I wanted to forget. I wanted to forget all of it. So I decided to leave the house. Which probably wasn't the best idea. Everywhere I saw headlines. 'Vanessa not over Zac.' 'Vanessa visiting Zac at the hospital.' 'Vanessa saves Zac's life.' 'Zac fighting for his life, ex-girlfriend saves him.'. Every store that I passed there was something or someone reminding me of him. Great. I thought to myself. And here I thought going out would help.

I lighted a cigarette and then I threw it away. Stupid habit. I thought to myself. A stupid habit that I had started after I left Zac.

I looked at my phone and saw a message from Nikki. 'Hey you. How are you holding up?' And so there was more than just one. 'Call me sweetie. I want to know how you're doing. Brittany.'

'V. I know about his amnesia, you must be devastated. Monique.' 'Baby V, you call me soon. Love you. Corbin.' I smiled at the texts it was really sweet of them to text me and ask how I was doing I just wasn't able to reply to any of them. I didn't want them to worry even more and I didn't want to lie either. So the best thing would just be not to reply at all.

Coffee I thought. Coffee would be good and so I went to buy a coffee from Starbucks of course and as I walked out I saw him. He was coming at my direction. "What are you doing here?" I asked out of nothing, but then I realized he didn't remember me. "Sorry I should leave, you don't remember who I am." and so I started walking away when I heard my name.

"Vanessa." he said and ran after me.

I turned around. "You remember?" I asked confused.

He nodded and gave me a smile. "Yes, when I saw your face I remembered everything."

"Really?" I asked excited and smiled. "I didn't think they had released you."

"My parents thought it would be a good idea that no one knew."

I nodded in understanding and smiled. "Well I should leave." I told him. "It's good to see you are okay." I looked away and took a few steps, when he grabbed me by the wrist. His touch felt amazing. I didn't know how much I had missed it until now. I really and truly was still in love with him. But I couldn't let him know that. I didn't want to get my heart broken if he didn't feel the same.

"You saved my life" he told me and I sat down on a nearby bench.

"Well I couldn't just let you die. You needed the blood and…"

"What are you talking about?" he asked as he sat down next to me.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"You were there the night I woke up."

I bit my bottom lip, hoping he didn't know what I had been saying.

"You helped me come back."

"Well I'm glad I could help."

"I thought I'd been dead, because I was sure I'd heard the voice of an angel. And now I know I was right. You saved me V."

I blushed and I felt tears forming in my eyes. Not now. I thought to myself. I don't want to cry.

"Did you really give me your blood?"

I nodded. I couldn't manage to say anything. I felt tears forming in my eyes and then I began crying.

"Hey." he wiped away my tears with his thumb. "It's okay don't cry." He told me and wrapped his arms around me.

"I thought I was going to lose you." I told him and then I realized he wasn't mine anymore. I stood up and looked at him. "No I'm sorry this isn't fair to you. You weren't mine to lose. I should just leave." And so I did I ran for my car as fast as I could hoping he wasn't following. Which he wasn't or so I thought. But when I got home he was there waiting for me.

"How?" I asked.

"You always take the long road." he told me with a smile.

"You shouldn't be here." I told him.

"I want to."

I gave him a smile and walked in leaving the door standing open. He followed and closed the door after him.

"Why are you here Zac?"

"I couldn't let you be upset, especially not when I'm the reason for it though I don't know why."

"That's really sweet of you. But I'm fine really."

"Are you? You know I've known you for a long time, and I can tell when you are lying."

"Damn it. Well I'm confused."

"About what?" he asked and walked closer to me.

"Everything." I told him.

"What have made you so confused?"

"You. Me. Everything was fine right? You had your life and I had mine. Then you're in the hospital. Austin breaks up with me. I save your life 2 times apparently. And here I am not sure how to move on from this."

"Who says you have to move on?"

"Zac too much have happened to us. We have too much history. There is a reason for why we broke up."

"You say we have history, and if I remember correctly we were happy most of the time we were together."

"We were. And it was a great fairytale but then the fairytale ended and reality stepped in. And so we ended a long with it."

"It doesn't have to be that way." he told me.

"Yes I'm a mess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I smoke, I act different, I even hang out with different people."

"I know who you are."

"And who is that?" I asked looking in to his eyes.

"A person who's smart and funny, who's kindhearted and nice, who's sweet and always put other people first. Who's an amazing singer and actress and also know how to dance."

I let out a laugh.

"You light up the room. You're loving and caring, and perfect."

"I'm not perfect." I said shaking my head.

"You are to me."

"Didn't you hear what I said? I smoke. You hate that stuff."

"And so do you remember?" he told me and I knew he was right. It was just a stupid habit I had gotten after I left Zac. I guess I had started because it felt relaxing, but that was probably just some lame excuse for hiding myself.

"Why are you so sweet to me?" I asked him.

"Because you saved my life twice. Which I'm quite thankful for actually."

"Well I'm glad I could help. I'm a mess, you don't want this."

"But you're my mess" he said and I looked in to his eyes with tearful eyes.

"You mean that?"

He nodded. And reached out for my hand.

I took his hand and he pulled me close to him. He wrapped his arms around me and I rested my head on his chest while he stroked my hair. "Thank you." I said to him.

"For what?" he asked looking in to my eyes.

"Bringing me home."

"Now I'm even more confused. You got here all by yourself. I had nothing to do with that." he said and gave me a weird look.

"I meant here with you, being in your arms. It finally feels like home. I'm just sorry it took me a few wrong turns to find my way back."

"It doesn't matter, what matters is that you're here now." he assured me and kissed the top of my head.

"I'm really glad you brought me back, because else I'd still be lost and I didn't like that."

"That's the least I could do after you saved my life."

"I thought you hated me." I spoke.

"I could never hate you V. I might have been mad at you for leaving and then finding Austin but I could never hate you."

"Not even if I told you I hated you?"

"No not even then. I love you too much."

"You do?" I asked looking in to his eyes.

"Yes. I love you."

"Say that again."

"I love you."

"You don't know how good it is to hear you say that. I thought you were going to leave forever."

"And miss out on you? No never." He gave he a smile, and my heart melted. I loved him with all my heart and I just realized. That I hadn't lost myself, I had just forgotten who I was and now that I was here with Zac I was right where I wanted to be, I was home.

"A penny for your thoughts."

"Sorry." I said. "I was just thinking how good it was finally to be home where I belonged."

He gave me a kiss on my cheek. "I thought you said you needed to let go of me."

I gave him a confused look.

"I heard every word you said to me that night. You told me you loved me and that you needed to let me go."

I cuddled in to his chest in embarrassment. "I was confused. I know what I want now."

"And what is that?" he asked hopefully.

"You." I told him as I looked in to his beautiful blue eyes that I had misses. "I want every piece of you."

"I love you."

"And I love you." I leaned in to kiss him, and he responded the kiss. He lifted me and kissed me passionately. "Thanks for not leaving me."

"I promised myself if I ever had the chance I would never let you go again."

"And are you planning to keep that promise?" I asked him and he nodded.

"Yes, I could never let you go again."

"I'll hold you up to that promise." I told him and kissed him again.

"I love you Zac."

"I love you too V."

AN: Okay you might hate me for ending this now. I know it's soon and I'm sorry. I just didn't know how to continue this story. But if you have any ideas for a new story then tell me I'll be happy to hear your thoughts.

Btw I'm wondering does my Life Goes On story suck or something cause there is barely any who comments on it. If you don't like it then tell me how I can make it better, or please tell me if you think it's too sad or depressing I would really like to hear what you have think about it.

xoxo Mette