Hey folks. This is my first real fic. So please be nice. :-) And for the record english is not my mother tongue. I just had it in school. So if there are spelling mistakes or grammar mistakes, it is absolutely and only my fault ;-)

Oh yeah and I don't own Rizzoli and Isles, unfortunately.

The asphalt glistered under the September Boston sun. It had been a very hot summer until now. Every now and then the younger ones cracked the hydrants in the Boston streets to cool down the city. Sometimes it helped, sometimes it did not.

It had been a very turbulent year. Murders had been solved, kidnappings ended, mobs arrested, friendships kitted but also people had been rejected by the past, the truth, their own flesh and blood. Jane had not told Maura until she had shot Paddy Doyle, Maura's biological father that she felt more than their usual friendship, but she was not sure if Maura felt the same. It had been actually very funny because Jane is not the kind of type who expresses feelings or even talks about them that much. They had been, after Jane saved Maura's life in the woods, in the Dirty Robber like almost every evening after work. Jane had nursed her third beer and Maura had been talking about the latest victim that had been murdered by Sensei Matta. Jane had not really been listening lost in her own thoughts 'til Maura had looked her straight in the eyes with a questioning look. 'I love you' Jane had said with her typical smile. Maura had just looked at her a little confused by Jane's confession. Maura knew Jane loved her like a sister and she had been accepted by the whole Rizzoli family though that she felt the same for Jane. 'I love you too Jane' Maura had answered. Jane had chuckled and taken a sip of her beer. 'Not like I love you Maura' and with those words Jane had emptied her beer, stood up and left a stunned Maura back at the Dirty Robber. She had been shocked at Jane's confession. When she could compose herself again Jane had disappeared already. Maura had thrown a couple of dollar notes on the table and run after Jane. She could not believe what Jane had meant by these three words. She could not believe the possibility that Jane felt the same and she could not believe that Jane was the one who had said those words.

Outside Jane had kicked herself mentally. How could she have been so stupid? She had just confessed her love to her best friend her only best friend. Tomorrow, she had told herself I'm gonna clear this up as a mistake. She had thrown her blazer jacket over her slumped shoulders and walked along the street when she had heard Maura calling for her. She just had shaken her head and turned around to explain this mistake to Maura when their lips met crashing together. Maura had grabbed her by her shirt and pulled her close to herself as their lips opened slightly and Maura welcomed Jane's smooth tongue in her mouth. It had been a very passionate kiss and everything had changed afterwards.

They had not been quite sure what and when had changed their feelings towards but they had been pleased to know that those were mutual. Jane had not been with a woman before Maura but she had experimented in college and of course to Maura love had nothing to do with the gender as such as the person. They had not told anyone at work due to Jane's fear of being rejected. Maura had as gentle as she was accepted Jane's plea not to act in a suspicious way. Although Maura had no problem with Jane's wish she could not quite understand where it had come from. Her mother loved her in a way that she had nothing to fear. Her brothers always had the suspicion that Janie was not into guys and Frost and Korsak would not mind if her colleague was betting for the other team. So they kept their growing relationship a secret.

Today was actually a very calm day. Their last murder had been solved and Jane had had an appearance at court but other than that the murders and Boston seemed to be on vacation or it was just too hot to commit any crimes. Maura was at home. Unfortunately no murders meant no work for Maura. As a Chief Medical Examiner of the Massachusetts Commonwealth she just worked murders or suspicious death'. For other than that she had her staff.

On her way back from court Jane and Frost sat in their car talking about the verdict.

'I can't believe that he only got 15 years.' Jane said taking a sip of her coffee.

'Yeah' replied Frost. 'I don't understand it either. I mean that guy killed his wife and their kids and got away with just that short of time.'

'So he gets out in what 12 years if he manages good behavior.' Jane was angry. She never understood how murderers, rapists or other perpetrators could get such a short amount of time although it was quite clear that they meant to be looked up lifetime.

Frost looked out of their car as they drove back to headquarters. He looked at Jane and took a sip of his now cold coffee.

'You know Jane' he started and glazed back on the street 'you could have told us.'

Jane's head spun around like something or someone had hit her. 'What?' she asked and failed to manage to stay calm. 'What do you mean?' She asked again as she had composed herself again. Shit she thought to herself so much to keep it a secret. If Frost knows everybody else does too.

'You and Maura.' Frost simply stated and closed the window now the air-condition did its work.

Jane shook her head and smiled. 'I don't know what you mean Frost but Maura and I are just friends, well best friends but just friends.' She tried so hard to concentrate on the streets that she missed out the truck that just passed a red light on the intersection.

It all went down in less than a minute. Frost yelled something she could hardly understand when the truck hit the driver side of their car and shoved them half way down the intersection.

Frost was the first one to regain consciousness. Oh my god he thought. He looked over to where the truck had hit them. Jane was trapped in the crushed metal. Her head back on the seat covered in her own blood. It was a weird picture because half of Jane couldn't be seen under the crushed metal.

People came running now to the crash site offering their help. Frost climbed out of the now missing windshield. 'I'm a cop' he yelled at the first aider. 'Call a bus right now!' The young man standing next to a very shocked Frost responded first and called for an ambulance. Meanwhile Barry climbed over the car to get a better access to Jane. You can't just die on me now he thought. Not now. What shall I tell her?

The truck driver climbed out of his cabin and stumbled over to where Frost was trying to open the driver's door. 'I'm so sorry, I think I missed the red light' that was all he managed to say. Frost didn't even listen to him he tried to reach for Jane.

'Jane can you hear me' he yelled when he got a little closer to the window that was shattered. 'Jane you gotta wake up, please wake up!' He stroked the hair out of her bloody face. 'Jane, please.'

She stirred then a groan. Slowly Jane's eyes fluttered open. Fuck she thought I feel like I've been hit by a truck. And then it came back to her they had been hit by a truck. 'Frost' she whispered. He was by her side instantly. 'Jane we were…' but he didn't get the chance to say what was on his tongue.

'Tell her' Jane started to chock blood his eyes wide in horror 'I love her.' And then everything went black.

Let me know if I shall continue...