Chapter 5 Harry's house and the x factor

So it has been about 2 weeks since I last sure Liam and the guys but I more missing Liam at the minute he has text me saying he will ring me today so I am waiting for him to ring but at the minute I am sat at home watching TV and right know I am watching the x factor auditions cheesy I know but as I was watching the I saw harry one harry styles his second name was he was dead hot oh and he was singing Stevie wonder isn't she lovely then I saw zayn wow they were good also I saw louis and then liam wow all this guys were greet but where was Niall's audition may be I have missed it so I switched over to extra factor which then showed Niall audition god all this guys have wonderful voice and ant bad looking they are deftly going to be a hit with the lady's (and they are )

…..Oh my milkshake brings all the boy to the yard dam right it better than yours …

Holly shit my phone I forgot the Liam changed my ring tune I just never came round to changing it (it funny how everyone things he the SENSIBALE ONE ha ha yer not all the time)

''hey Liam ''

''hey Lou '' he didn't sound very happy ''hey what wrong you don't sound very happy I asked him''

''oh Lou I have had 4 hrs. Sleep the guys are metal but funny we pulled an all-nighter but I am also missing you like mad ''

''I miss you to Liam '' in the background I could hear voices and Louis I knew it was Louis because of the very excited voice laughing in the background then I heard someone say something to liam and liam had said'' omg really ''

''Liam what going on'' I asked he had old me that harry asked if I wanted to come down for the weekend so that liam could see me and that I could get to know the guys as well ''so Lou you wanner come down '' liam asked me ''yer of course '' see it was Friday and so I would have to catch a train to homes chapel as it a bit far from Wolverhampton ''ok I will see you tomorrow and me and louis can pick you up from the train station as louis can drive to Harrys ''

''Yer sounds cool ''

''Good I will ring in the morning but I got to go more practice that if we get any done '' I slightly chuckled I mean 5 guy one place god it must be a pig sty and 5 guys I don't think would want to practice I think they more would want to hang out

''Yer see you tomorrow '' I replied back

'' Yer see you tomorrow bye '' and then Liam hanged up he didn't say love you like he normally dose should I be worried or not I guess he was just in a rush yer he was in a rush

*arriving in home's chapel *

I was standing at the station waiting for liam a louis liam had rang me that morning and said him and louis would pick me up at 12 it was now 12:20 so were was they it was quite cold I wanted to get somewhere warm and fast

''hey Lou over hear '' I looked over to where I saw liam standing god he looked hot than ever whoa what am I thinking I know I love him but It's clear liam doesn't want more than friendship so stop thinking like that Louisa ''hey liam god I missed you '' he walked up to me I hugged him straight away and he kissed my fore head ''god Lou I missed you to come on we can't keep Lou waiting ''

''keep me waiting for what I asked a little confused '' liam stopped and chuckled slightly ''oh I meant louis urmm man we need to re think nick names '' he grabbed my suite case it was only a small one as I was only going to be there for the weekend liam put my suite case in the boot of louis car I hopped in to find louis in front he turned around and said ''nice to see you squrkle '' did he just call me and mixture between an squirrel and a turtle hence the squrkle I just laughed and said ''nice to see you to louis '' louis will all way be the one to amaze me he the lord of confusion and master of funniness but half the things louis say don't make sense and louis as not stopped calling me squrkle sense that day according to louis that my nick name always was always will be squrkle that's what I mean by confusion I don't recall any one else calling me squrkle apart from louis strange I know

We arrived at Harry's at about 1-ish all the guys where their they all said hii and we sat down a watched TV they were waiting for their take away to arrive harry said to me 'don't worry we order enough for 10 I mean considering the amount Niall eat we need to '' all the guys chuckled and Niall sat their he didn't even deny it he just sat there smiling finally the takeaway man came the guys ordered Chinese we all sat on the sofas and watched what was ever on TV till harry say ''as you're the gest Louisa you can pick a film'' I knew exactly what I was going to pick ''toy story '' I said without a doubt till louis pied up ''oh man we watched that yesterday liam choice '' I laughed ''then what about ''I scanned the room for DVD's ''urmm I know love actually '' Niall and louis shook there in disagreement whereas zayn wasn't really bothered about the film choice liam likes the film and harry said '' woo chick Fick I am up for it ''

''so that's a another thing we now about harry he love chick flicks hey '' I heard Louis smirk harry blushed a little it was quite cute

''Hey there's nothing wrong with guys likening chick flicks '' I said a little too defence for harry ''ohh Lou you taken a shine to harry '' liam said a little angry what his problem ''no I was just saying nothing wrong with guys who like chick flicks conceding you he one who cried a finding Nemo you can't say much '' the guys laughed ''hey I was 10 and I thought they would never find him ok '' liam said smile yet defending him self

''hey I know what we can do play truth or dare '' louis chirped a little excited all of us agreed ''oh and it a great way to get to know each other cus this is where peoples dirty little secrets come out now '' louis said like he was some evil villain

''Ok harry first ''Louis shouted (the start of Larry stylinson begins I was one to witness)

''I pick dare '' Louis sat there with a full on concentrating face the Niall whispered in his ear and they both giggled like school kids ''ok hazza you have to straighten you curls ''

''Over my dead body a different dare '' harry said

''one who declines a dare as to remove an item of clothing '' louis said while smiling ''that how I play the game '' it clear Louis is nuts but we all love him harry looked at louis then took his t-shirt of wow six pack much

''oh squrkle truth or dare '' again he called me squrkle ''urmm truth ''

''oh ok '' louis started thinking again ''have you ever like liam more than a friend '' I stopped I don't think I breath I can't answer that it would be wired ''Louisa I need and answered or you have to do the same as harry '' omg what do I say omg '' hesitation '' louis screamed ''you need to remove a piece of clothing of '' see I smatter than harry I have socks on so dose harry but he took off his shirt so I take my sock of ''ok liam go '' liam said truth and louis was about to say something but I whispered in louis ear can I ask the question ''of course squrkle '' looked a liam he looked a bit worried so I began ''so liam is it true that you are sc..''

''Lou don't you even think about it ''liam said with an unsure smile ''is it true that you are scared of SPOONS '' I quickly said before he could stop me

''ha I doubt that true '' zayn said ''oh but are you sure ''

''Come Liam otherwise you will have to take you cloths of '' I teased

''Ok yes it true I scared of spoons happy now '' and before I could answer all the boy roared with laughter liam just sat with his hand over his face ''ohh poor liam we still like ya '' louis said to comfort him

''Ok Niall go '' liam said ok Niall had to kiss louis feet and he did then louis had to eat a Dorito Niall found under one of the beds gross and the zayn didn't want to do this so he remover the hat he was wearing but then louis said ''squrkle go ''

''Hey I thought it was Harrys '' I moaned a little

''Nope it random '' Niall explained

So I picked dare I shouldn't have but I did ''ok squrkle you have to kiss'' oh no did he say kiss oh god this won't end well ''HARRY '' louis shouted WHAT kiss harry oh no but if I say no I will have to take my t shirt of because louis said I have to if I decline god witch is better kiss harry or sit in my bra oh I don't know ''quick Lou or you have to remove you cloths ''liam mimic what I said to him earlier ''oh I change my mind you have to kiss harry no way out '' louis said

''Hey how's that fair ''

Louis looked at me ''it a new round so you can change the rules '' dam you louis so because harry was next to me I turned to face him he was looking at me ''harry up and kiss already ''liam said a little angry ok really know what's his problem so I looked at harry I leaned towards him and our lips touched gently kissing him wow I like it I think I like it too much cus right know harry hand are on my waist and were kissing some more ''ok squrkle and hazza save the passion for later '' holly shit I forgot the guys where in the room me and harry blushed I looked at liam he remove his eyes from me and said '' I am of to bed '' and he stormed of ''wait liam you going to have to share a room with squrkle '' louis shouted great just my luck I have to share a room with liam who got his knickers in a twist probable because me and harry had to kiss for a dare oh I upset him I mean harry just harry he great kisser but no feeling right whereas liam I love him and would do anything for him no matter what but for now I wait down stairs just to let him cool down before I head of to bed

Part two

I looked at all the guys the room was silent do you know what scrap that I going to see Liam ''guys I of to bed and I gunner see what wrong with grumpy pants too ''

''Ok night Louisa '' all the guys chorused

''Night squrkle '' Louis shouted ''yer night guys '' I walked up the stairs I remember harry saying our room was the one with the red door knob I slow opened the door liam was already laying down pretending to sleep see as it was a double bed me and liam had to share the also was an en sweet so I went in to the bathroom and got changed in to some PJ's when I come out liam had faced the other way so I laid down where he was facing but he turned around ''liam do you really think I don't know that you not asleep '' he sighed ''liam tell me what's wrong '' he sighed even more ''nothing Louisa '' whoa he hasn't call me Louisa in ages he always calls me Lou ''well whatever it is it's my fault because you never call me Louisa you always call me Lou '' he moaned slightly then I realised something so what I did is i got up stood in front of him he didn't turn this time I got on my knees and put my hand out in front of me palms facing down liam know what I mean when I do this he sat up and looked at me for a second before realising what was doing he put his hand on top see when I do this and put my hands out who ever hands on top as to say everything and anything that's on their mind no matter what me and liam used to do this all time and also every question had to be answered ''so liam what is wrong ''

''You that's what is wrong ''he replied with no expression on his face what so ever

''Ok and what's that supposed to mean '' I said a little agitated

He bit his lower lip Liam only dose this when he deciding whether he should say something or not ''Lou I don't know how to say this but ...''

''But what '' I snapped a little is this going to be something nice or horrible

''I hate it… I hate seeing you other guys not saying you can't but I hate it like when you kissed harry I know it was for a dare but I bloody well hated it, it made my blood boil I mean harry a mate I have nothing against him it just I hate the fact you were kissing someone else but me cus Lou I think …I think I in love with you ''

''oh Liam you sill bugger why would you be jealous when you know full well how much I love you why would you even think that I want any other guy ''

He smiled ''I don't know I guess I been pretty stupide ''

''Yer you have '' he Liam all sudden moved his hands undermine meaning my hands where on top

''Lou do you love me '' I looked at him ''yes I do Liam and I have for a long time '' he smiled he pulled my hands up and he stood up he held his hands round my waist and I wrapped my hands round his neck our noses where touching liam smiled at me and before I knew it he was leaning in kissing me softly on the lips I kissed him back then I heard a voice giggle ''I guess squrkle and li li have made up then '' liam looked over to the door and smiled ''I will leave you two to it then '' and soon as louis said that he walked away he also shouted down the landing ''USE PROTECTION '' I couldn't help but giggle liam smiled still with his arms wrapped around me he kissed me once again before we both decided we needed to sleep

The weekend went quickly and quicker than I wanted it too because in about a week liam and the guys will be of to Spain then will have 3 weeks before they got to the live shows considering they are still showing auditions then boot camp they need to film them at the judges house see at this time they had no idea who their mentor was going to be but we'll all now it was Simon

So the guys went off to Spain yesterday I went to the airport to see them of now I am sat at home watching toy story with my little brother and like me he loves it too why wouldn't be it the best film ever also at this time I am texting liam as well and louis though I don't know why

So how you doing squrkle missing me (: –Louis

Yer like mad xx ;) –me

Omg Lou Spain awesome xx –Liam

Cool I wish I was there xx –me

I going to go paddling seems fun xx what are you doing? (: -Louis

Watching a film (: –me

Really which toy story 1 or 2 x (: Louis

Wish you were here to xx :( -Liam

He-he Toy story two and I'm watching it with my little brother xx (: -me (oh year that another thing my little brother he's 2 he was born when I was about 14 )

Yer, yer and who chose the film? X (: -Louis

He did x (: -me

Come on squrkle who chose the film? Xx (: -Louis

Okaay it was me but shh xx ;) –me

I KNEW IT xx (: -Louis

Ha ha lol xx (: -me

Lou I am going to ring you later about 8ish oh and Louis just got stung by a jellyfish x (: -Liam

Oh Okaay and gutted for Louis it must of hurt xx (: -me

I officially hate JELLYFISHES :( now my foot f**king hurt x :0 –Louis

Aww poor Louis get harry to kiss it better xx ;) –me

I thing I might just do that xx ;) –Louis (see Larry Stylinson begins )

Got to go and practice now but I going to ring you later xx luv you x –Liam

Okaay love you too xx –me

Got to go squrkle its show time! Speak later x :) –Louis

Okaay speak later x :) –me

LOVE YA SQURKLE xx ;) –Louis

Love you to Louis oh btw I need I a nick name for you x ;) –me

See out of the guys louis is defiantly the one I get on with like a brother and liam but I love liam I mean I do get one with all the guys but I louis I get on with the most I think everyone love louis though

I let you work on that one xx byee x :) –Louis

When it finally came to 8 Liam had rang me we were talking about when they have to perform in front of Simon and they chose to sing torn also when Liam was talking to me I could hear Louis moaning in the background about his foot liam couldn't stay on the phone for long as they had to be up early in the morning so we both hanged up I was already for bed but be for I could I texted louis

Hey I got a nick name for ya xx :) –me

Ohh yeah what is it squrkle x –Louis

BOOBEAR xx :) –me (see I came up with boobear but harry seemed to like it too and called Louis it often sometimes I would just called him boo )

I like it xx :) –Louis

Good I'm off to bed night night x :) –me

Night x :) –Louis

*after Spain *

Knock

Knock

Knock

Oh god who could that be I asleep so I dragged m self out of bed I mean it can't be mum and dad cus there on holiday with Charlie my little brother and Sean moved out long ago so who can it be liam not arriving till tomorrow so I run down stairs to open the door I didn't really care if I was in my PJ's I opened to door and standing there was liam as soon as I saw him I flung my arms around him and he held me tight this will be the first time in ages it been just me and liam I let him in we both sat on the sofa

''I thought you weren't coming till tomorrow ''

''yer I thought I would surprise you ''

''well you did so how did you guys do are you though'' Liam suddenly went straight face oh god this can't be good ''well we urmm of course we did ''and he smiled like mad

''Oh Liam that's great '' I hugged him ''but we can't tell a lot of people as they haven't shown it on TV yet ''

''Ok '' most of the day me and Liam cuddled up on the sofa watching TV and talking then Liam looked down at me he put his hand under the necklace I was wearing the one I have worn since I was 14

''You still wear it ''

''Yer I promised I would never take it off and I haven't '' he role up his sleeve and he showed his witch was wrapped round his wrist like a bracelet we put them together

Best friends for life Louisa and Liam BFFL…

God it brought back so many memories of my childhood with Liam and also Tina and Michael also I glad that Liam still wears his too I looked at Liam put my hands out front he put his hands on top

''Liam have you ever taken the necklace of '?'

''Yes only so I could wrap it around my wrist '' he smiled I smiled back he leaned towards me and kissed my lips I kissed him back god nothing could ruin what me and Liam had

or that's what I though in till it happened till I no longer wanted to remember liam I wanted to forget his existence but it was hard because no matter how much I tried I couldn't because I knew I loved him that much It was a week after what happened I decided to go live with my brother Sean in London I was nearly 17 when I moved over to London and no matter what liam could do I still loved him I know I have lost him and that's why I moved because Wolverhampton reminded me too much of Liam everything did I also moved to save myself from anymore hurt and pain I just hope I never see liam again