So yeah I've written fanfics before but this is the first time I post it well on fanfiction ;;; and I completely love Spamano, it's so adorable. I will warn this will get loving and hot.

I hate him, I absolutely hate him. Why do I bother being around him when he brings me nothing but stress. That stupid fucking smile, his damn wavy hair, those eyes that can make you melt; it's sickening. It was just another day for Romano, daydreaming about the sexy Spaniard whom he lives with. He left his room and went to the kitchen and noticed that Spain wasn't there. "The idiot must be in the garden." He can see the garden from the kitchen window and yup, there he was. He was completely shirtless, picking some tomatoes from the garden. Romano sighed wistfully, then caught himself shaking his head "Pendejo…" he grumbled softly. Oh the tsundere Italian couldn't help but fawn over him, especially when he shows off his body.

Over the years, his feelings for Antonio kept growing. Instead of seeing him as the annoying babysitter that taught him Spanish and took orders from that bitchy loudmouth whom he hated, he started seeing him as the potential lover that understood him in ways even his own brother doesn't even know.

"Romanooooo!" Antonio came in with a singing tone. He looked dirty, but even with dirt on his body, he looked unbelievably sexy.

"What the fuck do you want?" Romano's left eye twitched from seeing him like that.

"I got fresh tomatoes!" he held up a basket of ripe tomatoes with that cute smile of his.

"At least you can do one thing right" he had to hide everything. He couldn't bear feeling like this, especially for him.

Romano realized he was gripping on the kitchen table tightly and let go, looking down for a second and walked over to the couch so he can lazily rest on it. Antonio noticed something was wrong, he's noticed that for weeks but he finally plucked up the courage to ask him. "Romano? Are you okay? You've seem…off lately" For the past few weeks Antonio has been hanging out with his "crew" so he hasn't been spending time with Romano as he would like to. He decided to change it today and cancel his plans with Gilbert and Francis.

"Fuck off" Romano grunted.

"You're becoming distant again" Antonio frowned at him.

"I'm becoming distant? You're the one fucking around with those two assholes every night!"

"Romano you're old enough to take care of yourself, you don't need me around"

He couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't hold back. "What if I want you around? You fucking bastard! I want you here, I need you here, I can't stand you going with them when you should be going out with me!" Oh shit…