Tim climaxes and screams his name.

"Damian"

And he regrets it almost immediately as the man under him flinches.

Tim, lets himself collapse next to the young man next to him. "I am sorry" he whispers.

This is so wrong and twisted and Tim is such a monster.

"Don`t worry Beloved. I understand. It is only natural" his lover answers with that deep voice that is almost like Damian`s. Almost. The slight arabic accent is absent.

Tim suddenly starts to cry and shakes his head as the eighteen year old pulls him into his chest and surrounds him with his arms. He is already taller than him, and Tim knows he still will grow a couple of inches. Perfect genetic and everything.

"Shh Beloved. It is ok. I don`t mind. Really..." he feels the familiar long fingers wipe the tears on his face.

When he looks up, Damian`s eyes are looking back at him. He smells like Damian, and looks like Damian…but…

"No Ibn, it is no ok" Tim sighs and tries to sit down, only to be rearranged in a more comfortable position."You are not him. You are not his…replacement"

Ibn shrugs. "I was born to be his replacement Timothy. That is why mother created me. I will serve my purpose, if that makes you happy Beloved"

And Tim cringes. Because the reason Damian died, was to rescue his clone to avoid being use as his replacement. The reason Damian left him all alone, after calling him Beloved and loving him for five years, was to rescue this child, now a man from that. From being a replacement.

And what did Tim do? In his pain for the loss of Damian, replace him with his clone. Seduce him exactly the way he seduced Damian once.

"I love you. You are not a replacement" Tim provides, his voice weak and broken, because he is lying.

Ibn smiles sadly and gentle. Such a weird expresion on Damian`s face, but only Ibn is not Damian.

"You don`t love me. But I love you. Damian talked about you a lot. All the time. Even at the end. I will be Damian, if you want me to be" said Ibn and kisses him sweet and passionate.

Tim kisses him back. Because he kisses almost like Damian.

And almost is better than nothing.