Author's note, please read!

Please do note that I had this story up a while back, but it was taken down due to explicit nature of the adult themes. So.. I have now put it back up... with only suggestive nature... Hopefully it will stay up now and I will have to find a way to give you the MA content part, but for now... at least you get the story XD

So, happy GrimmIchi day! This is a serie that will be continued, but I wanted the first chapter up for this day, so yay! Eeeh, well... enjoy XD
And if you see spelling mistakes or grammar problems, please PM me so I can fix it =)

Characters are property of Tite Kubo, I own nothing more then the story in itself ^^

Rated M for language and smex between Grimmjow and Ichigo XD

The city had started to buzz to life as the morning sun rose higher and higher. People were on their way to work, students on their way to school and in the parks were some people taking a morning stroll. The city had a university where many of the students only got in through scholarships, one of those students was male, 21 years old, lean body but muscular, 181 cm, brown eyes and spiky orange hair. Name; Ichigo Kurosaki, whom right now was standing in the bathroom for males at a small café, called The Little Mulberry, near the university.

Ichigo looked at himself in the mirror, white button-up shirt and a burgundy colored apron, that went from his waist down to his knees, on top of his navy blue jeans and comfortable red converse. That was what the waiters at the café had but Ichigo noticed that he had pale skin and dark circles under his eyes due to little sleep and lots of stress. He had studied at the university for almost a year now and a few weeks after he had started the university he had been employed at the café. Everything was fine until one morning, after 7 weeks of work and 12 weeks of study, when a certain male had entered the café and turned Ichigo's life upside down. The man in question was 25 years old, 186 cm, blue eyes, muscular body, sinful smile, topped off with effortlessly and perfectly styled light blue hair.

Ichigo shivered just from remembering the man. That muscular and perfect body, that according to Ichigo must be close to a god's and those deep blue eyes that sparkled whenever the man smiled that whicked and sinful smile, the way his large and strong hands could easily make Ichigo's heart beat faster and shiver in delight. But along with that, came a tongue that was venomous and a heart cold as frickin' ice and as emotional as a stone. The man held Ichigo's world and he knew it, used it and he gladly manipulated Ichigo to get his way. He had never really cared when Ichigo had to study for a test, if he wanted Ichigo in his bed then that's where he would find him. Ichigo was stressed over having to follow the man's little whims, handling school and working along with the fact that he barely got any sleep due to those whims.
'My boyfriend really likes to.' Ichigo halted his thoughts. Boyfriend? He couldn't imagine the other man even wanted to hear that word, it was just a very beneficial relationship. Ichigo could feel anger bubble under the surface, was it even beneficial at all for Ichigo?
There was a knock on the door and Ichigo stopped staring at himself and instead let his eyes look at the door through the mirror

"Yeah?" he asked, trying not to sound pissed off.

"We are going to open soon, don't forget you are working alone as waiter this morning."

It was Ichigo's boss, Nelliel Tu Odelschwanck also known as Nell, that was on the other side. She was a great and lovely person, who sadly was cousin with HIM. Otherwise they would probably never have met, the man rarely was on this side of the town anyway. But that morning, just like now, Ichigo had been working alone as waiter and he had come here to give something to Nell.

"Hey, where's Nell?" the man asked as Ichigo could only stare.

"I think" Ichigo hesitated, his mouth dry. "She is probably in her office, I can go get her."

The man huffed.

"No need" he said and walked passed Ichigo towards the back of the café.

Ichigo looked after him, was it even possible for a person like that to exist? As the man disappeared Ichigo continued with his task to check the tables one last time before more people would arrive. The café was quite large, most of the customers were students and Nell had decorated it properly. You entered the café through the corner of the building and it was divided in squares within a square. The first area was filled with small round tables with two chairs each and was closed off with low brick walls where the top was created as flower pots, holding large rubber figs. After that followed the outer edge of the inner square that she had decorated with booths so they could get more privace and large enough if students wanted to study while eating and drinking. After that came the same type of brick walls with flowers and if you followed left when you had entered the café, you would come to the counter where most cakes, cookies and drinks were places so people could see what they ordered looked like. The space on the right side of the last wall was decorated with a tv and big couches and armchairs that people could just laze around in.
Between the counter and the relax area was a small hallway where the bathrooms were located and in the far end was a door to Nell's office and a door to the back where the kitchen was. Ichigo was still checking around when Nell came back out with the man behind her, she happily skipped over to him and introduced the man as her cousin, Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez. As Nell said his name, they shook hands and at that moment Ichigo knew that something was definitely up, usually Nell never bothered to introduce people she had a connection with.

"Well, now that I have introduced you, I will continue with my work. Give Grimmjow some coffee will you, Ichi."

And with that she left them alone.

"What kind of coffee would you like?" Ichigo asked politely and was about to move to the counter.

"Black, no sugar and with an orange hottie" the man said and for the first time Ichigo got to see the whicked smile spread over Grimmjow's beautiful face.

Ichigo stammered and try to laugh it off, until Grimmjow grabbed him and pulled him close.

"Your move strawberry" he said and moved in for a kiss.

Ichigo straightened himself and gave himself a glare in the mirror. That bad attitude of calling him strawberry and kissing after barely talking a few words to each other should have made the warning bells ring, and they probably had, Ichigo had just ignored them. After that encounter Grimmjow had just left, but started a habbit of eating breakfast at the café whenever Ichigo worked morning shift. When Nell had given him new times to work when university had changed schedule, Grimmjow had somehow known but Ichigo had a feeling Nell had given the new times to him as well.
The morning routine was simple, Grimmjow would come to the café precisely 8.15 and drink his black coffee with no sugar, waiting for Ichigo to talk to Nell around 8.45 so that he could get his time with Ichigo alone. It was so bizarre that Ichigo had actually stopped to ask Nell if she was really ok with Ichigo, after only 45 minutes of work, would take a break to be with someone and with that meaning that Nell had to be waiter for a while. Nell had simply smiled and nodded with a 'I'm happy Grimmjow has someone to be with, he drives through town to be with you after all.'
Ichigo didn't really think that 'driving through town' was a valid argument, but had said nothing and thus continuing that bizarre morning routine.

Ichigo gave himself a clap on his cheeks and took a deep breath, he had made up his mind. If Grimmjow by the day after tomorrow had not shown any sign at all of wanting to be with Ichigo for real and actually be WITH Ichigo and not just his body, then he would cut it off. And to make sure it would really work with the cut, he had begged Nell not to tell Grimmjow that he might quit his job at the café. The plan was simple, tomorrow was his last day at the university before summer and after that he would eat dinner with Grimmjow. If Grimmjow didn't show anything then he would quit his job at the café and leave to work at his father's friends place during the two months before coming back here. He knew that to make this work as well, he had to leave the town and make sure no one really knew WHERE he went.
Grimmjow wasn't just anybody, he was a young entrepreneur that had entered Espada Inc. 5 years ago and now he was the CEO of this region, or sector 6 as the board of directors called it. Not only that, but one of the town's most exclusive restaurants, Pantera, belonged to him. Grimmjow always seemed to know where Ichigo were, several times had Ichigo gone somewhere without telling anyone and still Grimmjow was there with an umbrella if it started raining or he was there to offer a ride home. During this leap of time where they had seen each other, Ichigo had quickly falled into the deep romantic, fucked up thoughts that Grimmjow just cared and that he wanted to know Ichigo was safe. No, that was not the case, Grimmjow had someone to follow and spy on Ichigo, creating a fuss if Ichigo did something he didn't like and he only offered a ride home because then he could molest Ichigo in the car. It was not something cute and caring, it was stalking with molesting for crying out loud!

Ichigo left the bathroom and headed straight for the coffee machine, he had to make that darn coffee soon anyway. While he put on the machine that would grind the beans he mentally kicked himself once more. The restaurant should have been a massive clue as well, since Grimmjow did take him there to eat, after it was closed and super late at night. Grimmjow paid two of the chefs extra to stay and cook during their little dinner and then nothing more. The fact that Grimmjow kept pushing him back so that the media, or anyone for that matter, would notice them was a big hint as well. Grimmjow had told him 'I don't want people to critisize you, especially since you're in the uni now' and given him a kiss. But truth be told, it was damaging for Grimmjow if it would be found out.
The bell rang through the café, letting Ichigo know that a customer had entered. He looked up and saw his friend, Rukia, wave as she walked over to him. She was a short, with shoulder long black hair and violet eyes, her petite body making her seem smaller than she really was and the purple sundress with thin shoulder-straps made her even more tiny if that was even possible.

"Yo, Ichigo! Can I have some coffee?" she asked with a bright smile.

Ichigo smiled back at her and got a paper cup, knowing she wanted the coffee with her.

"You have the exam soon don't you" he stated as he poured coffee and a small amount of cream in the cup, putting a lid on it.

When he turned around Rukia was staring out through the window and he curiously looked out.

"Isn't that Mr. Jaegerjaquez?" she asked as Ichigo caught the site of Grimmjow walking on the other side of the street.

When Grimmjow crossed the street and headed for the door to the café Rukia quickly turned towards Ichigo and shook her head.

"I have never seen him in the flesh, but I can understand why you had trouble leaving him, hoping it would be more than sex" she said as Ichigo handed her the coffee.

Ichigo had told everything to Rukia and the fact that he had decided to break it up. Rukia was after all one of Ichigo's closest friends and even if she was childish and could be very unserious, she still was both intelligent and sensible, very good at listening and be there for you. Her eyes told him that she knew he had not broken it off yet with Grimmjow, but she understood that it would take time.

"You still up for me visiting when things start to cool down?" she asked and Ichigo nodded.

He knew that he would need her by his side after a few weeks of not talking to Grimmjow or seeing him. Rukia had told him to redirect every call Grimmjow made to her phone instead during the summer, Ichigo was still thinking about it though.
As the door was opened and Grimmjow entered, immediately gaining eye contact with Ichigo, Rukia turned around and looked over her shoulder at Ichigo, putting two of her fingers to her lip and blew him a kiss.

"Take care babe and I see you later" she said flirty and skipped her way over to the door, of course not without first smiling knowingly at Grimmjow who glared at her.

Ichigo tried to clear his head, keeping an eye on Grimmjow closing in on the counter as Ichigo poured coffee in a cup. Grimmjow was as usual dressed in a black button-up shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows and black baggy jeans with black and blue sneakers. Ichigo looked down at the cup to make sure he wouldn't spill the hot coffee and Grimmjow leaned against the counter.

"Sit with me today" he said and grabbed his cup, moving over to one of the booths.

"Aye aye, sir" Ichigo stated dryly and followed Grimmjow.

They sat down and Grimmjow put down his cup on the table, relaxing back and spreading his arms over the backrest and looking at Ichigo with scrutinizing eyes. Ichigo folded his arms over his chest protectively, knowing that Grimmjow was about to say something that would make Ichigo get pissed off. He just could feel it in the air when those moments were about to turn up.

"That was the Kuchiki girl, right?" he asked as he grabbed his cup with his left hand and took a sip.

Ichigo shrugged.

"Girl? I wouldn't say that, she is 21 as well so I would say more like woman" he said and sighed as Grimmjow narrowed his eyes, while looking at him over the top of the cup.

Damn that man knew how to be jelous, or more like, over protective over things he deemed as his. Though Ichigo didn't really feel like being mapped in and tagged as an item that belonged to him, he was a human with his own thoughts and feelings. How had he been able to go almost a year with this man?
At that moment Grimmjow chose to give him a huge grin and he looked Ichigo over, giving an appreciating nod.

"It's the same thing that I always wear when working here Grimm, so don't try to cover up your possessivness with some half-hearted attempt to make me feel good looking" Ichigo said as he watched the other man slowly drink his warm coffee.

Grimmjow almost seemed stressed, like he was rushing.

"Something bad at work?" Ichigo guessed loud and Grimmjow visibly tensed before relaxing again.

But Ichigo had seen it and knew that Grimmjow hated talking about his work with anyone. Too bad, maybe Ichigo would have been able to make him relax, but he wasn't going to tell Grimmjow that. He watched as Grimmjow put down the cup but let his fingers linger on the edge of the table. He drew some invisible lines before standing and grabbing Ichigo, pulling him up.

"What?" Ichigo asked and frowned at the harsh treatment.

Grimmjow said nothing as he pulled Ichigo with him towards the bathroom. When they arrived outside the bathroom Grimmjow let go and walked over to Nell's office door and opened it without knocking.

"Grimmjow! You should knock..." Nell didn't get further as Grimmjow spoke.

"I'm gonna fuck Ichigo now" he said and turned towards Ichigo whom was blushing deep red.

"Don't say that Grimmjow" Nell's voice reached the two men and Grimmjow looked back at Nell, sitting in her office chair. "Use words like quality time or something else."

Ichigo felt his heart fall, Nell knew about what they wer edoing and it always bothered Ichigo, but hearing her words now, it broke his pride and crumbled it down to nothing.

"I ain't having quality time, I'm fucking him and ya know it's simple as that" Grimmjow said before moving back to Ichigo and grabbing him.

Ichigo tried to protest as Grimmjow opened the door and pushed him inside, closing the door behind them and locked it. Grimmjow kept pushing Ichigo until he was with his back up against the wall opposite the door, with their bodies tight, tight together. Ichigo could only leave by pushing Grimmjow away from him, but he didn't really want that remembering the first and last time he had done it. The reaction from Grimmjow had been swift with one arm around Ichigo's neck as he overthrew him right down on the ground, sitting down with one knee on Ichigo's back. Knowing what had happened and that he had said no, Ichigo could probably go to the police and tell them he had been raped, but he hadn't done it. At that time he had blamed himself, thinking he had done wrong and that he had to appologize to Grimmjow, which he had done and at that moment recieved the only true commiseration anyone surely had ever gotten from the man. Right now, Ichigo didn't want to think or carry around moments like that, he was about to see if Grimmjow wanted more and so far; no, he didn't want more from Ichigo.

"What ya thinking about?" Grimmjow asked as he started without ceremony to un-button Ichigo's shirt.

"You."

Well, Ichigo wasn't lying when he said it. He tried to gain eye contact with Grimmjow, but the man just ignored him and continued with his little business. Ichigo could feel exasperation spread through his body, Grimmjow had really made Ichigo's mind more clear about the end. The question now was, would he let Grimmjow continue or should he tell him to stop before he call the cops on him.

"Hey" Grimmjow said, grabbing Ichigo's chin with his index finger and his thumb, nudging Ichigo's head up so their eyes met. "Stop thinkin' an' just kiss me."

Ichigo couldn't react before Grimmjow was kissing him, forcing him further back against the wall. Ichigo put his hands up on Grimmjow's chest, trying to pry him away. He couldn't do it.
Grimmjow grabbed his hands with ease and held them up over the head. Ichigo tried furiously to make him release him, but Grimmjow was a lot stronger.

"Get on ya knees" Grimmjow demanded and with his left hand on Ichigo's shoulder he pressed.

Ichigo couldn't do anything as he fell to his knees, Grimmjow still holding both his hands above him. The unfareness in Grimmjow being able to hold both his hands with his right was... annoying.

"Ya really piss me off today" Grimmjow said and used his left hand to unzip and un-button his jeans. "Ya know what ta do."

Ichigo glared up at him before breathing in deep through his nose, focusing on Grimmjow's hand as he pulled himself free. Ichigo gritted his teeths, this was priceless. When Ichigo didn't move, Grimmjow grabbed the back of his head and Ichigo huffes at the pain as his hair was tugged. 'Damn it all' he thought and leaned forward, 'just get it over, Ichigo.'

Ichigo looked up at Grimmjow who was leaning forward against the wall, still trying to calm himself. Ichigo couldn't believe it, that had been way to fast. He had certainly not been prepared that Grimmjow would come so quickly and not without making any sort of hint to Ichigo.

Suddenly Grimmjow backed away, tucking himself in before he moved towards the door. Ichigo stared in disbelief as Grimmjow unlocked the door and let a glance slip over his shoulder at Ichigo.

"See ya tomorrow after ya last class" he said and then he was gone.

Ichigo was staring at the door and only when he heard a customer talk with Nell did he quickly stand, rushing over to the door and closed it. After making sure he had locked the door he walked over to the sink and stared at himself in the mirror, hickeys on his throat.

"Fuck him" Ichigo cursed as he slammed his right fist into the wall next to the mirror. "No more..."