AN: Hello this is my first fanfic dealing with Deadman Wonderland. I am a huge fan of the series. This story contains Yaoi, if you don't like boyxboy than don't read.

Ganta gently caresses the black eye patch that covers Senji's right eye. He still remembers watching that horrible scene when his eye was tore right out of its socket. So horrible…

Senji promptly but gently takes hold of Ganta's petite hand and places it near his lips and roughly kisses it. Ganta sucks in a deep breath from the not-so-foreign touch. "Stop worrying about it kid." The Crow whispered to the little Woodpecker "It's already been a while." Ganta sighs. "I know, but I have trouble not worrying about it. I kinda feel guilty." With a sudden blush, he buried his head in the pillow—trying to cover up his bashfulness.

Senji rolls his eyes in irritation. "Like I said before, it's nothing. So stop pouting about it, it's quite annoying." Ganta peeks from the pillow. Senji gives a smile to lighten up his often bad attitude. "Look at me."

"Why…?" Ganta half mumbled from the pillow.

"Just do it." Senji ordered. Ganta knows he can't really disobey Senji; he's strong, muscular, and his attitude is bad to the core. So he looks up from the pillow at the Crow. Senji's lips are formed in a crooked smile and he plants a kiss on Ganta's forehead. The blush on Ganta's face grows brighter as Senji kisses the tip of his nose, both his flushed cheeks, and then finally lands his lips on Ganta's smooth lips.

"Senji…" Ganta protested. He still is new to this whole love thing. Just last month, the two confided their love for each other.

Now, both are lying together in a small bed. Senji's massive body structure takes most of the bed but Ganta is small enough to fit in comfortably. The prison system is funny at Deadman Wonderland, the prisoners known as Deadman get a private room with its own bathroom. The guards don't seem to notice Senji sneaking into Ganta's room or rather they don't care one bit.

Ganta kisses back a little, he still is trying a hand at romantic things and is a little self-conscious. Senji suddenly turns over on Ganta while still kissing the boy. He groans against the hot growing sensation in his body. Senji's tongue presses against Ganta's closed lips, wanting entrance. Ganta hesitantly opens his lips. He feels the pleasurable sensation of Senji's tongue scoping his mouth. He enjoys it and tries to enter Senji's mouth, to see how he tastes like.

Senji growls with pleasure, he's like a total animal when they both become intimate like this and it made Ganta feel like a prey but he liked feeling like this. Every day he has to fight but when he's with Senji, he can relax and have the other boy dominate him, knowing he is safe.

Senji brakes the kiss, both are breathless. "Are you okay?" he asks. "Y-Yeah." Ganta replied. Senji slowly grinds himself against Ganta. Ganta silences a moan as Senji did that. "Can I continue?" He asks. Ganta looks away from Senji.

"Sure…" To be honest, Ganta isn't sure if he can continue on. Senji and he haven't gone all the way—only kissing like what they were just doing. He is actually quite scared to go any further; he's seen the size of Senji in the locker room and to know where that thing is suppose to go…well, it's a scary thought.

Senji began to strip off Ganta's prison uniform, all the while kissing every exposed part of his body. Ganta closes his eyes and grabs hold of the blankets beneath him. "S-Senji…"

"Shh…" Senji replied as he finishes sliding off Ganta's uniform. When Senji's large hands stroke up and down Ganta's little thighs, Ganta smashes his legs together.

"I'm scared Senji." Ganta's eyes are partially wet. "I don't know what to do."

Senji sighs. "I've done this before and it's not too scary when you get into the moment. Now…" Senji put his hands between Ganta's legs and pries them open. He dives in and rubs his now growing erection on Ganta's groin. Ganta's head snaps back in sudden shock of the pleasure. "…Let me show you how to get into that moment."

Senji takes off his black shirt that covered almost nothing on his body and undoes his pants. Ganta watches Senji in anticipation as the Crow stops at his underwear and instead reaches out for Ganta's. With a little protest from his little boyfriend, Senji accomplishes exposing Ganta fully. Senji looks down at Ganta's naked form and feels his erection harden.

Senji bends down to Ganta's groin and engulfs him fully. He begins sucking on him, enjoying his taste. Ganta's hands find themselves gripping onto Senji's hair and arching his back. He can't hide his moans and a big one escapes his throat. "Hn…Senji!" Senji twitches at the sound of his name being moaned out from Ganta's sweet mouth. Senji wants to hear more.

Senji's pinches one of Ganta's nipples as he continues to suck. "S-Senji, stop….it feels weird." Senji knows that sensation all too well so he decides to stop. He doesn't want him coming too soon. Ganta is breathing hard and beginning to sweat.

"Here," Senji said. "Suck on this for a sec." He slid his pointer and index fingers in Ganta's mouth and God does it feel good. "Yeah just like that." He can feel himself becoming more aroused. He slides both digits in and out of his mouth—until they became fully coated with warm saliva.

Ganta once again clings onto the bed sheets, preparing himself for what is going to come. "Is it gonna hurt Senji?" Worry and fright cloud Ganta's eyes.

Senji smiles with cockiness. "I'll make it so it won't hurt too much." After that said, Senji slides one finger into Ganta's entrance.

"Ah!" Ganta moaned aloud. "Senji…nnh..." Ganta's heart began to race. "Senji, I don't know if I can do this."

Senji bends down and kisses near Ganta's naval. "Don't worry kid…" he then slides inside the other finger. Ganta takes shallow breaths and soon feels light headed. "Breathe." Senji whispered.

"O-Okay…" Ganta breathes in and out at a steady pace.

"I'm going to put another one in." Senji puts a third digit in and tries to stretch Ganta's tight ass out. "God, so fucking tight..." Senji mumbles. He then pushes his fingers further in and that's when he knows he hit that special spot.

Ganta's back arches and a scream escapes through his lips. "Y…Yes! There, more!" Ganta quickly covers his mouth in embarrassment at what he just said. "I can't believe I just said that outloud!" he thought.

"Yes, that's exactly what I want to hear from you Ganta…" Senji puts the fourth finger in, man it got tighter. "C'mon kid…say it!" Senji pushes harder again and hits that spot again.

"Oh God!" Ganta gasps. "Senji…" Ganta actually bucked his hips and made an orgasmic face. "Senji." That last moan makes it seem like Ganta is begging for Senji to go further. Senji releases his fingers and a somewhat disappointed sigh escapes from Ganta.

Ganta relaxes for a minute to regain his senses. Soon a chilling sensation reaches him. He snaps his head up and sees that Senji has the tip of his lube coated finger to his entrance. Then he takes his member out of his underwear and coats it with lubricant. Ganta stares in awe at him and immediately is stricken with fright again.

Ganta points at Senji. "THAT'S going inside of ME?" Senji nods and says. "Oh yeah, it's going completely inside you." His voice bred a deviant tone underneath it along with an unsettling chuckle.

Ganta shakes his head. "Senji, I don't know if I can go through with—"

Senji began to slide his erection inside Ganta, starting with the tip. Ganta takes in quick breaths of air but quickly remembers to breathe. Before Ganta can clamp his legs together, Senji pins them down again and continues to slide inside the little boy.

Tears start at Ganta's eyes. He quickly wipes away the tears before they can fall down his cheeks. He winces. "It hurts…" he whines. Senji moves in a little bit more. "Nh...Relax your body, it'll be less painful for you."

Ganta tries to relax his muscles. "There we go." Senji said. He then leans in and whispers into Ganta's ear. "Stroke it."

"What?" Ganta asks.

"Stroke yourself." Senji replies.

Ganta doesn't reply but does what Senji asked. He moves his hand down to his member and begins stroking himself. "It feels weird again." Senji smiles. "Good."

The hot sensation is growing inside Senji's body and he decides to take a risk.

"Ah! There! Right there!" Ganta threw his hips up in the air and screamed out for Senji.

Senji thrusts again and again in Ganta's puny body. The boy is going wild from underneath him and it's making him go wild too. "Yes Ganta, c'mon kid you can do it." Senji thrusts harder into Ganta, hitting that sweet spot that made Ganta gasp and cry out.

Senji thrusts more and as he did, he feels he is coming close to releasing. "Ganta, I'm coming…" Ganta began to push against Senji to get more pleasure.

"Harder Senji!" Ganta cried. Senji stops thrusting. "What're you doing?" Senji doesn't respond but he does flip Ganta over. Ganta has his rear up and supports himself by using his elbows. Then, Senji puts all his strength into thrusting himself into Ganta, pouring himself into his little lover.

Ganta's cheek rubs against the bed and he drools over the bed sheets along with a mixture of his tears. Ganta moans from the incredible pleasure. "Senji…Senji…" Ganta mumbled his name over and over.

"Yes, keep moaning my name…keep…moaning…" Senji quickens the thrusts. "I'm…coming Ganta. How about you?"

"Hn…I…I think so!" Ganta cries out. "It's hot…really hot."

A grin appears on Senji's face and he bends over to reach for Ganta's member. He began to stroke the boy as he thrusts. Both motions in tune with one another. This made Ganta's mind go insane. "Senji, I can't…I'm—!" Ganta is cut short when he releases himself all over the bed sheets. Ganta somewhat collapses on the bed, Senji still thrusting. "Hold on kid, let me finish." Senji removed his hand from Ganta and put a grip on his small hips. He clenches hard as he drives himself into Ganta.

"Ganta…" He moaned. Ganta turns red at Senji's moans. This is the first time he's ever heard Senji moan out his name. Ganta knew the Crow was close to coming when the pace quicken. With a final moan of Ganta's name, Senji's body tenses and he fills the little boy up with his warm substance.

Senji collapses back on the bed, followed by Ganta. Both boys are breathing hard. Ganta nuzzles his head on Senji's broad chest. "How was it for your first time?" Senji asks.

Ganta takes a moment to answer. "It was painful…." Yes, it is true it hurt as all hell. Ganta never knew he would be with another guy, and be the bottom nonetheless.

Senji smirks to himself, cocky as all hell. "Man, I've been wanting to do this for weeks now." He wraps his arm around Ganta and embraces him. In a quick move, Senji covers them both with the sheet of the blanket.

Lying on their sides, both relax within each other's embrace. Senji kisses the top of Ganta's head and he whispers. "I like you kid." But by then, Ganta is already asleep.

Next Chapter:

A flashback to how Senji confessed to Ganta and the stubbornness for Ganta to accept it. Hope you enjoyed this first chapter!

Story image source:

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