Note from author: This story takes place after "Cat's boyfriend" and will tell about something I mentioned in my fanfic "Heart and Soul" that you can find here in also.
Part 1
Cat.
I'm scared... I thought having a boyfriend was going to be something nice... well it was in the beginning... Danny was all nice and all... but... he's asking me for something I'm too scared to even think about... it started a couple of weeks ago..
-You know how beautiful you are? - he said
I smiled... then I felt his hand moving up and down my leg as he drove, when we got home he pushed me against the car while he kissed me and again touched my leg... I didn't knew what to think... so I just went in and forgot about it... but two days after he took me to his home, he had a cool room with a huge TV and and a video game console... I sat on the edge of the bed and started watching TV, then we kissed and he pushed me down... suddenly I felt his hand unbuttoning my blouse...
-Wait...
-What?
-I don't want to...
-It's all right... I'm your boyfriend... there's nothing to worry about...
He was right... he was my boyfriend... but... but I had a saying too right? I got really scared when he pulled up my skirt and his hand... I got up and ran away... the next day when I got to Hollywood Arts I just stood against my locker... Jade saw me...
-Cat?
-Hi hi...
-The bell rang, aren't you going to class? - she asked
I nodded, we started to walk but the second we passed in front of the janitor's closet she pulled me in.
-What's wrong with you? - she asked
-Nothing...
-Catalina...?
OK... whenever she used my full name it was like a switch... I couldn't lie to her...
-Can... can I ask you a question...?
-Of course, I'm your best friend. Go on.
-You... and... Beck...
-Me and Beck...?
-Do... you and he...
She smiled.
-Do "IT"? Is that it?
I blushed and nodded.
-Yes Cat, we do, we're a couple, we take precautions, we want to be a couple not parents though.
-kk...
-It's that what's bothering you? - she asked
-Can we please go to class? - I pleaded
She sighed and nodded... was I supposed to do "IT" with Dany too? I'm too scared... and I don't want to tell Jade 'cause she'll think I'm bad...
-Cat.. CAT! - Sikowitz yelled
-Sorry...
-Don't be sorry be alive and get up here to help Tori and Jade with their act.
-KK..
Later that afternoon things got worse... Danny took me to his home again and when we got to his room we started to kiss and he pushed me down, from my lips he kissed my shoulders and tried to pull my dress to kiss one of my boobs...
-No...
-It's OK kitty...
I was so scared that I let him... I was trembling and feeling icky... then... he went up my skirt and when I felt his hand there... I freaked...
-NO!
He stood up and glared at me as I fixed my clothes.
-OK, what's wrong with you?
-I don't want to... I'm scared...
-We're supposed to be a couple... couples have sex, I'll be gentle I promise.
-No... it's icky...
-Look, if you want to keep this going then we have to be like every couple. - he sentenced
I glared at him...
-But...
He knelt before me and took my hands
-It'll be fine, you'll like it... ok? I'll pick you up after school tomorrow.
I nodded... what I didn't knew was that Jade was really worried about me and went to see Tori...
-Oh hi Jade...
-We need to talk. - she said walking past her
-OK... and since you're already in, please sit down. - the half latina said
-Cat has been acting strange lately - she sentenced
-Yes I noticed.
-Why did you dumped Dany? - the goth girl asked
-What? - Tori replied
-You said you dumped him, why?
Tori glared at her for a few moments
-Honestly... because he kept pushing me to have sex... and honestly... I'm not thinking about that yet... why?
But Jade's sight was lost, the words of Cat asking her about that hammered her again and again.
Cat's POV
As I walked home I saw a pharmacy... I didn't wanted to lose Dany... I really didn't... so I walked in... I might be stupid and airhead but I know some things... I walked to the counter... I asked for... you know what... and I walked out...I was trembling... I knew Dany was going to be waiting for me at his home as I told him I had an errand after school... now you know what the errand was... but I'm too scared... I... I don't want to...
To be continued...