.

Kadar was hardly muscular, but his training had given him a lithe form, complete with slim hips and a flat stomach. His skin was deeply tanned from his many hours in the sun and it was smooth and unblemished to boot. Kadar shyly averted his eyes when he found his older lover staring at him hungrily. He could feel his (seemingly always-present) blush spreading down his neck and that just made him even more embarrassed.

Suddenly Alex's grabby hands were groping his chest greedily, touching all the right spots in all the right ways. Kadar's breathing sped up as another pang of arousal assaulted his senses.

"Kadar," Alex said seductively, placing a hand beneath his jaw to turn his head, "look at me."

The teen's eyes turned toward his lover's blue ones, and his breath hitched just from the heated look Alex was sending him. No words were spoken, but Kadar managed to keep his gaze locked with his lover's, even when Alex pinched his right nipple. His head tipped back slightly and his mouth fell open, but he refused to look away from those eyes. He felt an odd sense of accomplishment when Alex lowered his head, but he didn't get to feel proud of himself for long, for his older lover had only lowered his head to suck his left nipple in his mouth.

Lashing his tongue across the rosy bud, the virus made a pleased sound when Kadar arched his back in pleasure. Suddenly remembering that he had been told to undress his mate a long time ago, Kadar tugged at Alex's gray hoodie until he was finally able to yank it off and let it add to the ever-growing pile of clothes on the floor.

As he began unbuttoning his lover's white dress shirt, he felt the button on his jeans pop and the zipper pulled down. The teen was bordering on freaking out and shoving Alex away, so to distract the distraught assassin, he released his nipple and switched his mouth to its opposite while he toyed with the other. With his free hand, he continued to paw at Kadar's now fully-erect length. Though now, with the teen's pants open and slipping down his hips, he simply reached into his boxers and gripped the hardened flesh in a loose hold. As predicted, Kadar cried out in pleasure and bucked into his hand.

"Alex!"

Grinning maniacally, Alex travelled back up to Kadar's face and kissed him passionately, making the teen moan helplessly. He soon found himself without pants or boxers, which made him feel incredibly self-conscious and embarrassed, and he instinctively tried to cover himself. However, Alex grabbed his hands and pulled them away, to either side of his head.

"Don't ever try to hide yourself from me," he said as he leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to compliant lips. Somehow, Kadar's blush deepened and he nodded sheepishly. Alex stared down at his young lover to truly appreciate him. Kadar's pupils were blown from the intense pleasure, with only a thin rim of blue around the edges, and his cheeks were a deep, pretty red color. His jaw was slack, his lips were wet and kiss-swollen, a thin layer of sweat covered his body, and his cock was erect and almost weeping for attention.

Alex was only too happy to provide that attention.

Pressing another warm kiss to Kadar's lips, the virus moved down his body a second time, trailing his tongue along the heated flesh and occasionally delivering a love bite. When he reached the teen's arousal, he teased the head by gently lapping at it with his tongue, relishing in the surprised gasp of his companion.

"Alex!" Kadar nearly shouted, more shocked than pleasured—which had Alex frowning in disapproval. The teen was supporting himself on his elbows, staring at the virus as though he'd grown second head.

Instead of an explanation, Alex merely winked and said, "Trust me," before lowering his head and promptly swallowing Kadar whole. The novice assassin groaned and fell back onto the bed, his hips twitching. He reached above his head and gripped the headboard of the bed in a white-knuckled grip, moaning unabashedly when Alex worked his tongue on the underside of his penis.

That long, drawn-out sound was music to the older man's ears, so to ensure that Kadar would keep making them, he started bobbing his head and constricting his throat. The teen nearly went crazy, bucking his hips and letting out beautiful, sinful sounds. As his orgasm quickly approached, he tried to warn Alex, "Alex, I'm-ah! I-I'm—!"

He cried out in bliss as he found release, tightening his already vice-like grip on the headboard. Patiently, Alex allowed Kadar to ride out his orgasm and swallowed when it became necessary. Realizing that he still had clothes on and that it was far too hot in the room, Alex tore his shirt open—sending buttons flying in every which direction—and randomly threw it somewhere, uncaring of where it landed.

His own member was neglected and leaking in his pants, so he quickly shed those as well. Hissing quietly as his hot length was exposed to the cooler air, he wrapped his own hand around it and stroked it slowly. Kadar, on the other hand, was left weak and unaided on the bed, the energy having left his body after such a powerful orgasm.

He watched with interest as Alex hurriedly discarded the rest of his clothing, swallowing in fear when he got a good look at his older lover's cock. While he wasn't overly large, he was by absolutely no means small. Even though Kadar was a virgin, he knew how sex worked, even between two men, and he couldn't believe where that thing was going to go.

Admittedly, he was nervous, but the teen also felt himself heat up and his own cock twitch in interest at the thought of where that thing was going to go. Alex had made a thousand promises regarding how their first time together would be, and Kadar didn't doubt for a second that he would keep all of them. He trusted Alex with his life, after all. In fact, he wouldn't rather give his virginity to anybody else. Alex said that he would take care of him, do things at his pace and stop if he ever wanted to back out. He said that he would be gentle and slow and that Kadar would enjoy it, so the teen trusted that he would.

Alex loved him, after all.

The virus reached across the bed and pulled open the drawer on the nightstand with one hand, idly caressing Kadar's hip with the other. The action made the teen shiver delightedly, and he realized that with Alex distractedly rummaging around in the drawer, he was free to admire his older lover.

The man was certainly a sight with his mussed up hair and pink cheeks, his lips red and shiny given that he'd just delivered a blow job. What really caught Kadar's attention, though, was the toned chest and abdomen of his lover. The clearly defined muscles didn't really surprise the teen, considering how immensely powerful Alex was. Still, he appreciated the view.

Making a pleased noise, Kadar slowly rubbed his way up Alex's chest, jolting the man out of his search for whatever it was he wanted. He continued to feel the muscles ripple beneath his fingers until he could trail his hands over his lover's shoulders. Using Alex as leverage, Kadar lifted himself from his lying position on the bed and kissed the virus tenderly, wrapping his arms around his neck in the process.

He was perfectly content as he was, so close to his first and only love, kissing him adoringly, but it soon ended when Alex suddenly ground their hips together, causing the teen to gasp and grunt at the pleasurable contact. Making a sound of success, the virus finally—finally—pulled a bottle of lube from the nightstand and closed the drawer with a little more force than necessary. He returned Kadar to his lying position on the bed and rubbed life back into his cock, grinning more and more with every sound of pleasure his young lover emitted.

While continuing the rhythmic strokes he'd established, Alex popped the cap off of the lube and poured it over his pumping fingers, effectively coating them in the clear gel. He leaned over his mate and pressed a soft, reassuring kiss to his lips.

"Take a deep breath for me, Kadar," he whispered.

The novice assassin was about to ask why, but the feeling of a finger gently probing his entrance was enough of an answer. Bracing himself, Kadar did as was asked and quickly released the breath when the finger entered him. He grimaced at the odd yet not-painful feeling, unsure of how he really felt about it. While he was a tad uncomfortable with a finger in his ass, Kadar was pleased to find that Alex was kissing up the side of his face.

"You okay?" he asked, casting him a concerned glance.

Caressing the virus's cheek, Kadar said, "I'm fine. Keep going."

Nodding, Alex added a second finger, scissoring them to help the process further. The teen beneath him hissed slightly, though he seemed unbothered. While it was bearable, the second finger stretching him further produced an unpleasant burn. Deciding to focus on his breathing, Kadar ignored the pain and instead felt the fingers as they pumped in and out of him. Alex was still kissing his face and was now pumping both of their erections with his one free hand. The pleasure he was experiencing was dulling the burn, but Kadar couldn't help but notice the way the fingers were moving within him. They twisted and curled and moved around a lot, reaching, stretching, searching; and then it hit him.

His vision went white as the most euphoric, mind-blowing feeling washed over him. "Alex!" he screamed, arching his back and trying to force himself down on those wonderful, beautiful, fantastic fingers to get more of that feeling. "Please, please, Alex, do it again!"

His voice sounded desperate, even to himself, but he didn't care. The only thing he was after was more of that feeling. Laughing quietly to himself, the virus obliged and brushed his fingers against Kadar's prostate again. Another deep moan tore itself from the teen's throat and Alex was able to add the third and final finger without him even noticing.

As he prepped the novice assassin, he worked himself and his mate to full arousal, and only stopped when he felt himself about to come. Carefully, he retracted his fingers from Kadar's entrance, pulling a disappointed whine from the teen. Alex smiled warmly at him and leaned down to press a short, sweet kiss to his lips. Kadar hummed happily at the contact and clasped the older man's face in his hands, returning the kiss eagerly.

He cracked one eye open when he heard the cap of a bottle pop, and watched intently as Alex coated his weeping member in lube. Kadar's heart leapt into his throat. The fear was back full force now and it was too late to back out. With shaking hands, the novice assassin trailed his hands up his lover's back and buried his face in his shoulder. Alex leaned his head against Kadar's and comfortingly caressed his lower back and behind.

"It's okay, Kadar," he whispered reassuringly, "You'll be okay. I'll take care of you." The boy nodded. "We can stop anytime you want to, okay?"

"No," Kadar said firmly, "I want this."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes! Just—do it!"

Positioning himself between his young lover's trembling thighs, Alex pressed the head of his erection to Kadar's entrance and gently pushed forward. When he was fully seated, he muttered a breathy, "Fuck," and sat still. The warm body he was encased in was tight—so tight!—and twitching uncontrollably, making it even harder to give Kadar time to adjust. He was vaguely aware of the teen's nails digging into the tough skin of his back but paid it no mind, instead focusing on keeping still and laying comforting kisses along his lover's neck.

Kadar, however, gave a keening wail when Alex's thick cock pushed into him. The pain burned deeply within him and forced a few tears from his eyes, though they were quickly wiped away by his thoughtful mate. He dug his nails into Alex's back, though not enough to tear through the skin, and squeezed his waist with his thighs. Shit, he knew it was going to hurt, but this was like nothing he'd ever experienced before.

"Shit, Kadar," Alex ground out. His entire body was shaking with the effort to keep from thrusting into that hot body, but this was about Kadar and how he felt. "Shit."

"Alex," Kadar whined, "it's okay. Go ahead."

Slowly, carefully, Alex pulled out until only the tip of his length was still in his lover's entrance, then thrust back in just as gently. Kadar made a pained noise, so the virus gripped his erection in a tight hold and stroked it rhythmically. That seemed to distract the teen from the pain, even if only a little bit, so he pumped faster and started sucking on the sensitive points of his neck. The pain was dulling, but Kadar forgot about the pain completely when Alex suddenly struck his prostate. He cried out in pleasure as his discomfort was completely erased and tipped his head back in ecstasy.

"Alex!" he shouted. "More!"

The virus didn't speed up his pace—in order to keep his promise—but he did his best to aim for Kadar's prostate with every thrust. He was relatively successful, which had his young lover moaning and whimpering hysterically.

Kadar was certain that he was on fire. His skin was burning up and his cheeks were a deep red color, and Alex's added warmth wasn't helping. Still, he clutched to the older male as if he were the last solid thing on earth.

He was glad that he'd decided to do this. Alex was keeping every single one of his promises, just as Kadar had expected, and despite the pain, it was well worth it. He suddenly felt so much love for the man above him he thought his heart was going to burst. He cupped Alex's cheek with gentle hands and made sure the virus was focused on his eyes before he whispered, "I love you."

Alex faltered in his slow thrusts, but quickly regained his composure. Without breaking eye contact, he pushed his member deep into Kadar, brushing his prostate, and lightly squeezed the base of his cock as he responded, "I love you, too."

That was his undoing.

Staring into crystal clear blue eyes, Kadar shouted out his lover's name as his orgasm washed over him.

"Alex!"

With the teen's hole clenching down on him so powerfully, Alex knew he wouldn't last much longer. Shallowly thrusting into his mate, the virus quietly groaned out, "Jesus Christ—Kadar!" and released into the willing body below him.

Kadar moaned at the sensation of hot fluids filling him up. He reached up and pulled Alex down into a kiss, appreciating the teeth that nipped at his lower lip playfully, and violently shivered when the large length left him. He suddenly felt exhausted. Breathing deeply and basking in the afterglow of great sex, Kadar scooted closer to Alex—who had rolled off of him to give him room to breathe—and curled up on his side. The virus allowed him a brief moment to relax before he got up, disturbing the novice assassin's peaceful mindset.

"Alex," he whined, "what are you doing?" "Gotta clean us up. I'll be back, don't worry."

Smiling charmingly, the virus disappeared from the room without bothering to dress at all and returned a moment later, his chest wiped clean and a damp washcloth in his hand. He gently shifted Kadar into a more comfortable position. As he cleaned the teen's chest and abdomen, he admired his handiwork. Kadar's lips were ruby red and swollen, areas on his neck and chest were bruising into hickeys, his eyes were tired but satisfied, and his body was lax. Overall, Alex found that he did a good job.

When he finished cleaning up, he carelessly tossed the dirty washcloth behind him and climbed back into the bed. An amused smile graced his lips when Kadar immediately crawled to him for attention. The teen glued himself to his lover's side and received a kiss. Melting into the warm gesture, Kadar hummed and smiled when Alex nuzzled his face.

"I love you," the virus whispered.

"I love you, too."

They shared another kiss as Alex pulled the blankets around them, encasing them in a soft cocoon of warmth. They settled down to sleep after that, completely sated and content with the situation.

A/N: Well then. Six and a half pages of sweet love.

IT HAD TO HAPPEN EVENTUALLY, OKAY?

Anyhoo, it's confession time: I'm totally in love with this cracky little pairing now. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS WOULD HAPPEN. I initially only did this because I felt bad for those who ship these two, because there's nothing for it. Buuuuut now everything I do inspires me to write another drabble. Go figure. (…I actually have no problem with this. I'm just complaining to complain, y'know?)

Anyways, hope you enjoyed and leave a review if you wish. :)