A/N: Yeah i know, A new story but Hey I can't let these's idea's just fly away. I needs to capture it! I haven't stopped with my other Story's there all still going.

Just like the other Story's, I don't have a BETA person. Mostly because i want to just update my story then wait for someone. So you all will just have to suffer with my Horrible Spelling and Grammar I really do try my best.

Another note, I really hope you all enjoy this Story. Because like the other's im just going with the flow, and seeing how this ends up!

Chapter 1: Leaving, Emotions.

Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, I'm just a person with an Imagination who wishes she did! Only thing i own is the Plot for this story and seeing where it ends up.

Millions and millions pieces of my heart scattered throughout my body, Everything hurt. There was nothing for me to live for anymore, what the hell am i suppose to do now? Shes gone and i can't do anything, She left me.

Santana sat there staring down at the coffee table, A ring sat on it near a picture. Staring at the ring and the picture of Brittany and Her in an Embrace. Santana Kissing Brittany's cheek a large smile upon Brittany's Face as she did, Santana's eyes open looking towards the camrea. You can see the sparks in both of their eyes.

Closing her eyes for a few minutes. She frowned a bit, anger had quickly taken over as she leaned forward grabbing the picture, throwing it towards her flat screen TV. Causing the screen to crack and the picture's glass and frame to shatter into Thousands of pieces.

Quickly standing up she let her hands move to the end of the coffee table as she quickly threw it up words the table quickly flying back a short distance towards the TV screen. A leg or two breaking from the table as it did the glass that layed on to shattered. The stand the TV sat on quickly causing the TV to tilt then fall forward towards Santana though she quickly moved out-of-the-way. The ring buried somewhere under the mess.

Her hands Clenched into fists her perfect manicured nails dug into the palms of her hands. Wincing slightly she shook her head as she headed towards her room. Just as she did she looked to the small table holding some flowers in the vase. Looking up she could see some pictures hanging on the wall at the end of the hall. Picking up the Vase she quickly threw it at the pictures causing it to shatter against the pictures of her and Brittany. Making them fall to the floor and break.

Santana shook her head slowly, Tears threatened to fall from her eyes although she didn't let them. Her chest pounded, her lungs were gasping for air causing her to breathe heavily as she walked into her room. Slamming the door shut causing the walls to shake a bit she headed towards her bed and took a seat.

Looking down to the other side of the bed she picked up the Pillow and held it up to her face, Taking a deep breath of the sweet vanila scent that covered it. Her eyes seemed to get water tears continued to Threaten to fall, She buried her head into the pillow. A loud muffled scream came from her as she quickly stood up throwing the pillow to the floor along with everything else on the bed. The other Pillows then the bed covers and Sheets. Leaving the bed naked.

Santana moved back on the bed and quickly curled herself into a ball, her body began to shake almost violently. Tears fell, her chest ached causing her whole body to ache. She couldn't do this anymore. She finally broke, Brittany's not coming back its been 3 months. Yes she hurt when she left but she was hoping Brittany would come back and she was willing to forgive her for leaving. untill when she was going through her - Brittany's - clothes and found that promise ring left behind, She broke.

About 2 days Quinn walked towards the apartment building, Holding some bags along with a hand wrapped around her arm by Rachel who was holding another bag in her other hand. Both heading inside the building after using a keycard to unlock the building's door.

" I don't think she's going to go for it... " Rachel frowned slightly.

"It's been 6 Months and she doesn't do much... Just goes to work... I think it's better for her and we can help her more and keep an eye out for her.. " Quinn frowned too as she lifted on of her hands up to press the elevator's button. " Thank you. " Quinn spoke softly.

" For what? " Rachel looked up to her then to the Elevator doors, as they waited.

" For agreeing to let her stay with us. " Quinn gave her a somewhat sad smile.

" Don't thank me Quinn, Shes our friend. Your best friend. " Rachel returned the sadden smile as they both walked inside the ringing Elevator when it opened. Quickly pressing the number for the floor.

" I Love you Rach.. " Quinn spoke softly as she smiled and kissed the side of her head.

" I love you, too. " Rachel tilted her head on her shoulder, as Quinn let her head lean against hers when she did.

The couple headed down the hall when the Elevator made it to the floor. They stopped in front of a door. Removing her hand from around Quinn's. Rachel lifted her hand and began to knock on the door.

" Santana. " Quinn called out as they both waited.

Rachel quickly knocked again, A bit longer and louder this time when they got no answer. Quinn looked at Rachel as Rachel looked back knocking again. Quinn shook her head as she put down the bags she hand reaching into her pocket to take out some keys she quickly looked through them before quickly unlocking the door.

Quinn pushed the door open and quickly stepped inside. Her mouth gapped open a little as she panicked, looking at the mess in the living room. Rachel stood at the door her eyes wide open. Quinn quickly looked around the house before running down the hall.

" Oh my god... " Rachel spoke softly.

" SANTANA!" Quinn yelled out as she quickly opened the door to Santana's bedroom. Finding it Empty she quickly moved to open the spare room, before quickly going down the hall stepping on some glass her shoes causing some pieces to break into more tiny pieces, as she pushed open the bathroom door. " SANTANA? " Quinn called out again standing in the hall, she looked down towards Rachel who was looking into the kitchen then towards her.

Quinn stared at her for a minute before quickly pulling out her Cell phone and dialing a number as she walked down towards Rachel looking around as she did. After one ring it quickly went to Voicemail;

' Hi you've reached Sanny's Cellie! ' - Brittany voice spoke, Cheerily.

Quinn quickly hung up the phone and pressed redial a few times it continued to go straight to voice mail. Quinn gritted her teeth abit As she listened to the voice mail finally on the 6th try;

' Hi you've reached Sanny's Cellie! ' - Brittany's voice spoke, Cheerily.

' Sanny's Cellie? ' - Santana'ss Voice spoke, In a slight laugh.

' I like it kinda rhymes. ' - Brittany's Voice spoke, In an matter-of-fact.

' I prefer Santana! no nickname's on my Voicemail Britt! ' - Santana's voice spoke, Complaining playfully.

' Oh suck it up Sanny. ' - Brittany's Voice spoke, Giggly, only to soon burst out into laughter.

The phone could be heard dropping to the floor Santana could be heard saying words that couldn't really be made out with Brittany's laughter although it was obvious that Brittany was being attacked by Santana with tickling, It didn't last long when the phone;

Beep.

Quinn looked to Rachel, Who was looking at her with tear filled eyes. Shaking her head at Rachel, Signaling that she wasn't picking up. Rachel quickly took out her phone as she began to dial the number. Once Quinn heard the beep she quickly talked.

" Santana, Where the hell are you? Please tell us you're okay? What happened here? Please me and Rachel are here for you now call us. Please don't do anything stupid, Santana. Don't do anything, Talk to us. Please we're here for you! " Quinn spoke into the phone her voice slightly cracking from being worried. Hearing Rachel on the other side of the room.

" Puck? Is Santana with you? " Rachel paced a bit stopping when she got a reply. " Do you know where sh... She's not here, We're already here. The apartment is trashed! " Rachel looked around, her eyes stopping towards Quinn who had hung up her phone and walked towards her. " Quinn's only getting voicemail... Yes... See you soon. " Rachel hung up as she shook her head a bit. " She' hasn't called him.." Rachel frowned.

" Oh god... What if she does something stupid! What if she's hurt! " Quinn thew her hands up tears threatening to fall as Rachel quickly pulled the panicked blonde into a hug.

" I know... " Rachel hugged her tightly. " We will wait here for Puck and if she's not here by the time he comes over... We'll call the cops. " Rachel told her as she pulled her towards the chair in the kitchen making her sit down as she sits down beside her in another chair.

About a half hour later Puck was standing at the door stepping inside over the bags as he looked around the apartment. Shocked he looked towards the couple sitting at the chair who was standing up.

" Santana? " Quinn quickly called out hearing someone though seeing Puck she stood up and quickly walked to him with Rachel. " Puck..."

" What the hell... " Puck pulled both the girls into a hug looking at the mess. Gritting his teeth a bit. " Still no freaking word? "

" No. " Rachel spoke softly.

" I'm gonna call work, again. " Puck told the two as he let them go they both nodded once he took out his cell phone he stepped to the side still looking around. Quinn had watched him before turning to look at Rachel.

About an hour later, Puck had made some calls to most of his friends and to places he knew Santana goes around. The same answer from everyone ' Haven't seen her in a while ' She wasn't at any restaurants she normally hangs out, not at work.

" That's it lets call the cops. " Quinn told Rachel, Rachel had nodded.

Puck had stopped them earlier wanting to call other people before hand. He didn't stop them this time as he took a seat at the table his elbows against his thighs his head dropped in his hands as he let out a sigh.

Just as Rachel finished Dialing a thud could be heard by the door. Rachel ended the call before it could ring as she looked to the door, Puck and Quinn aswell. Watching as Santana stood there with bags in her hand, the bags Quinn had left at the door were already picked up and put away by Rachel, though she left the door wide open. Santana looked up towards them furrowing her brows as she headed into the house.

"What the hell are you guys doing in here... " Santana glared at the three before putting her stuff down near the door.

" SANTANA! " Quinn yelled at her causing Santana to slightly step back.

" What.. " Santana raised her voice back at her.

" Where the fuck we're you! What happened here! " Quinn yelled at her as she stepped forward quickly pulling the Latina into her arms hugging her tightly. " I thought something happened. "

" Fuck Lopez, We were worried about you! " Puck growled somewhat out ass he stood behind Quinn.

" I was about to call the cops. What do you think you're doing worrying us like this!" Rachel spoke out, somewhat frustrated.

" Wait hold up, " Santana pushed Quinn from her a bit getting out of her embrace. " Who do you guys think you are, Obviously you're not my paren..."

" We we're worried sick about you! " Quinn yelled glaring at the latina. " We're your friends, now don't even. What the hell happened here.. "

" I.. " The latina looked at each of them then towards the TV, taking a deep breath she picked up her bags and walked past them. " Nothing. "

" Nothing? Are you kidding, Look at this mess.. " Quinn pointed around

" It isn't your home, so it shouldn't bother you now back off. " Santana told her before walking to her room.

" Santana what the hell are you doing? " Quinn followed her, Puck and Rachel looked at eachother before following behind them stopping at the door Quinn standing behind Santana watching her.

" Non of your Bussiness. " Santana told her as she dumped the contents of a few bags onto the sheetless bed, Leaving two of the bags she had on the side.

" What is this? " Quinn stared at everything.

There we're a bunch of white shirts, underwear. All kinds of sporting clothing like sports bras or spandex and also A bunch of Toiletries. Notepads and pens. Santana pulled out a piece of paper from her pocket before turning to the closet.

" I'm leaving. " Santana snapped at them, as they kept asking her questions.

" Where the hell do you think your going.. Dont be ridiculous Lopez, you can't keep running! from everything that goes wrong. " Puck quickly spoke before Quinn.

"Santana, Please.. We're your friends. " Rachel spoke when Santana was grabbing out a duffel bag. Quinn stepped in her way.

" Shut it Dawf, Now get out of my way Quinn. " Santana glared at her. Puck and Rachel stepped inside the room moving around Santana.

" Santana, Were are you going.." Quinn pleaded looking at her. Santana glared at her turning to look at the other two.

" I'm going to tell you this once... Get out of my way before i... " Santana was warning them interrupted when Quinn snatched the paper from her hand, Puck had quickly grab her arm before Santana could attack Quinn to grab the paper back. " GET THE FUCK OFF ME AND GIVE THAT BACK! "

" Item's list... For the army? " Quinn looked confused, Rachel looked at Quinn then to Puck everyone looking at each other Puck continued to hold her. " Sant... Santana don't tell me... please don't tell me you... Please don't tell me you joined the Army... San..." Quinn looked up at her eyes threaten to spill tears.

" Puck, Let me go now. " Santana jerked herself from his grasp. Pucks hands dropping to the side. " You guys aren't suppose to be h..."

"You we're going to leave without telling us.. " Rachel stared at her, Tears falling from her eyes.

" I... "

SMACK...

Santana was cut off, paint spiked in her not hot cheek lifting her hand she touched her cheek gently. Her head was tilted to the side as she slowly looked towards Quinn who's tears were streaming down her face. Santana shook her head a bit as she glanced down taking a deep breath.

" I Can't believe you.. " Quinn told her the paper layed on the floor, having it been dropped.

" Santana... " Puck spoke in a soft voice. " Why... You're a Surgeon.. You work at the hospital... With us.. You don't belong in the fucking military! " Puck spoke louder at the end.

Quinn was staring at the Latina as the other's. The latina was looking down to the floor her hand still against her cheek. Silence fell around them. She could feel their eyes burning holes at her as she slowly shook her head.

" I need to get out, Away from here. " Santana voice didn't shake, she just dully spoke not a lot emotion could be read.

" because of her? " Quinn stared at her as Santana looked up at her. Quinn could see the Anger appear into Santana's eyes.

" No..." Santana looked at them all before pushing Quinn to the side a bit, stepping around her from them surrounding her.

" Santana... You can't do this... " Quinn frowned wiping her eyes.

" You shouldn't do this for her! " Puck gritted his teeth, biting back the tears that wanted to fall, His hands clenched in fists.

" Im doing this for me, I had my recruiter send my resignation for the hospital. I'm going into the Medical Field... Since im already have some experience as a Surgeon... I just need to get physical training... " Santana picked up the piece of paper. " I'm doing this for myself and no one else. "

" Santana you've got to be kidd..."

" No Quinn... " Santana cut her off as she held her hand up towards them, everyone staring at her. " She left, and i found ... i found her ring... The Promise ring i gave her. She left it. " Santana Looked at them taking a deep breath. " I waited for her.. and i was willing to forgive her if she just came back... Finding the ring... " She slowly shook her head. " She's gone, she won't come back. I don't want to stay here, i don't want to go back to that fucking hospital anymore... I'm doing this for myself... and only myself. " Santana looked at them, before turning around. " I didn't want you guys to be here... because... I couldn't say goodbye in person.. "

" That's ridiculous! " Puck stepped forward grabbing Santana by her shoulders. " We're your fucking family, What the fuck Lopez. She's gone okay, We get it. But you going in the Army! Active duty, Are you trying to fucking get yourself killed! " Puck growled out gripping her shoulders.

" I'm sorry. " Santana just said sighing softly as she looked down.

Quinn began to sob as she turned around, Rachel had quickly pulled her into an Embrace. Holding her tightly Rachel stared at Puck and Santana. Puck stared at her slowly releasing her shoulder he quickly turned and headed out of the room. Rachel opened her mouth to say something but nothing came out she turned pulling Quinn with her heading out of the room. Following Puck out the front door. It wasn't long before the Door slammed shut, by Puck once they all we're out of the house.

Santana slightly jumped at the noise intruding the silence. She shook her head and slowly sat down moving her face to her hands letting the tears she held back the hole time free. She sat there crying to herself.

TBC?

A/N: Hope you all Enjoyed.

I hate to ask but, Review? Just so I know what you think of the first chapter? And maybe if I should continue?

PS: I know I all my story's Have Eternal in the Titles... Cuz im weird and I like the word.