Sorry this is super short but I have homework and loads of shiz is going on with my friends x
Blaine's head flew round like a speeding car to see Kurt nestled up and engulfed by the duvet and his teal eyes disappeared behind his eyelids. Did Kurt really just say that?
"Kurt? Is that really what happened?" Kurt brought himself up into a sitting position at the head of the bed. He said nothing, just nodded as tears began to stream down his face again. Blaine's mouth was gaping open in disbelief.
"I remember it was a while back. I dreamed it was when I went to confront Karofsky about bullying me. Except this time he didn't kiss me...He raped me" Kurt was quivering, his breath shaking and his eyes began to fill up with tears again. Blaine pulled him close as he cried.
"Kurt I'm so sorry" Blaine could barely get his words out, the idea of Kurt going through that even if it was just a dream crushed him.
"I tried to stop him! I did!" Kurt sobbed as Blaine pulled him closer into his embrace.
"I know, I know" He began to rock Kurt in his arms, just like his mother use to do when he had a nightmare when he was little.
"It's okay Kurt, I've got you" Blaine felt a tear trickle down his cheek as he clutched on to Kurt for dear life.
"Blaine...There's more" Kurt said shamefully. Blaine's head lowered to see his boyfriend, not even able to eye contact with the beautiful boy holding him.
"I-I went to tell you what happened...And you weren't happy. Y-You said that I asked for it, and you called me a whore and a slut and left me alone to face Karofsky. You woke me up shortly after that. That's why I'm such a terrible person" Did Blaine really just hear that with his very own ears? The love of his life confessing to him that he dreamed that he would actually re-act that way to Kurt getting raped.
Blaine could hear Kurt sniffling as soft sobs began to leave his peach lips.
"You're not a terrible person Kurt. It's not your fault, you can't control what you dream" Kurt's breathing became more and more frequent as he leant he head against Blaine, taking in his warmth.
"Kurt, you know I would never re-act like that right?" Kurt didn't respond or even moved. His eyes were stuck to one spot on the duvet. Blaine just looked disappointed on the outside however on the inside he was crumbling, his heart shattered into a billion tiny pieces.
"Kurt..." Blaine's voice cracked as he managed to croak out one word. Kurt's breath quivered as Blaine cupped Kurt's cheek with his hand and turned his face to bring him eye to eye with Blaine.
"You know I would never hurt you right?" Kurt's eyes began to water up again as he quirkily nodded at Blaine, desperately trying to escape Blaine's gaze but no luck.
"Why do you think I would do that? Don't you think I love you?" Blaine asked in an innocent voice, almost pleading Kurt to believe he really loved him.
"Of course I know that but, it's just...Uggh! I don't know how to explain it!" Kurt yelled, frustrated with the world.
"Kurt, listen to me. You are the love of my life, if I ever did purposely hurt you I wouldn't be able to live with myself. Do you understand how much I love you? Too much to hurt you like that. If that did happen even though I hate to think about it Karofsky wouldn't have a second to run. I love you Kurt...I want to protect you" Tears spewed out of Blaine's eyes as he held on to Kurt even tighter. He could hear Kurt's helpless sobs begin again and clutched him even tighter.
"I love you Blaine. I'm so sorry" Kurt said, nestling up to Blaine.
"It's okay; it's not your fault. I love you too Kurt" Blaine said, giving Kurt a slight squeeze. They both slumped back down into bed, Blaine never letting go of his beautiful boyfriend as the pair drifted off into a deep slumber...