For those of you that were reading this story I apologize, it was taken down because my summary wasn't pg and I wasn't able to post anything until now. I am Almost done with the next chapt but here is the story. Just wanted to get it posted again So sorry for all of the trouble! Smeyer owns all characters associated with the twilight saga. I just love to make them do dirty things!lol


It all started with a paper cut. A stupid fucking paper cut!Maybe I should start at the beginning and get you all up to speed. Firstly, my name is Isabella Swan. I am about 5'5, long brown hair, chocolate brown eyes, and a pretty nice body if I do say so myself. My boobs are a small D, flat stomach, lean legs. I am by no means 'model hot' but honestly who is? Everyone has their flaws and everyone is beautiful in their own way. I didn't always think I was good looking but that shy, insecure girl I once was is long gone. Now...well I'm doing my best impression of one Rosalie Hale. In other words, I'm a bitch. The reason I'm a bitch you ask? Many reasons but, it all stems from one event that was started by two people.

"Stupid fucking party. I don't even want one." I grumbled to myself but should have known Edward would hear.

"Love, please watch your language! Don't be so crass." Edward said to me while leading me up the stairs to his house. I rolled my eyes.

As much as I love this Vampire, he has been annoying the shit out of me with his ways. I swear he thinks I should just be quiet and look pretty. Times have changed, Eddie. Get over yourself! I actually wished for once he could read my mind. Though if he could I'm sure he wouldn't like what he heard or saw. He turned and looked at me, shock evident on his face.

"What? Do I have something on my face, Edward?" I asked cocking my head to the side.

"Uh...um. No, Love. What were you just thinking?" I sighed he always asked this and it annoys the shit out of me. I'm positive if he could read my mind he wouldn't have even given me a second glance that first day in school.

"Oh nothing. Just that I wish we could get this over with." I lied. Everyone thinks I'm a horrible liar but truth is...I'm not.

"Hmm. Must have heard someone else's thoughts then." He shook his head as if he were trying to clear it.

"Huh? What are you talking about?" I questioned.

"Oh just a second ago I heard someone think that I should get over myself and that times have changed. I didn't recognize their inner voice so I must have imagined it or someone inside thought it and I just wasn't paying attention to who it was." Now it was my turn to be shocked. I tried to make sure my expression was one of pure innocence and it seemed to have worked.

"Oh. Well lets not keep everyone waiting. I would like to get this over with as soon as possible." A feeling of dread creeping over me.

"It'll be fine love! Stop being such a child about it." He smirked crookedly at me. I wanted to smack it off of his face but, I nodded instead.

When we walked in the house was decorated beautifully. Everyone was waiting for us and as soon as my foot hit the landing of the stairs I was pulled into a huge hug by Emmett.

"Cant. Breath. Em!" I gasped out. He laughed, apologized and stepped away so Carlisle and Esme could hug me. I gave a nod to Rosalie and a wave to Jasper just as Alice announced.

"Time for presents!" And handed me one from the pile.

I was about half way through my presents and Alice handed me a small box. As I slipped my finger under the paper and pulled, I felt it slice my finger open.

"Ouch! Paper cut." And pulled my finger back to inspect it.

A drop of blood rolled down my finger and before it could hit the floor I saw jasper lunging towards me. I wasn't scared of him though. I was however scared of every other vampire in that room. Seven pairs of pitch black eyes staring at me. It seemed like it was all going in slow motion. Jasper coming towards me, Edward thrusting out his arm and throwing me into a wall of plates and cake, feeling the glass slice through my arm, Em and Rosalie grabbing Jasper and dragging him from the room. A deafening roar reached my ears a moment later.

"No!" I whispered. Edward, Alice, and Esme followed Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett.

"Let me look at it Bella." Came Carlisle's gentle voice. I nodded.

Words were stuck in my throat and thoughts stuck in my head. I tried and tried to figure out what happened. Why I was the most scared of Edward in that moment but, my mind was becoming foggy. I could smell the blood and feel the sting of the needle as Carlisle worked on my arm. Edward and the rest minus Jasper and Alice came back in the house when Carlisle finished.

"I'm so sorry, love. Alice didn't see this! Don't worry, you're safe. Jasper can't hurt you. He left with Alice to hunt." Edward said. I shook my head.

"I- it wasn't his fault. Please, tell him I'm not angry. Its not his fault." I whispered.

"Let me take you home, Bella." Edward said ignoring my comment.

"N-no. Edward please go tell Jasper what I said. Emmett? Will you take me home please?" I asked.

He nodded and started to come over to me but stopped as Edward moved in front of me. Emmett was obviously talking to Edward in his mind, growling at him, and then they seemed to have finished what ever argument they were having. Edward stepped aside and Emmett scooped me up in his arms as Carlisle handed me a pill bottle. I have no idea when or what he gave me but I was feeling very warm and fuzzy and...drunk. I giggled as Emmett shifted me in his arms.

"I think this is going to be fun!" Em said and smiled hugely at me.

"Take me home Emmy bear!" I shouted a little to loudly and giggled again.

When we got to my house Em turned to me. "Can you pretend to be normal long enough to get to your room, Belly bean?" He asked. I nodded.

"Your going to come up though and stay for a little bit right?" I asked. It was his turn to nod.

I hopped out of the car and went inside. I quickly mumbled that I was tired and said good night to Charlie before making my way upstairs. When I got to my room I giggled at the sight of Emmett lying on my bed. He was almost bigger than it and it was hilarious to see the giant vampire trying to stay on it.

"You need a bigger bed, Bells." He said frowning and falling off of it. Before he could hit the floor he was standing in front of me grinning at my shocked expression.

"I swear of he doesn't start acting normally around me I will never get used to that!" I shouted and a big hand came over my mouth.

"Bells! I get that your high as a fucking kite right now but be quiet! We don't want Charlie coming up here!" Em hissed at me. And guess what I did. I giggled...again. This medicine is fan-fucking-tastic! I thought to myself. The large hand came away from my mouth.

"Em? Will you tell Jasper I need to speak with him? I know Edward and while I would like to believe that he would go and tell Jasper what I said, I highly doubt he will." I said frowning.

"I'll try Bells but I doubt anyone will let him out of their sight after what he did." Emmett said softly.

"Screw them! I wasn't scared of him! I know if he would have gotten to me he would have scooped me up and protected me! Don't ask how I know that because I have no fucking idea but I just do! I was terrified of..." My voice trailed off as I realized I was about to tell Emmett I was scared of him.

"Terrified of what Bells?" Em asked and I could hear the sadness in his voice. "Terrified of what?" He repeated. I sighed he wasn't going to let this go.

"Of all of you. Everyone's eyes were pitch black. I was mostly scared of Edward though, now that I've had time to think about what I saw. You didn't see the look on his face. It was rage and hunger. No love, or any type of protection. He threw me away from himself so he wouldn't drain me." I whispered. I heard a low growl emanating from Em's chest but his face was blank.

"I. Would. Never. Hurt. You! I love you Bella. Yeah I could smell your blood but our eyes don't just turn black from hunger." He stated. I looked at him confused.

"But Edward said that they turn black when you're thirsty..." I trailed off.

"I'm going to kick his ass!" He mumbled. " I will just start from the beginning ok? I'm gonna re-teach you about vampires because apparently my idiot brother just wants to scare you away." He took out his phone and sent a quick text to, I'm assuming, Rosalie then took a deep breath.

"Firstly, forget everything he told you. I will answer any questions you have ok?" I nodded and settled on my bed. Em started pacing the floor.

"Ok. Vampires eyes turn black for a few reasons one being hunger. The others are lust, anger, and hatred. See our emotions are heightened just like everything else is when we are changed." He looked at me to see if I had any questions.

"Ok I understand now. Um...What are mates?" I asked and Emmett stared at me like I had grown a foot out of my forehead.

"He never explained mating? So gonna kick his ass..." He shook his head.

"No he didn't."

"Alright, so a mate is... I think you would call them Soul mates. As vampires we have a very animalistic side to us. I'm telling you this because you need to understand that before I go on." I nodded.

"Some like to call it our 'demons' but I don't look at it like that. Anyways. Mates are soul mates. Not every vampire has one but when we find ours we get this feeling...I've heard that it's different for every pair but the one thing we all have in common is the pull. Its like a magnet or a rope pulling you together. Rosie said she couldn't feel it when I was still human, that she just had this little voice telling her to change me. That she couldn't leave me there. She said it was really difficult when she tried to walk away. When I woke up, I knew the instant we touched that she was mine. Another thing you should know, we are VERY protective of what's ours. In the beginning Carlisle and Edward couldn't even look in her direction with out me flipping my shit. I thought they were trying to steal her away from me." He smiled while remembering it.

"I have a question...If you were so possessive than how did living with other males work? Was it the same for Rosalie with the females?"

"Yea it was the same for Rosie. We actually ended up moving away from the family for about 4 years because we couldn't stop growling and lunging at the others. When we went back it was easier because we had marked each other. Mates can't be too far from each other for long periods of time either, a couple days, a week maybe. It becomes...painful to say the least. It goes without saying that we can't ever leave our Mates. The pain would be unimaginable."

"So...what did you mean by you marked each other?" I asked.

"Uh...well...this isn't something I really want to talk about with my little sister. Can you ask one of the girls? They'll explain the animalistic comment also." He said looking like he wanted to floor to swallow him up. I nodded. If he was acting like this it must be...intimate.

"Ok thanks Em. Will you go get me some water so I can take another pain pill? My arm and head are killing me." He nodded and was back before I knew it with a glass of water and a little white pill in his out stretched hands. I took it quickly and settled back again. As soon as the pill kicked in I started to giggle. Em cocked his head to the side, a questioning look on his face.

"How does having 3 mated pairs in one house work? I mean cant you...hear each other?" I asked giggling again.

"Well technically there's only two mated pairs in the house and yes we can but we just drown them out."

"I'm confused. Who's not mated?" I asked while laying or more like falling back into my pillows.

"Jazz and Ali. They are together and think we don't notice but over the years certain things like extended trips away from each other, neither having mating marks, and the fact that sometimes I can see disgust when Alice looks at Jasper. We love our mates and their flaws. We may not like how they act some times but another way we know our mate is because their appearance and smell draw us in. Alice doesn't like his appearance." He said shaking his head sadly.

"I think you're all hot so I guess its a vampire vision thing huh?" I asked. He nodded. "Em, I'm sleepy." He chuckled.

"I'll see ya tomorrow bells." He said walking to the window.

"Wait!" I yelled sitting up way to fast. "Tell Jasper I need to see him. I want to talk to him in person and make sure he understands that it wasn't his fault. Sneak him out of you have to."

"Alight. I'll do my best. Love you bells!" He called as he dropped out of my window.

I don't know how long I was asleep for but the nightmare was horrible. I kept telling myself that it was just a dream. Just a dream. Wake up! Wake up! Suddenly I was wide awake, panting, and sweating. I jumped up and tried to find my light switch to turn it on and when I did I hit something hard and cold. I was about to scream when suddenly I felt ridiculously calm and relaxed. So calm and relaxed that my legs gave out and my arms turned to noodles. Someone caught me before I fell to the ground. Who ever it was smelled like a campfire and hay.

"Hmmm. You smell goooddd." I said and heard a wonderful deep chuckle in response. Normally I would have been insanely embarrassed but I just didn't have it in me at the moment. The light flicked on and I saw none other than Jasper Hale carrying me to my bed.


K so hope you enjoyed the first chapter of Fireflies! Let me know what you all think!