Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight; if I did I would have made Edward kill Bella, for wasting the reader's and my time, with her selfish skinny butt, when she was going to die anyway. And not only that, she had a SPAWN! How dare she get everything handed to her in a golden platter, where as poor poor Leah gets treated like crap for her world turning to shit. And then making Jacob imprint on the SPAWN, paedophilia much? Okay getting out of hand here, sorry to all Bella fans, but I couldn't help myself, I had to rant.

(Hey Faye here, Ellie's sister, well if it was me who wrote twilight I would have committed suicide after writing such a terrible series I MEAN COME ON! VAMPIRES THAT SPARKLE, I HAD NO IDEA VAMPIRES WERE FAIRIES! But I think that the wolf pack and Jacobs story needs to be told so give it up for Ellie who worked really hard on this. You guys are gonna love it. PS. I will be uploading some fic's too soon so stay tuned...)

AN: This is I, as in Ellie's, first fic so please be nice, no flaming and do review I would like to hear from you guys...

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Prologue

Leave it all behind

The wilderness surrounded him; its landscape almost breathtaking, yet still so dangerous and as much as a threat now as it was then. The trees roared to life, as the gust of wind blew now ever so ferociously, almost as if, it was warning him. Yet he still sat on the cliff, taking it all in.

He knew she was there, waiting to be acknowledged by him but he still didn't turn around. The moon glowed up ahead, as they both soaked in its supernatural magic, they were wolves after all. It was almost as if the properties of its glow suddenly kindled a fire within her, finally having enough of the silence. Leah Clearwater was a lot of things, but being quiet was never her forte, so she stepped up, head held high, and she was damn well going to say what she came to say. Yet suddenly she found her self strangely losing all her confidence as she stood behind him now. But knowing that she had to do this, determined, she went on forward.

"I'm leaving," Leah whispered. He still didn't turn around, he knew one day she would say those words and thought that he wouldn't even be affected by it, she was a bitch after all, literally; but shit guess it did sting a little. And for that little spark of emotion, he didn't understand why it stung. He glanced at the moon one last time and finally stood up, turning around to look at her. He was abruptly consumed by guilt just at the appearance of her casted broken arm and yellow fading bruises. He knows that wolves heal quickly, and the cast will be out in a few hours, nevertheless it didn't stop his thoughts on how he should have been there to protect her, but all he could think about was his messed up imprint.

Her fierce resolute eyes stood out, jet black short hair, and the most exotic features, with a killer body to boot. Even when she's broken, Leah Clearwater is beautiful.

His eyes softened just by looking at her, as feelings of sadness, guilt, and confusion ran past him. Leah didn't show that she was affected by what she saw in his eyes, and frankly to be honest; right now she didn't give a damn. Why should she when he didn't give a crap about her.

"Where will you go?"

He didn't have the heart to tell her to stay, confusion was still clouding his mind on why he wanted her to. At that moment the imprint pull tugged on him hard to forget about her, but his inner wolf was having none of that; wanting to stay near her.

She glared at him then at listening to his hurt tenor, to show that she thought it was his fault she was leaving, to let him live in his guilt.

"Any where but here." Leah replied coldly.

"Do you..." he started but she cut him off.

"I was thinking of maybe travelling for awhile, who knows. Seth doesn't need me right now, he needs to finish school first. But maybe when I finally settle down somewhere, I'll send for Seth. Can't leave him behind in this shit hole, so don't expect him to stay wolf, if I have it my way."

She was trying to get a rise out of him, but he wouldn't let the anger consume him like the way it always did whenever she was around. They couldn't even go on for a minute without trying to kill each other.

She locked her deep hazel eyes on him then, pausing to think her words through giving him a calculating glance, then decided to just be straight forward and just get on with it.

She opened her mouth to speak again, carefully watching him.

"I just came to say goodbye, and then I'm leaving."

He was startled from her statement, so soon, he thought.

"What? Now? Why couldn't you warn me before hand?" he stammered out, his tone suddenly laced with anger.

She snarled at him, looking at his frowning face, lips curled up.

"I didn't come to ask for permission, I am telling you about it, you may be my Alpha but I don't need you to decide anything for me. Besides the council knows, even if they had decided to not let me go I would have still up and left."

Her face marred into a permanent scowl, she wasn't going to take any shit from him, didn't care that he was the so called leader of the pack. She had finally found out on her own that she was the Alpha female, when she suddenly found herself commanding Seth to leave her be, he had went completely rigid and ran out the room, his tail between his legs. She was shocked when he later confessed and demanded to know how she did that, the wolf in her knew her importance even if others in her pack did not. She wasn't just a normal one of a kind female shifter, so much for tribal history and the so called elder's confusion when she had demanded to old Quil why she had suddenly acquired these qualities of an Alpha. She may be a bigger freak between the other anomalies, but guess what bitches she was the special kind of freak.

He glared down at her, how dare she, give him such disrespect! He was and is the Alpha.

He made a step towards her, enraged, his face inches towards her own.

"Did you think I'll just let you up and leave? You have responsibilities here Leah; don't forget I can Alpha command you to stay."

"How dare you? Fuck you! You have no right! No right at all to tie me down to anything. How dare you tell me about my responsibilities? You and I both know that I have done every bloody' thing, followed every bloody' rule! Yet you claim yourself as a self righteous pig, who may I add' - she quoted with her uninjured hand- 'does his so called job,' 'you don't do shit."

Oh yeah, she was angry. Gnashing her teeth, fury rolling through her body. She was trying so hard to reign in her control and to not phase, and rip his Alpha package off.

"And we all know what an idiot of an Alpha you really are, revolving everything around that bitch and always putting us in danger, LOOK AT ME!" She thundered out.

He stopped; the anger vanished immediately replaced by immense amount of guilt. He was sorry, he truly was very sorry for not protecting her, taking care of her. But he knew no matter what he said she wouldn't believe him. His inner wolf howled in misery, watching her in pain. What could he do to make everything all right again? No matter how many times he told himself that she was a bitch, beneath it all he still cared about her, more than anyone could ever understand, hell even he didn't understand his own intentions towards her.

"You don't have anything to say for your self now do you?" she continued.

Leah turned around and started walking off, a part of her residing wolf wanted to stay and be there for him, but even the wolf in her knew it was useless. He was never theirs to begin with, and the she-wolf whimpered at the loss. She looked at him once again before she reached her car, a couple of her belongings inside the trunk.

"This is my final goodbye. See you... I hope never again, Black."

And with that she clambered in her car and slammed the door shut. She had to stay strong, and keep the tears at bay, maybe she'll cry later but not in front of him, she will never be weak in front of him again. In fact, she would never be weak in front of anyone ever again. Guess Leah Clearwater was never that strong, if she was she never would have fallen for Jacob Black to once again get her heart broken and trampled on. She glanced at his form in her rear view mirror one last time, and then thumped the car into ignition and drove off.

He watched her drive off, and then crumpled to the ground on the cliff once she was out of site.

Jacob Black had lost a lot of things, but he never truly knew the meaning of what loss was until she was gone, and there was nothing he could do about it but mourn.

AN: Well here's my first ever fic, sorry it's short but I hope I have caught your attention, and gained the audiences approval. I have a lot of ideas going in my mind about this fic, and another that I will also be uploading soon which is also another Blackwater; I'm crazy about BLACKWATER ;)

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